Thank you very very much  . It definitely is a balancing act. I have "convictions in the moment" in order operate in the world, but all the time being aware at some level about the inherent unknowability I experience.

I will be going into that in more depth in the upcoming post, but to put it briefly, I've always been rather inquisitive and always attempting to understand. In high school I came up with a saying "understanding is believing enough," and that was pretty much my method of approach to many things. Not particularly judging whether it's "right" or "wrong" but attempting to fully grasp the position and perspective of another individual, idea, thought structure, belief system, paradigm, etc. A new saying has arisen over time: "It's just a paradigm to me." I will be going into that more later on as well.

Thank you so much for your kindness and support. It's really helpful and healing. And I am viewing this in part as a healing process.

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