Walking a spiritual path of remembering who we are.

[dmkt6256]

The path, presents itself, when the timing of events meet. The traveler walking along this earthen trail has to be ready to reawaken the true self that has been sleeping within. The person you see looking back at you in a mirror is not the person you truly are, but an illusion. There is a grand tapestry behind us all, which adds grounding for the awesome reality of the raw coding of our true selves. We are not just constructs on this level of reality, but a multidimensional being existing on many levels.

I struggle with the identity of self. The lie of reality and trying to figure out where to go from here. I am seeking a guide to take me on the path to go back home, if just for another brief visit. I am struggling to stay connected to my body self. My mind and soul wish to travel, and my body knows it cannot go. My mind and soul feel sadness that the body is conscience of the separation and wishes that a true melding of the self can be completed.

I have hundreds of travels with "the little holy one's", I have hundreds of travels with the Hoffman medicine, six travels with DMT. I am an artist and on the path of a shaman.

 

[Pandora]

dmkt6256,

Welcome to the Nexus. Your introduction was very interesting. Having said that, I'm wondering if you might be willing to tell us a bit more about yourself in a more direct and less philosophical nature. Without being specific or breaching confidentiality I wonder if you might be willing to tell is a bit about who you are, what your interests are, what you feel you have gotten (if anything) from all these trips you have experienced, etc. Regarding your half dozen DMT trips, did you break through? Did you extract the spice yourself?

I encourage you to take a real good look around this place. It is quite different from the typical forums out there. Be sure to check out the organization and all the subfora as well as the invaluable links in the upper right hand corner of your screen, such as Wiki and Health & Safety.

Again, welcome to the Nexus.

 

[RayTracer]

Welcome to the Nexus dmkt6256,

We are not just constructs on this level of reality, but a multidimensional being existing on many levels.

This has been a major theme for me in my travels through hyperspace. I completely get what your saying:thumb_up:

I resonant with your message. I'm glad you found your way here.

[]Deace

 

[EmptyHand]

Beautiful artwork!

eH

 

[dmkt6256]

My fifth experience with DMT was by injection, and I definitely broke all the way through. I switched dimensions and went to a familiar place. I had broken through before during my rites of passage with 600 hits of LSD over a 3 month period.

I discovered that for me it is possible to use my art to travel to the same places. This is done with organized ritual, music, and art.

I do have a story.

 

[dmkt6256]

This life has not been easy to process. My early years were not filled with good memories or positive experiences. I spent my adolescence hell bent on killing myself and hiding deep within myself from the intense pain. It was not until mushrooms were given to me after my fifth suicide attempt that I found the love of source and the deep mysteries given to me to process. It has been 12years since I first learned of the "lost world" within. I am still processing all the wonders and mysteries I got to experience. From this moments reflection I look back and see the great change that has taken place and the healing I have gained. I am still healing and trying to reconnect to my full self who I have only gotten to visit during my travels. I miss the full self I became, free from the EGO and divine.

I do not have aware people in my life that I can go see and visit. I am lonely and need to share communion with someone here in Alaska. I miss home.

I have been given the honor to go to Peru to study to be a shaman, just from the shamans seeing my art. I want to go but have to make my own way. I am trying to put my art out into the world to contribute energy and bless my path to Peru.

 

[dmkt6256]

Words are kinda useless when trying to impress upon the knowledge gained. Art is easier.

 

[dmkt6256]

The doors of perception have been replaced with archways.

 

[dmkt6256]

Salvia divinorum scares me. I have broken through with this too and seen through its eyes the world around me, and the body buzz scares me. The icy tingling buzzing every cell. It also seems like the other world I connect to wants me to stay there and I freak out and come back. The 160X extract was the most profound and easiest to break through.

2ce was very cool for my artistic eye. The art I saw was like the tribal glyphs I draw but was flying by like on license plate sized rectangle floating discs. Flowing in front of me like a data stream.

Mushrooms at one of its peaks brought me to a computer interface. I saw it but did not know how to interact with it.

 

[dmkt6256]

More art

 

[Botanical Bliss]

Welcome brother, or sister You have beautiful art, just like many others here at the nexus. You seem very interesting, can't wait to see what you have to say around here.

 

[dmkt6256]

Thanks. The stories we all have to share... It has been over 2years since my last trip and I am getting the itch to travel again.

 

[Pup Tentacle]

More art

Love this.... what is it's significance to you?

Welcome to the Nexus. I look forward to hearing and seeing more.

Blessings

 

[dmkt6256]

I know it is important but do not know what it means. The right person who sees it will know what it is and that is why I am here. The glyphs are known. They are familiar. Someone here has to know how to read them. I have been told it is an ancient language. Why I am writing something that has long since disappeared, is a mystery. Someone here will be the Rosetta stone for my writings.

 

[EmptyHand]

dmkt6256,

do you do any 3-dimensional art? do you sculpt?

eH

 

[dmkt6256]

I have not discovered any 3-d program. I am interested but do not know where to begin.

I use to do copper sculptures and really loved it. I have not sculpted in over 10 years.

Also I need a computer upgrade before I could get into 3-d constructs.

 

[dmkt6256]

this was my first transmission