Thank you so so much for your kindness and enthusiasm  I find it very encouraging.

And yes we definitely do share similar positions it sounds. Skepticism aside, there's an apparently unbreakable appearance of living a day-to-day life despite how surreal it may seem in many instances, so having an evolving and transforming paradigm to work with and within allows for me a type of model in which I can choose the "tools" for a particular context (which works really well with my guidework practice, as everyone is different and so everyone needs a different approach, mode of support, paradigms of thought that they are more comfortable with etc). Skepticism provides me the desired paradigm, even if it is a little chaotic (which I just attribute to my own limits of mind and the boundaries pushed therein).

Thank you again my friend.

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