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godling in search

godling in search

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Does anyone ever experience "buckling" urges to "cross-over".... i've been getting these more and more... the further i go, the more they come... the more the love grows the more they come...

and lately, they're getting stronger... like, i haven't found my "soul mate" yet and the spirit keeps showing me pieces of her, like traits, and then i got hit with a "sledge hammer" when i found this site,,,i was shown something that is overwhelming... how close she'll be to the One in all things
it's like our spirits are dancing around each other across the planes of existence...reaching toward one another..(i can't wait to get to post in the poetry section, so much has been flowing)....the anticipation of our meeting is the hardest thing i've ever endured,,,and i've got scars from tough stuff, lemme tell ya.... but this is unlike anything,, and especially as i grow closer to the spirit,,,it's sooo pressing

like i'm going to visit Aya this weekend and i'm hoping with all my heart we get a breakthrough on this..

***i know it may be weird to post emotions on here, but this has everything to do with my experiences in tripping...
 
Not weird in the least. Where hyperspace is concerned, poetry can come a lot closer at times than science in capturing the moment. Check out Jbark, our very own James Joyce. He can break that shit down with the best of em!

Welcome, godling. I look forward to reading more from you.

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”

- Jack Kerouac, On The Road
 
Ya its really not weird at all. For me the emotion in a breakthrough is just as awe inspiring as the places I find myself in.

~safe journeys
 
Art, I love that quote and thank you for the welcome

camdemonium,,, you are so beautiful for saying that... it's been in the back of my mind of that possibility... meeting her there, would just be divine... if you don't mind, i would love to hear a little bit about that experience..?? :)
 
I made a post in this forum called "I need guidance, quick!" that will explain my experience much better than i could now, as it was completely fresh on my mind at that point. I can say that after giving it some time to sink in, both of us are 100% convinced about the nature of our relationship, it was the most beautiful moment of my entire life, and i am extremely grateful for what the spice showed me that day!!
Safe travels friend!:)
 
i just read it.... the only problem is....well,,, i don't know anyone that would be her... because i've already been told and shown a lot of her characteristics/traits/her individuality,,,no one fits...and i wont settle for anyone else, period...i am for her and she is for me,,,,gifts/blessings of life and love to one another,, new galaxies and dimensions to become one with (sorry, tangent) .....

..... it's almost like i'm waiting until we're both blasting off at the same time,, no matter where we are in the globe,,, and connecting from there.,,,, idk,, maybe a fantasy....but i don't doubt it could happen ;)

.... ....i'll eventually post a thread about some of it... like he showed me her eyes... oh my God.., **rubs face in disbelief**...... just some of the writings that come from the knowledge
 
I have come to realize that if you truly want something strong enough, you will receive it if it is a pure and meaningful desire. So keep searching man, i'm sure she's out there looking for you right now too!! And never doubt, because anything and EVERYTHING is possible!
 
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