About a week ago I had my first dmt experience with a friend of mine, but I felt I hadnt really found what I was looking for or really brokenthrough. So I tried it again a few days later. A different friend and I both got into a comfortable setup, put on some soundtribe and each setup a small bubbler with a layer of herbs, dmt, and more herbs. Now we had just gotten back from a concert and I drove that night so I didnt drink, but my friend had been, alot. We started the song and blasted off. The same geometric patterns began happening like the first time, but once again, no breakthrough. My friend didnt share with me what happened during his trip. According to our sitters, he sat up, crawled around, and some how got back up into a sitting position. Probably shouldn't get drunk and partake?
I saw patterns for about three minutes and opened my eyes because my friend began talking and it startled me. He had his eyes closed the entire time, and the sitters said he opened his eyes after about seven minutes. My friend said he was tired and went up bed so the sitters stayed up with me because i was going to try again. I waited an hour and did the same thing this time with completely different results.
I took a long inhale and held it for about 10 seconds, exhaled and took another hit. My sitter took the pipe, I sat back in the chair and the patterns began instantly, only this time something was different. There was a tiny ball of swirling light in the center of all the patterns, and suddenly I was heading toward the light, fast. Words can't describe how beautiful it was. Literally, I dont know how to explain it, other than the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. I had felt my body get heavy at first and then it ceased to exist as I entered this realm.
As all these things were taking place, I felt a presence all around me and in me, hearing the occasional voice but not understanding everything they were saying. The only thing I understood was ' some will never know'. Things began to fade after some unknown period of time, and then I opened my eyes.
I let the song play out, taking in what had really just happend. I talked with my sitter about what happened, then went to bed
I think i've found what i've been searching for,but what lies ahead?
Thank you guy from st. joes that told me about this community.
I saw patterns for about three minutes and opened my eyes because my friend began talking and it startled me. He had his eyes closed the entire time, and the sitters said he opened his eyes after about seven minutes. My friend said he was tired and went up bed so the sitters stayed up with me because i was going to try again. I waited an hour and did the same thing this time with completely different results.
I took a long inhale and held it for about 10 seconds, exhaled and took another hit. My sitter took the pipe, I sat back in the chair and the patterns began instantly, only this time something was different. There was a tiny ball of swirling light in the center of all the patterns, and suddenly I was heading toward the light, fast. Words can't describe how beautiful it was. Literally, I dont know how to explain it, other than the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. I had felt my body get heavy at first and then it ceased to exist as I entered this realm.
As all these things were taking place, I felt a presence all around me and in me, hearing the occasional voice but not understanding everything they were saying. The only thing I understood was ' some will never know'. Things began to fade after some unknown period of time, and then I opened my eyes.
I let the song play out, taking in what had really just happend. I talked with my sitter about what happened, then went to bed
I think i've found what i've been searching for,but what lies ahead?
Thank you guy from st. joes that told me about this community.
