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Rising Star
Hello everyone!
I first discovered dmt I guess a couple months ago and have had some very beautifull, strange, and intense experiences, but never had a real breakthrough. Last night I dosed 40mg of 2ci, and ended up having two different unique dmt experinces. I had never mixed dmt with other psychedelics so I had no idea what to expect.
Once I was tripping pretty hard on 2ci, I sandwiched around 70mg of dmt between caapi leaves in my small pipe and proceeded to smoke it. In a very odd way it seemed that the 2ci was cancelling out much of the rushing feel of the dmt. I took three or so hits and didn't feel much. Then I notices that my arms were covered in patterns and things started seeming very very weird in a way I had never experienced, but I still did not feel the usual rush.
Next thing I know, a hole seemed to open up in my wall and part of an alien world seemed to come into my living room. I felt that I was seein into another dimension. I didn't see any little people or fairies, but more like structures and "vehicles" I got the vibe that these were hostile aliens from another planet. There was a tower with an "eye" at the top (no, it didn't look like it was from lord of the rings), and when I looked into the eye things got way more intense. I experienced a red glowing light and I got the strangest most intense feeling in my head that I have ever eperienced. My eyes felt as if they must have been huge, and I felt as if I was about to be sucked into the eye. The intense sensatin and feeling of being sucked in went from my neck to the top of my head, but at the very top of my head, I felt a someething way more powerful and strangely euphoric. At the time I felt like the "higher" part of my brain had been activated, and as if a beam of light was about to shoot out of the top of my head (looking back on it, I feel like it had to have been the feeling of my third eye being open, or something like that). The feeling only lasted for couple seconds or so then stopped. The "aliens" were still there but I no longer felt I was being sucked in. I wanted o feel it again so I concentrated, looked the thing in the eye, and it happened again for a few seconds. After that, the dmt trip started to fade away, and I was left there wondering what had just happened. For a while afterwards, I was still able to feel traces of the strange euphoria in the top of my head, and if I concentrated I could make it slightly more intense. I finally started remembering stories of peoples breakthroughs that involve aliens, and I thought to myself, "ok I finally had a breakthrough, thats all." This helped to calm me down a bit, but the thing I realized later was that it must not have been a full breakthrough because I was still aware of my living room and my body.
A couple hours or so later, once the 2ci was mostly worn off, I decided to smoke more dmt and aim for a full breakthrough. This experience turned became very scary. I must have loaded around 100mg of dmt into the pipe, between thin layers of caapi leaves. I concentrated very hard to keep smoking until could not any longer. Strangely, not much seemed to be happeing again. Until things became terrifying. I don't remember anything between smoking it and this point, but next thing I know, I think i have gone insane. I sit on my couch looking around, and everythinng looks like a mess. Colors appear to be splattered everywhere, but things don't look psychedelic at all. I feel that my experimentation has gone terribly wrong and I'm likely to end up in a mental ward or something. I sit there repeating words over again (mostly NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO) trying to remember extactly what happened leading up to that point. I remember that I had taken 2ci and dmt (at this point I start repeating out loud "I took 2ci and dmt. I took 2ci and dmt." over and over again), I think that this combination must have been to much and has pushed me over the edge. At this point I see my pipe sitting next to me and I realize that I had just smoked and I'm probably just still tripping, and will come down before long.
After writing the last paragraph, I remembered what happened between smoking and my sitting there just thinking I was crazy. Things and shapes started moving and changing at very high speeds. I realized I could control a lot of the visuals and it was as if it was some sort of strange puzzle I was supposed to be solving. But I had no idea what the object of the puzzle was or what I should be doing. I felt as if I would be stuck in that situation until I figured things out, but I didn't I could ever make any sense of it. I can't explain everything that I felt but it was very scary. Somehow I think maybe the problem was that instead of my brain just going along with it, I was trying to make sense of it and think rationally. Maybe it had something to do with being extra alert from the 2ci?
I know that's a lot so I'll stop there, but I would appreciate whatever sort of input anyone an give me.
