Nakes
Rising Star
I'd first of all like to thank the whole dmt-nexus community, this truly is an amazing site, something you don't see often enough these days.
A quick backstory on me:
I've been interested in DMT for many years, and finally decided to take the plunge into extracting it myself. I've now done more than a few successful extractions and am glad I did, it's a very rewarding process.
I've had a very good relationship with DMT up until recently. I've broken though about 10 times thus far, each experience always different and I'm still always left in awe when I come back. I've transcended space and time, and been to other dimensions, populated by strange beings (at the very least, that's what it felt like). Between a combination of things I've seen on DMT, and real world events that have happened to me, my personal beliefs about life and nature and just about everything are in a real transition period. I'm a very rational and sciency guy, but I've recently been toying with the idea of there being something more to this life, this world, and the more I think about it the more it makes sense. I won't go too much into it, but it feels like a real transitional period in my life.
Anyways, I've encountered a problem. I can't breakthrough anymore, or even get anywhere close to serious effects. The last time I had a real breakthrough experience was the first time I had used the Machine. I was out in the wilderness with a good friend and had the most vivid trip I've had yet. Since then, all of my smoking techniques have been unsuccessful. I've since tried 4 times since breaking through for the first time, all using 60mg+. Once with the machine, once with a simple spoon pipe, and now twice with the GVG, which I had hoped would have solved the issue. All trips have been more or less similar, things look sharper, colors are more "colorful", the world looks slightly stranger and different, but that's it. No intense geometric patterns, no noticeable CEV's, nothing even close to a breakthough.
I'm really baffled at what's going on. Everything I've read has told me this shouldn't be happening, since tolerance dissipates within a few hours. I doubt the spice has gone bad, the stuff was only extracted a few weeks ago and has been kept air tight, and a friend of mine had a very intense trip from the same batch.
I'm starting to get frustrated, and that's the last way I want to feel about DMT, this stuff is very special to me. There's so much more I want to see and experience.
If anybody has any input or advice to my situation, it'd be greatly appreciated.
A quick backstory on me:
I've been interested in DMT for many years, and finally decided to take the plunge into extracting it myself. I've now done more than a few successful extractions and am glad I did, it's a very rewarding process.
I've had a very good relationship with DMT up until recently. I've broken though about 10 times thus far, each experience always different and I'm still always left in awe when I come back. I've transcended space and time, and been to other dimensions, populated by strange beings (at the very least, that's what it felt like). Between a combination of things I've seen on DMT, and real world events that have happened to me, my personal beliefs about life and nature and just about everything are in a real transition period. I'm a very rational and sciency guy, but I've recently been toying with the idea of there being something more to this life, this world, and the more I think about it the more it makes sense. I won't go too much into it, but it feels like a real transitional period in my life.
Anyways, I've encountered a problem. I can't breakthrough anymore, or even get anywhere close to serious effects. The last time I had a real breakthrough experience was the first time I had used the Machine. I was out in the wilderness with a good friend and had the most vivid trip I've had yet. Since then, all of my smoking techniques have been unsuccessful. I've since tried 4 times since breaking through for the first time, all using 60mg+. Once with the machine, once with a simple spoon pipe, and now twice with the GVG, which I had hoped would have solved the issue. All trips have been more or less similar, things look sharper, colors are more "colorful", the world looks slightly stranger and different, but that's it. No intense geometric patterns, no noticeable CEV's, nothing even close to a breakthough.
I'm really baffled at what's going on. Everything I've read has told me this shouldn't be happening, since tolerance dissipates within a few hours. I doubt the spice has gone bad, the stuff was only extracted a few weeks ago and has been kept air tight, and a friend of mine had a very intense trip from the same batch.
I'm starting to get frustrated, and that's the last way I want to feel about DMT, this stuff is very special to me. There's so much more I want to see and experience.
If anybody has any input or advice to my situation, it'd be greatly appreciated.