i decided to increase my dose by 10 mg tonight in hopes of breaking past a personally stumbling block ive been having in my journeys. here is what ended up happening.
i use a vapor bros vaporizer layering smoking herbs and spice. the last thing i remembered was taking the third toke. i began down the tunnel rapidlly but suddenly i realized there was a hand on my shoulder and a man was speaking to me rather sternly. i was extremely fucked up but had enough clarity to know there were 2 people in my room in police uniforms! one man,one female officer.
i heard the male say to me;
"listen to me sir, we are portland PD, you have been smoking some kind of drugs tonight, your dog is not ok with it and were were called. we are not going to take you with us but you need to sit down on the floor and chill out for a min."
as i did my best to get off the bed and sit on the floor the officer helped me out as i was still very disoriented. hell i was scared shitless i was in deep trouble and my dog is involved some how. i realized i went way too big and blacked out and now was freaking out that something has happened to my dog that was bad enough for the neighbors to call the police. being the veteran tripper and valuing my ability to handle some pretty weird situations i knew to just comply and behave. they said i wasn't being arrested so just hold tight and wait for sweet clarity! she's a coming.... i was able to see this black spongy material in a dog form so i reached out to feel my beloved pet and make sure she was ok. she was. thank god! the police radios kept going off and i could here them talking behind me. i then became aware i couldn't see them now. this was very confusing so i asked them why i couldn't see them. i was slowly starting to realize they may not be real and this was the strangest most fucked up dmt experience i have ever had. i am still hours later a little shaking and grateful im not in jail!
my brother idtravler said it best the other day when he said " man, i stopped trying to understand this stufff a long time ago"
dmt is a beautiful tool and has enriched my life but it can be so weird that its hard to wrap your mind around it even days later.
i use a vapor bros vaporizer layering smoking herbs and spice. the last thing i remembered was taking the third toke. i began down the tunnel rapidlly but suddenly i realized there was a hand on my shoulder and a man was speaking to me rather sternly. i was extremely fucked up but had enough clarity to know there were 2 people in my room in police uniforms! one man,one female officer.
i heard the male say to me;
"listen to me sir, we are portland PD, you have been smoking some kind of drugs tonight, your dog is not ok with it and were were called. we are not going to take you with us but you need to sit down on the floor and chill out for a min."
as i did my best to get off the bed and sit on the floor the officer helped me out as i was still very disoriented. hell i was scared shitless i was in deep trouble and my dog is involved some how. i realized i went way too big and blacked out and now was freaking out that something has happened to my dog that was bad enough for the neighbors to call the police. being the veteran tripper and valuing my ability to handle some pretty weird situations i knew to just comply and behave. they said i wasn't being arrested so just hold tight and wait for sweet clarity! she's a coming.... i was able to see this black spongy material in a dog form so i reached out to feel my beloved pet and make sure she was ok. she was. thank god! the police radios kept going off and i could here them talking behind me. i then became aware i couldn't see them now. this was very confusing so i asked them why i couldn't see them. i was slowly starting to realize they may not be real and this was the strangest most fucked up dmt experience i have ever had. i am still hours later a little shaking and grateful im not in jail!
my brother idtravler said it best the other day when he said " man, i stopped trying to understand this stufff a long time ago"
dmt is a beautiful tool and has enriched my life but it can be so weird that its hard to wrap your mind around it even days later.