I first discovered dmt I guess a couple months ago and have had some very beautifull, strange, and intense experiences, but never had a real breakthrough. Last night I dosed 40mg of 2ci, and ended up having two different unique dmt experinces. I had never mixed dmt with other psychedelics so I had no idea what to expect.
Once I was tripping pretty hard on 2ci, I sandwiched around 70mg of dmt between caapi leaves in my small pipe and proceeded to smoke it. In a very odd way it seemed that the 2ci was cancelling out much of the rushing feel of the dmt. I took three or so hits and didn't feel much. Then I notices that my arms were covered in patterns and things started seeming very very weird in a way I had never experienced, but I still did not feel the usual rush.
Next thing I know, a hole seemed to open up in my wall and part of an alien world seemed to come into my living room. I felt that I was seein into another dimension. I didn't see any little people or fairies, but more like structures and "vehicles" I got the vibe that these were hostile aliens from another planet. There was a tower with an "eye" at the top (no, it didn't look like it was from lord of the rings), and when I looked into the eye things got way more intense. I experienced a red glowing light and I got the strangest most intense feeling in my head that I have ever eperienced. My eyes felt as if they must have been huge, and I felt as if I was about to be sucked into the eye. The intense sensatin and feeling of being sucked in went from my neck to the top of my head, but at the very top of my head, I felt a someething way more powerful and strangely euphoric. At the time I felt like the "higher" part of my brain had been activated, and as if a beam of light was about to shoot out of the top of my head (looking back on it, I feel like it had to have been the feeling of my third eye being open, or something like that). The feeling only lasted for couple seconds or so then stopped. The "aliens" were still there but I no longer felt I was being sucked in. I wanted o feel it again so I concentrated, looked the thing in the eye, and it happened again for a few seconds. After that, the dmt trip started to fade away, and I was left there wondering what had just happened. For a while afterwards, I was still able to feel traces of the strange euphoria in the top of my head, and if I concentrated I could make it slightly more intense. I finally started remembering stories of peoples breakthroughs that involve aliens, and I thought to myself, "ok I finally had a breakthrough, thats all." This helped to calm me down a bit, but the thing I realized later was that it must not have been a full breakthrough because I was still aware of my living room and my body.
A couple hours or so later, once the 2ci was mostly worn off, I decided to smoke more dmt and aim for a full breakthrough. This experience turned became very scary. I must have loaded around 100mg of dmt into the pipe, between thin layers of caapi leaves. I concentrated very hard to keep smoking until could not any longer. Strangely, not much seemed to be happeing again. Until things became terrifying. I don't remember anything between smoking it and this point, but next thing I know, I think i have gone insane. I sit on my couch looking around, and everythinng looks like a mess. Colors appear to be splattered everywhere, but things don't look psychedelic at all. I feel that my experimentation has gone terribly wrong and I'm likely to end up in a mental ward or something. I sit there repeating words over again (mostly NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO) trying to remember extactly what happened leading up to that point. I remember that I had taken 2ci and dmt (at this point I start repeating out loud "I took 2ci and dmt. I took 2ci and dmt." over and over again), I think that this combination must have been to much and has pushed me over the edge. At this point I see my pipe sitting next to me and I realize that I had just smoked and I'm probably just still tripping, and will come down before long.
After writing the last paragraph, I remembered what happened between smoking and my sitting there just thinking I was crazy. Things and shapes started moving and changing at very high speeds. I realized I could control a lot of the visuals and it was as if it was some sort of strange puzzle I was supposed to be solving. But I had no idea what the object of the puzzle was or what I should be doing. I felt as if I would be stuck in that situation until I figured things out, but I didn't I could ever make any sense of it. I can't explain everything that I felt but it was very scary. Somehow I think maybe the problem was that instead of my brain just going along with it, I was trying to make sense of it and think rationally. Maybe it had something to do with being extra alert from the 2ci?
I know that's a lot so I'll stop there, but I would appreciate whatever sort of input anyone an give me.