Hey guys.
I'm a long time lurker and this is my first post. Sorry for my bad english, its not my first lanugage.
Some words about me.
I'm almost 30. I'm travelling with DMT since about 2 years, in the beginning less until last month graduatelly more, as i believe most of us did it.
I got some a gram of DMT from a friend 2 years ago, then made my first patch out of 250g MHRB. So you get a feeling of how "much" i travelled.
From my first selfmade dmt i made some enhanced leave. I loved the simplicity of it. No messing around with the oil burner, or worrying about if you got enough of it "in".
So i deceided to make some real change, i.e. i extracted some harmalas. My harmalas extract was mostly brown, i thought nothing of it.
Note. At the same time, i extracted the other 250g MHRH from THE SAME BATCH.
First time i took a big changa hit i tripped very well, for about 5 minutes, everything seemed right. All of a sudden the trip kind of ended... i opened my eyes, felt extremely "sober" - for taking a big changa hits 5 minutes ago.
Then all of a sudden, my visuals started getting really really dark. My cat looked like a monster, she really scared me. OEV were like the world is getting black and an interdimensional gate would open below, above and besides me.
i had a really "tingeling" computerlike sound in my ears, sounded really extraterrestial, alien-like. i had almost the same sound i breakthroughs.
in the same time my heart started beating relly really fast and hard. My hard extemely tachypnoe. it felt like my IOP is double the norm.
I swore to god i would never touch DMT again. This trip really scared the shit out me.
But as you all know... i did it again.
About a week later i sat down on my couch with a good mindset, drank a bottle of cold beer, listened to shpongle. After a while i lit a bowl of changa about the size of the last one.
And guess what. The exact same thing happened again.
So i took a break, for 1,5 months. I thought about it alot. A real f'ing lot.
I thought it maybe was because of DMT wanted me not to "abuse" it. Which i never really did, but you know...
Last Weekend i couldnt resist the call anymore, and sat down again.
Smoked a bowl of Changa about 1/3 the size of last 2.
And guess what... almost the same thing happened again, just in a smaller size.
This time it was like i got told i should be glad i havent smoked more.
Has anyone of you expierienced that same thing?
A bad trip after the initial trip? What is this?
Is there anything wrong with my Harmalas?
I have to admit, i havent tried FB DMT of this batch. As you maybe can imagine, i'm kinda scared, since i still think FB DMT is in its nature more alien than changa.
In hope to get some input!
Safe travels!
CatcheD!
I'm a long time lurker and this is my first post. Sorry for my bad english, its not my first lanugage.
Some words about me.
I'm almost 30. I'm travelling with DMT since about 2 years, in the beginning less until last month graduatelly more, as i believe most of us did it.
I got some a gram of DMT from a friend 2 years ago, then made my first patch out of 250g MHRB. So you get a feeling of how "much" i travelled.
From my first selfmade dmt i made some enhanced leave. I loved the simplicity of it. No messing around with the oil burner, or worrying about if you got enough of it "in".
So i deceided to make some real change, i.e. i extracted some harmalas. My harmalas extract was mostly brown, i thought nothing of it.
Note. At the same time, i extracted the other 250g MHRH from THE SAME BATCH.
First time i took a big changa hit i tripped very well, for about 5 minutes, everything seemed right. All of a sudden the trip kind of ended... i opened my eyes, felt extremely "sober" - for taking a big changa hits 5 minutes ago.
Then all of a sudden, my visuals started getting really really dark. My cat looked like a monster, she really scared me. OEV were like the world is getting black and an interdimensional gate would open below, above and besides me.
i had a really "tingeling" computerlike sound in my ears, sounded really extraterrestial, alien-like. i had almost the same sound i breakthroughs.
in the same time my heart started beating relly really fast and hard. My hard extemely tachypnoe. it felt like my IOP is double the norm.
I swore to god i would never touch DMT again. This trip really scared the shit out me.
But as you all know... i did it again.
About a week later i sat down on my couch with a good mindset, drank a bottle of cold beer, listened to shpongle. After a while i lit a bowl of changa about the size of the last one.
And guess what. The exact same thing happened again.
So i took a break, for 1,5 months. I thought about it alot. A real f'ing lot.
I thought it maybe was because of DMT wanted me not to "abuse" it. Which i never really did, but you know...
Last Weekend i couldnt resist the call anymore, and sat down again.
Smoked a bowl of Changa about 1/3 the size of last 2.
And guess what... almost the same thing happened again, just in a smaller size.
This time it was like i got told i should be glad i havent smoked more.
Has anyone of you expierienced that same thing?
A bad trip after the initial trip? What is this?
Is there anything wrong with my Harmalas?
I have to admit, i havent tried FB DMT of this batch. As you maybe can imagine, i'm kinda scared, since i still think FB DMT is in its nature more alien than changa.
In hope to get some input!
Safe travels!
CatcheD!