It is interesting for me to go back and read this.... It was typed within the minutes of coming down from a vaped dmt trip. It seemed really important to write down at the time. What I find most interesting is how impossible it is to describe a state outside of duality (the void) without using words which are a duality... ie stillness / freedom / etc all have their opposite of non still, not free. Nice little paradox of trying to convey the state of existing in the void or not existing without describing it w duality terms.