dmkt6256,

Welcome to the Nexus.  Your introduction was very interesting.  Having said that, I'm wondering if you might be willing to tell us a bit more about yourself in a more direct and less philosophical nature.  Without being specific or breaching confidentiality I wonder if you might be willing to tell is a bit about who you are, what your interests are, what you feel you have gotten (if anything) from all these trips you have experienced, etc.  Regarding your half dozen DMT trips, did you break through?  Did you extract the spice yourself?

I encourage you to take a real good look around this place.  It is quite different from the typical forums out there.  Be sure to check out the organization and all the subfora as well as the invaluable links in the upper right hand corner of your screen, such as Wiki and Health & Safety.

Again, welcome to the Nexus.