so then you believe in a certain structure of my life? do i have free will, the choice to choose? or then, is this life set up just as a movie, that i am to experience merley to know?

but also, why is it then that god, in his infinite power, could not just impart this knowledge upon me? having to experience something to know, to me atleast, seems like a very human conception. out of the laws of pysics and reality, what is the need?