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Vividly Powerfull 1st breakthrough. Need Perspective/opinions

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solidhollow

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First of all id like to thank everyone who contributes on these forums for all the information pertaining to DMT that is provided. All the teks and so on that made my trip possible. thank u all :)

Before i get into my breakthrough experience, I want to mention a few precursors that might have played a role in what i experienced. In the 3 days before my breakthrough, I was using DMT and my initial opinion
was fading to one of disappointment. The trips for the first 3 days were mainly visual and body detachment at most, and i had given up on the idea of "Entity" encounters and other realms.

Day 1 of DMT use was fun smiley happy thoughts. My GF and her friends even commented, saying "You Look like a happy lil boy when you trip" lol. Every feeling i had the first day was positive up until bed time. I was cuddled up with my lady and we had both taken 3 hits and was happy cuddling away. In a flash i felt the presence of something dark or malicious, that i can only compare to a wall of evil appearing over us. My mind was well grasped around the fact that i was under the influence of drugs and this was probably nothing to be alarmed about, but my body was telling me "ALARM!". The feeling faded with the high, but from that point on i had concerns of dark or threatening presences(concerns that would develop into fears).

Day 2 of DMT was also fun and exciting and happy, showing my friends this wonderful detachment we could achieve. I had no negative feelings as me and a buddy toked up on a bowl for around 3-4 hours? loading a-new each time our feet hit the ground. towards the end of these trips, I encountered a vision of a LUST being. Human-like in nature, multiple arms, titties and asses and just seduction in every manner. Hands dancing down to a central vag lol. anyway it was teasing me with seductive intent, but i didn't give into or feel the desire to entertain its advancements. I found this strange enough to mention to my friends and ol lady, but i didnt consider it a bad experience.

Day 3 of DMT use was similar to the others for most of the trips, but towards the end of the night me and my bro hit a bowl together and i felt the dark presence again and surprisingly, i saw in my brothers eyes, he felt something 2. I asked him about it and he said he felt someone was behind him, but i had the sensation that the corners of the room were changing between a black/reddish hue. I also recognized the feeling as being the same darkness from the previous night. This was the turning point in the DMT trips in the sense that i actually started to develop fears. I decided to take a break for a day and regain my foothold in our reality. all the while contemplating the affects of being fearful and trying to overcome it.


Day 4 FASTEN YOUR FUCKING SEATBELT!!!!!!
After some time away from my new found funfest me and my lady decided we would give it a serious aproach. although i was reluctant to even smoke given my concerns of the darkness that sometimes fallowed.
we decided to each ask a question in our mind and go into the trip that way trying to learn something or take something back with me. My question would be simple. "Who am i?" i was sitting Indian style as i took 2 back to back hits. before i could rest my hands at my side i was doing light speed!!! arms locked in an X in front of me!!!! IT GOT ALL TO REAL AT THIS POINT!!!! in an instant i had the sensation of ripping through some tunnel with this lust creature in front of me. It was the same thing i paid little mind to on day 2 but it was serpent-like in nature now! tongues flapping wickedly hard with a chant that sounded of gurgling water and here's what rocked my world. GODS or higher powers or SOMETHING was controlling me FILLING my head with knowledge!!!!!!! I was being made to defend myself against this creature witch was obviously bad!! these gods or WTF ever they were placed knowledge in my head in a flash that i can only describe as having its own sensation. i knew everything and it made sense!!! I knew to keep my arms locked and body and mind focused on making her leave... i heard or somehow gathered "You cant just do DMT for fun" my arms both barred up in front of me making an X solid as steel... the entities of good were behind me and i could not see them. they were teaching me as i faced her, "this creature is bad", "she can get you when u cross over", "you must cross your arms" and "want and tell it to leave with every fiber of your being" "stare in her eyes" "don't look away" "tell her she is wrong"....my body felt hard as stone with the force of my muscles locked with a sensation i had never felt in my entire life. they were in complete control. I heard the serpent bitch's chant for a second in my right ear as my GF took my concentration off stopping the serpent. at this point my GF was loosing it, having a full panic attack. she said i was Indian style, arms barred up, eyes as big as oranges filled with true RAGE!! she was truly truly frightened of me. but as my attention left the serpent thing to my GF. the wall and floor cracked beneath me, as if her chant worked in that moment. my GF was trying to scream my name, screaming she loved me. as she attempted to pull me out of the trip. she ripped open the door to our trailer and the outside world was shaking violently, brighter then ever. My GFs face started with a low glow of light coming from inside the center of her face as she tried to calm me. she was blue as i somehow seen both worlds at once over laying each other. the lights in her face grew as she started successfully pulling me out of the trip finally bursting through her face and SLAM!!! i found myself both arms out in front of me shaking with full adrenaline as i was screaming ITS REAL, ITS ALL REAL!!! they taught me everything!!!! ITS ALL TO REAL!!!!!

THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST PROFOUND LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE I HAVE EVER HAD EVER!!! THIS SHIT WAS REAL REAL REAL
eyes opened and terrified. wishing for reality did nothing and this trip was COMPLETELY different then the others as in my eyes wide open seeing things that don't exist. the thing i remember the most was the sensation of thoughts being implanted. i was learning things so fast as it happened as i involuntarily did them and as it simultaneously told me all this.


later that night i mustard up the courage to hit the bowl 1 time and all i got was the over whelming sense of being reminded of the truth and scale of what i had learned. and perhaps the good things were there behind me in that moment???? i feel they were....

im sorry disbelieving world but this CAN NOT be the product of my imagination....far to vastly detailed....

