SWIM had read a post a while back saying DMT was a water spirit and decided to explore this concept....though he has a stash of wonderful snow-white crystals, he decided to load up .04 (his usual breakthrough dose) of some dark brown oxide spice and head for the bathroom. he immersed himself in a tub of wondefully warm water and meditated for a spell before invoking the spirit....his breakthrough was the best yet!!
he was a in a wasp hive. the "mother wasps" were tending to their pupaes and SWIM was one of them...i watched and felt the love with which they tended to the helpless young and, before SWIM knew it, a mother was above him. there was a moment where SWIM felt like he could just as easily have his head chomped off as anything....but there was absolutely no fear....SWIM had surrendered completely and looked up at this beautiful, powerful entity with complete awe and love. SWIM was nurtured and loved back to an unfathomable degree....thinking back on it brings a tear to SWIM's eye...
SWIM continually said "thank you" during this silent exchange of information. the mother wasp then told SWIM "the ego will always want SOMETHING"....and SWIM understood. SWIM told the mother he would remember all information she chose to share and instantly a carrier wave of the most beautiful pitch rang through every cell of SWIM's being. it was a feeling of "realignment'" of a celestial body that SWIM wasn't even aware of....until now.
an explosion of beautiful machinery and insect imagery and SWIM asked if their world was more machine than organic. SWIM was immediately taken back to the hive where all was made clear that it was all part of the same energy. all one. in the awareness that all was made of the same energy, the mother informed me that the "conduit" for all exchanged information was water. SWIM instantly became aware that SWIM was in his tub and that the water contained the collective consciousness of all things since before time. it was like the water in TRON....pure energy... and the messages SWIM had been receiving in his previous journeys had been "static and snowy" compared to this experience where he was immersed in the ultimate conductor.
SWIM was now eyes open and saying thank you profusely. he looked at his pipe and noticed there was still a little puddle of melted spice and decided to finish it off in the hopes of extending his visuals....one giant lungful finished it and SWIM held it in as long as humanly possible....BOOM!! SWIM is in the "playroom" he's read about!!! INCREDIBLE!!! AND, his friends are there!!! another breakthrough???!!! the toy boxes and gears and elves and jack-in-the-boxes were all morphing into what would be considered terrifying faces, but there was not a hint of fear. my "friends" were showing me how funny the whole concept of "fear" was. SWIM watched everything morph and turn on itself and then he said "i understand!!" and he meant it.
SWIM was invited back. he was told he was welcome anytime and there was much to be shown.....
THIS was the journey he always dreamed he would have....he is so moved right now....so grateful....so blessed.....
...oh, and for those of SWIY who read SWIM's last post about music....SWIM went without and it was SOOOOO much better.....SO much!!!
blessings.
he was a in a wasp hive. the "mother wasps" were tending to their pupaes and SWIM was one of them...i watched and felt the love with which they tended to the helpless young and, before SWIM knew it, a mother was above him. there was a moment where SWIM felt like he could just as easily have his head chomped off as anything....but there was absolutely no fear....SWIM had surrendered completely and looked up at this beautiful, powerful entity with complete awe and love. SWIM was nurtured and loved back to an unfathomable degree....thinking back on it brings a tear to SWIM's eye...
SWIM continually said "thank you" during this silent exchange of information. the mother wasp then told SWIM "the ego will always want SOMETHING"....and SWIM understood. SWIM told the mother he would remember all information she chose to share and instantly a carrier wave of the most beautiful pitch rang through every cell of SWIM's being. it was a feeling of "realignment'" of a celestial body that SWIM wasn't even aware of....until now.
an explosion of beautiful machinery and insect imagery and SWIM asked if their world was more machine than organic. SWIM was immediately taken back to the hive where all was made clear that it was all part of the same energy. all one. in the awareness that all was made of the same energy, the mother informed me that the "conduit" for all exchanged information was water. SWIM instantly became aware that SWIM was in his tub and that the water contained the collective consciousness of all things since before time. it was like the water in TRON....pure energy... and the messages SWIM had been receiving in his previous journeys had been "static and snowy" compared to this experience where he was immersed in the ultimate conductor.
SWIM was now eyes open and saying thank you profusely. he looked at his pipe and noticed there was still a little puddle of melted spice and decided to finish it off in the hopes of extending his visuals....one giant lungful finished it and SWIM held it in as long as humanly possible....BOOM!! SWIM is in the "playroom" he's read about!!! INCREDIBLE!!! AND, his friends are there!!! another breakthrough???!!! the toy boxes and gears and elves and jack-in-the-boxes were all morphing into what would be considered terrifying faces, but there was not a hint of fear. my "friends" were showing me how funny the whole concept of "fear" was. SWIM watched everything morph and turn on itself and then he said "i understand!!" and he meant it.
SWIM was invited back. he was told he was welcome anytime and there was much to be shown.....
THIS was the journey he always dreamed he would have....he is so moved right now....so grateful....so blessed.....
...oh, and for those of SWIY who read SWIM's last post about music....SWIM went without and it was SOOOOO much better.....SO much!!!
blessings.
