but if i dont have free will, am i searching,finding and discovering? surley im just watching as it unfolds? in this following of the buddha's understanding of wisdom; surley im adhering to suta-maya panna coupled with Cinta-maya panna? understanding through witnessing, allowing my analitical abilities to derive a lesson from what i see. surley wisdom based on personal experience neccesitates a personal choice? otherwise, what is it that I, personaly, am giving to this life. 

my previous point being, learning from experience is a necessity in the realm that we live, granted.

but beyond this, past time, space and really, our understanding. why do we need to regress to a human state and contraints to know? what is stopping god from enabling us to know, not as humans, but before we are brought to this?