Just thought I'd throw my latest out there for you all:
I took 100 mg of my parsley infused 1:1 with limonene extracted spice and loaded up my pipe (equivalent to 50 mg DMT). I put on some wonderful Tibetan Singing Bowl/Chant meditation kinda music (Phil Thorton, View from the Pass... HIGHLY recommended for meditation) and meditated for 15 or so minutes to prepare myself in a candlelit room, staring into my beautiful wife's eyes. Directly behind her is an Alex Grey Print "One" over 3 feet tall at the head of our bed, setting the "pace" beautifully. My heart raced ferociously, as it always does before the spice (needlessly! Haha! It's always amazing!) and I focused on really calming myself. I held the pipe to my head and asked it for a great experience... and then retracted it, and let the spice know I'd be happy with whatever it provided. After maybe 10 long deep, slow breaths, I brought my lips to the pipe and hit it, as long and slow as I could. I covered the hole, waited, exhaled, and lit again.
Half way through the second inhale, the cherry took on a distinctly psychedelic vibe. I almost polished the bowl, held it, exhaled and hit the third. I remember reaching out and putting the pipe down on the adjacent dresser, but I do not remember my head hitting the pillow.
Jagged blissful arrows comprised of one another rushed in and consumed me, pointing in every which direction, flashing like an insane Japanese cartoon. I gave in to it, and the arrows oriented in one direction and chaos became order, sweeping me away with the flow. My body disintegrated, dissolved into pure energy. I was aware I had a body only when I took a deep breath and it felt better than any orgasm I've ever experienced. I felt like my entire body was hollow and filled with the most pure air imaginable. I'm told at this point my eyes were open, but I had no clue. The arrows spun out of existence, leaving jagged little shards that danced stupidly.
"Enough." I told the DMT. "Show me. I didn't come for these foolish plays of light". And the annoying dance stopped. Every piece stared at me. "What Did you say?" The Dmt stared at me... every particle in this foreign universe bared its teeth and threatened to chew me to dust. "I said I didn't come for these games. I want to see the full extent of your glory and power, not these games for the easily distracted." The DMT snarled. The light faded and the world around me began to melt into blackness. "You think that's what you want, do you? Very well, you shall have it." Everything that was good and decent was gone. Hell was all that was about to remain as I stood my ground, accepting of what it had to me. A giant snake lunged at me from the dark matter like a hand through a sheet, one with its surroundings and myself. The snake flew at my heart, but I did not panic or flinch. I knew it intended to steal my soul, and that it was a malicious being. I accepted this. As the snake hit my heart, I felt a brief moments pain, but the snake flew through me, and upon exiting the other side of my body, exploded into the very essence of being: The Cosmic energy of all that is. The snake had tested me. It was not prepared to show me greatness if I would not have accepted torment. This greatness wrapped back around me and overwhelmed me with absolute ecstasy. I merged with the entirety of the cosmos for an indeterminate length of time and the next thing I was aware of was gyrating my hips intensely, moaning in orgasmic pleasure as my wife stared inquisitively at me.
All I could think was : "Oh shit, I hope she doesn't think I cheated on her with an entity."
I took 100 mg of my parsley infused 1:1 with limonene extracted spice and loaded up my pipe (equivalent to 50 mg DMT). I put on some wonderful Tibetan Singing Bowl/Chant meditation kinda music (Phil Thorton, View from the Pass... HIGHLY recommended for meditation) and meditated for 15 or so minutes to prepare myself in a candlelit room, staring into my beautiful wife's eyes. Directly behind her is an Alex Grey Print "One" over 3 feet tall at the head of our bed, setting the "pace" beautifully. My heart raced ferociously, as it always does before the spice (needlessly! Haha! It's always amazing!) and I focused on really calming myself. I held the pipe to my head and asked it for a great experience... and then retracted it, and let the spice know I'd be happy with whatever it provided. After maybe 10 long deep, slow breaths, I brought my lips to the pipe and hit it, as long and slow as I could. I covered the hole, waited, exhaled, and lit again.
Half way through the second inhale, the cherry took on a distinctly psychedelic vibe. I almost polished the bowl, held it, exhaled and hit the third. I remember reaching out and putting the pipe down on the adjacent dresser, but I do not remember my head hitting the pillow.
Jagged blissful arrows comprised of one another rushed in and consumed me, pointing in every which direction, flashing like an insane Japanese cartoon. I gave in to it, and the arrows oriented in one direction and chaos became order, sweeping me away with the flow. My body disintegrated, dissolved into pure energy. I was aware I had a body only when I took a deep breath and it felt better than any orgasm I've ever experienced. I felt like my entire body was hollow and filled with the most pure air imaginable. I'm told at this point my eyes were open, but I had no clue. The arrows spun out of existence, leaving jagged little shards that danced stupidly.
"Enough." I told the DMT. "Show me. I didn't come for these foolish plays of light". And the annoying dance stopped. Every piece stared at me. "What Did you say?" The Dmt stared at me... every particle in this foreign universe bared its teeth and threatened to chew me to dust. "I said I didn't come for these games. I want to see the full extent of your glory and power, not these games for the easily distracted." The DMT snarled. The light faded and the world around me began to melt into blackness. "You think that's what you want, do you? Very well, you shall have it." Everything that was good and decent was gone. Hell was all that was about to remain as I stood my ground, accepting of what it had to me. A giant snake lunged at me from the dark matter like a hand through a sheet, one with its surroundings and myself. The snake flew at my heart, but I did not panic or flinch. I knew it intended to steal my soul, and that it was a malicious being. I accepted this. As the snake hit my heart, I felt a brief moments pain, but the snake flew through me, and upon exiting the other side of my body, exploded into the very essence of being: The Cosmic energy of all that is. The snake had tested me. It was not prepared to show me greatness if I would not have accepted torment. This greatness wrapped back around me and overwhelmed me with absolute ecstasy. I merged with the entirety of the cosmos for an indeterminate length of time and the next thing I was aware of was gyrating my hips intensely, moaning in orgasmic pleasure as my wife stared inquisitively at me.
All I could think was : "Oh shit, I hope she doesn't think I cheated on her with an entity."