Im posting all this for a lil perspective on my trip... please give me thoughts and opinions and plz disregard any grammar/spelling errors i have to type in rants to get this all out my head vividly...... plz and thx
 
Wow! and welcome:)

Glad that your post starts with a smile after what happened! I'm pretty amazed that you decided to go for it again in the same night! Warrior spirit, uh!:)

I don't know if i'll bring you the perspective you're asking for. For my part, these encounters are not imagination, we are accessing unfamiliar territory with unfamiliar creatures and feelings, at our own risk.

I have quite often felt and a couple time seen face on this dreadful dark red presence you describe, and I'm not at all surprised that your friend felt it to. It seems like you have been guided on how to confront it, imo that's good cause i felt pretty helpless each time. In fact, I often felt quite on my own in hyperspace, despite being surrounded by aliveness, and pretty clueless, sometimes not even understanding what the things in there are doing to me, which is why I mostly rely on gut feeling.

One thing for sure, DMT can take you on some crazy rides, just take a look at the "DMT experiences" subforum, reports go anywhere from absolute terror to absolute bliss...

In any case, it's important you stay grounded and take the time to integrate and not get to overwhelmed... basically take it easy...
Also, if you usually enjoy being outside, maybe try outdoors next time, quite amazing how nature can have a soothing effect on a trip:)

Keep us updated on how things are going!

Sending good vibes your way:)
 
Wow brother... one of my favorite expressions comes to mind... "sounds like one hell of a Saturday night!"

But really, thanks for sharing this experience because it's important to realize what kind of realities exist out there and understand that the Universe isn't just Good or Bad. It is All-inclusive. And perception is everything! It's nice to have a healthy respect for all of the powers out there. Although we can choose to shy away and control our thoughts, it's nice to be able to be at peace with ourselves enough to know that those beings deserve to exist as well and they have their rightful place in the great balance of the Universe.

I have had a few negative experiences with LSD and also more extensively with my out of body practices. For instance, I have had what could only be called "demons" in human terms, hold me down in my bed flat on my back, breathe down my neck, snarl in my ear and partly constrict my breathing. This all happened in the hypnagogic state...which is the twilight you enter into as you are trying to go to sleep but just before you begin to dream or attempt to leave your physicality. Its a state you can hold yourself in where your body has gone to sleep but your mind and senses are still awake and alert. It is a very slim little layer of energy matter (the hypnagogic) but man is it teeming with life on a bad hair day, if you know what I mean.

There are so many kinds of existences and types of entities out there--it is unfathomable. There are real beings and their thought forms, us and our thought forms. It just goes on and on. What you encountered sounds like a classic thought-form experience IMO. Given that you called it LUST...so it was tied to an emotion for you--whether you had interest or not.

Your story reminds me of a post on here or maybe another forum where a man had smoked salvia by himself.... he had been chased twice by a crazy plant-headed Medusa-type bitch, right out of his trip and into our reality... like she got in through a small dimensional rip or something, but luckily she could only hold her energy in our space for mere seconds before she dissipated. See they vibrate differently than us, so it is hard for alot of them to maintain in the 3d. I would say his entity was a genuine independent being, because she brought herself through.

So my suggestions for you would be this:
1. Recognize that it is things in your own mind that you need to deal with. That's cool. Everybody has that stuff.
2. Take a good longish break from spice of course. And if there is any drama or toxic peeps in your life, try to shy away.
3. Try to establish communication with your Helper entities. Thank them. Try to communicate with them out loud...gut instinct...meditation. Ask questions. Trust the answers to come. They were trying to help you through your own human-ness or you wouldnt have had that terrifying experience. Show the universe genuine interest in wanting to know why it happened.
4. Reconnect with the earth. We humans have to be grounded like one would ground electrical wiring. We are electric beings. An ungrounded human is trouble sooner or later. Take your shoes off and walk around in the dirt for a good half a day. I love to lay on my back naked against the earth or swim naked in a natural body of water. Stay away from artificial electricity (esp.cell phones up to your ears) as much as you can for awhile. And needless to stay...drink tons of water and eat living foods...i.e. fruits and veggies. And most of all breathe deeply.....ahhhhhh......

I bet the spice will treat ya kindly the next time.


Much love to ya.
 
I had just used a metal pipe with 2 screens and ash from some bud. As far as dosage i dunno exactly. my method is usually to cut the end of a straw less then half an inch from the tip, down the center and remove half the circumference to make a scoop. IMO one scoop is the best dosage for me. I know that doesn't clarify much but its the best i can elaborate without a scale. I estimate 4grams was smoked over the 4 days i came into contact with the drug? between me and friends.....

I am taking that break from spice for a while too and i notice a few new feelings lately. Ive been clear minded, happier, feeling healthier and also smoking less bud? weird because, i love bud, but it seems less necessary now? anyone get any of this after their crossings through the veil??? thx for all the brainfood
 
Hey solidhollow, I've had eerily similar experiences with DMT lately. Involuntary movements of my body (mostly my hands), downloads of knowledge and information, and realer than real experiences that happen with open eyes, not closed, as though I actually am breaking through reality. It's true, it's happening. It sounds like you're on a path to greater understanding, it's up to you if you want to know or not.
 
Damn dude that was an intense experience you had there You had lots of common DMT trip elements there I would say you have caught a glimpse of what its about and yes its feels very real.
 
What an experience, I guess DMT will do that to ya, glad to hear about your successful encounters and hope all goes up and beyond from here man!
 
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