Sleeping_Giant
Rising Star
My first blast off, the moment i was unplugged from the imagined world most know as reality was a little over a month ago. I had no idea what was in store for me that night. My friends and I were drinking beers and smoking weed when it was offered to me by some friends of friends who make the spice fairly regularly. One of them sort of built me up to it with existential conversation then loaded the machine as if he were about to dose a bear. Every one stepped outside except the one who lit the machine for me. He whispers "one big hit... hold it hold it ..... two ...hold it hold it three...." I shut my eyes for the third inhalation and he silently slips out the back door. Before hand it was suggested I go for the closed eye experience but without thinking I opened my eyes upon the final exhalation. An intense vibration surged throughout my body and I heard the vibration cancel all other noise. I started thinking of people I've known in my past and of friends that have moved away. I felt connected to everyone of them and felt as I had known them since birth. I felt we were one single unit of energy that is the source or god whatever name we wish to give it. Then I looked down to see these girly green sandals and I realized I had seen that exact sight before then realized I had lived every moment of that night before. I knew that every moment was infinite and had no beginning and no end.
(I later came to understand if god is every living thing and every moment is infinite then god is omnipitent because god is experiencing everything at every moment.)
This is where things got a little wierd. After sitting on my couch for what felt like a half hour i felt a sensation in my pants. I had to urinate. I get up I walk to the bathroom still tripping. Looking in the mirror I begian unbuckling my belt unbuttoning my pants and unzipping my fly. Then without using the bathroom zipped my fly up buttoned my pants and buckled my belt. I undid it all again and up again and down again dozens of times all the while barely trickling on myself. I even closed the door to bathroom because I knew an outsider would think me insane at this moment. I didn't want anyone to see me. I felt naked and vulnerable. I saw the most intense visuals in the mirror. my face and body had been moving in indepedent patters of circles and lines. I felt stuck in a single moment of times wheel. I backed up to the wall and began slight convulsions. I leaned on my wall forever thinking I want this to be over. Finally I decided I can't stand against this wall for eternity. I walked around my home seeing everything as solid colored perfect geometric shapes. I closed my eyes but I still saw as if my eyes were open but everything even my body was colored as rubix cube squares. I felt my eye zooming out closer and closer to gods eye. Then the cigarette on my table was calling me. I lit the cigarette. Opened my back door to find everyone outside waiting with bated breath. At the sight of my friends I woke from the trip as I exclaimed "You've all been out here! I was in there and you were here. Then i felt as if i were adam and eve the moment they were cast out of eden and realized they were naked.
This has changed my life. I've undergone radical personal transformation. I see even the smallest details of life in a naked light. The spirit molecule has helped me shed the weight on my shoulders and cut the bindings that held my hands and feet. Every day I feel free and I feel trapped in this beautiful dream. Ive realized alot people experience the same things so I hope theres something new in here and I hope you enjoyed reading this.
(I later came to understand if god is every living thing and every moment is infinite then god is omnipitent because god is experiencing everything at every moment.)
This is where things got a little wierd. After sitting on my couch for what felt like a half hour i felt a sensation in my pants. I had to urinate. I get up I walk to the bathroom still tripping. Looking in the mirror I begian unbuckling my belt unbuttoning my pants and unzipping my fly. Then without using the bathroom zipped my fly up buttoned my pants and buckled my belt. I undid it all again and up again and down again dozens of times all the while barely trickling on myself. I even closed the door to bathroom because I knew an outsider would think me insane at this moment. I didn't want anyone to see me. I felt naked and vulnerable. I saw the most intense visuals in the mirror. my face and body had been moving in indepedent patters of circles and lines. I felt stuck in a single moment of times wheel. I backed up to the wall and began slight convulsions. I leaned on my wall forever thinking I want this to be over. Finally I decided I can't stand against this wall for eternity. I walked around my home seeing everything as solid colored perfect geometric shapes. I closed my eyes but I still saw as if my eyes were open but everything even my body was colored as rubix cube squares. I felt my eye zooming out closer and closer to gods eye. Then the cigarette on my table was calling me. I lit the cigarette. Opened my back door to find everyone outside waiting with bated breath. At the sight of my friends I woke from the trip as I exclaimed "You've all been out here! I was in there and you were here. Then i felt as if i were adam and eve the moment they were cast out of eden and realized they were naked.
This has changed my life. I've undergone radical personal transformation. I see even the smallest details of life in a naked light. The spirit molecule has helped me shed the weight on my shoulders and cut the bindings that held my hands and feet. Every day I feel free and I feel trapped in this beautiful dream. Ive realized alot people experience the same things so I hope theres something new in here and I hope you enjoyed reading this.
