^Well..that all sounds fine and dandy, but it still hasnt really adressed my origional question as to weather or not god did create everything, where then god came from, and if god did create everything is "sin" just something that lies inside of god as much as it does inside of us?..and if so, why shoudl Ifollow god any more than I would follow myslef, since god seems just as flawed (or perfect) as myself?..

That whole post you made IMO just makes me think again how much it sounds like this all just a metaphore for the vast landscape of the human psyche..

None of that seems convincing of a chrisitan god.