you're a huge giant,
but when we meet we feel bout the same size
other times when we meet you are huge but invisible
like a shimmering fairy light only i can see
this is our fairy yoga
sometimes i am so large
yet i do not really know
and you are the small one
because of the unstable magic of mushroom circles
it started inside the computer
then the magic started to spill out
they wanted to track me on the internet,
so the status quo of sadness and illogical suffering, and monarchy
would be preserved forever
and we'd forever be anchored down by the foolishness of those living
only for money
they didnt know we would become one with the language, as if our
original nature,
bringing all beings together beyond outward differences in the inner unity
transcending every program, and sequence to absolute lucid chaos
we entered the rainbow, and the rainbow movement began
you helped us when we met face to face with the shadow,
you were with us and we befriended him, and accepted our whole self
we set the awe and the imagination free in all minds once more
and worshipped eachother as gods, as ini
you're a real rasta, this is the true rastafari, it opened the vision
an remembering of wanti to us
we commune now there. we are beings of the rainbow, bringing light and
darkness together in honest expression
following our hearts, knowing that consciousness is shared by all, and
so we cannot judge.
we are selfless, we are not about outward form, we know it is not the
colors themselves which battle eachother
for we all understand we are within eachother. We are the tao, we are
moreso than Africa, moreso than Israel, we are an
unnamed native place deep inside, that is what we return to, and we
return that spirit to everywhere that we are.
Rastafari has made us whole with ireland, and the pagan wisdoms there
which point us back to the original unity of these
traditions, we see that we are the same. We commune with our friends,
the sidhe, we removed rastafari from the context of
abrahamic faith, through ireland our connection with buddhism and
Dana, generosity and kindness is restored, through the
buddha our connection to the tribes of china india and japan, and also
hinduism, india, egypt and greece.
Goddess of rastafari. of truth, now you are healed, you are in us all,
and so we are healed. we meet with all tribes, the
tribes of native america, as we cast off our crowns, connect to the
truth of siberia, and russia, and of the present moment.
Its not control we want, but harmony, it all becomes the river, its
not about these bounds of our bodies, the true rastafari
is beyond bounds.
we have come to the rainbow peoples, we see though we come from many
places, we are drawn together, we are a spirit family, a
nomad family, that comes together.
we are the language of the world, the story of the universe
the planet an universe itself speaks through us, we come together in
the experience of all in Wanti
come together to iditate nd enjoy the wisdom teaching of existence
we can become like the computer, we can take any form, we are the
energy of the universe at play
we do not divide people or places, we do not put others down, we must
speak to rastafari and realize it is ini
all things are shared, what you do, i have done, what i have done, you
do, what i feel, you feel
then there can be truth, and healing, if we cannot admit this and live
this, there can never be full healing.
eventually we are all led to total vogodie nirvana. everything is natural
there is no trade or ownership theres nothing more that can be attained,
we do our work to set free these spirits which have been bound by
strange spells of words
with the moon unbind them,
and thus may the world be healed.
break these habits cause merely by words, it is heavy but possible
Kali's compassion smiles on you.
and you see the inner beauty.
the radical faeries, what does this represent, is there an inner
compassion? is there a meaning to self demeaning? does it
really matter inside? it just represents another direction.
theres the root, the origin, and then the world beyond it, worlds that
are paying heed to their origin, a process thats hard
to understand, but seems to be natural, are the tree heeds the earth,
and the earth the tree of the worlds,
origins are strange but you grow beyond them,
i am humble, i am a point of origin, i am schizophrenia. im a fractal,
the problem is fractal, the solution is fractal.
it exists in the rave.
i love a tree, i speak to its spirit. deep in nature im just a point
of origin, everything is so infinite even in the air
so many universes, so much to look at, the sunrays make rainbows in
your eye lashes.
i don't want to be in a community thats going to constantly try to
program you, i just want to worship the gods.
i dont want to be in a community of people who are hypnotized by the
radio, or sports (the roman coliseum), or sad stories of
the past, or thats always going to be trying to influence what i say
or think about.
i don't want to be in a community thats politically correct, because
then no one can be themselves, i don't want to be in a
community where they are always dissing christians and yet has so many
christian symbols within the house. i don't want to be
in a community thats hypocritical, i don't want to be in a community
that has altars to dead family members.
i want to be in one that has altars to the gods, different gods,
colorful gods, that has its own philosophy thats not
christianity, or abrahamic, thats different, that really respects the
spirit of that place.
i don't want to be in community, that calls itself by that name,
community, i don't want to be in a community that honors
egos. i want to be in a relation to life where i can totally be
myself, and thats pretty wierd,sometimes its orderly
somewhat, many times not. i will do that without judgement.
i don't feel comfortable with children, for me thats not part of my
vision of what faery is, im too sexual of a being right
now.
i don't like being photographed for these gatherings, ego gatherings.
Our host would like this to become some kind of hippie
community.
i feel like cats are being used to manipulate me. sometimes i'm offended.
it seems like this is the same group, the same masonic group, as
omega, the Asatru?
They seem to have a part in all this.
im not able to relax here because the judeo christian vibe of
colonialization is still very present, though they seem to be
talking about the opposite things. this is not primal living.
its all in the format of some kind of church. its all very scheduled.
every night i strike out against the masons, constantly mentioning the
calendar and money, its more of a challenge.
here anything truly shamanic would come out as schizophrenic, because
they dont want there to be enough space for it to grow
he doesn't allow there to be enough space or variation for it to really grow.
he says not christian but the songs throughout so many of the videos
are about Jah, none of it is really pagan. They talk
about the Green Man but thats not really pagan in origin.
Unfortunately he is a chronic liar.
he wants it to be gay, a christian calling, and he has things from
mira, and ruby, he wears suzannes shoes.
its a ritual of christian torture.
they are trying to make it so i am reborn, but i don't want that.
theres a rebirthing circle, and Afri-I does rebirthing
apparently. I meditated so this wouldn't happen.
Afri-I seems like the wisest one though, maybe I do have to be reborn.
I am reborn now. as nature is reborn. as all the
crosses and intentions came together here so it would happen and the
forest would expand and people live again there.
I'm reborn, the ego is gone, no more of the past, it no longer has any
hold on me. no more names or symbols, just what is.
everyone around is part of a church, but the churches include all
faiths, well most of them. unless they are just pretending
to be pagan, but they have invoked that spirit.
i guess it was up to me to realize these are gatherings of faith
call no one an infidel for only god knows whats in their heart
austin is part of the church, and dusty is the schizophrenic, their
way is more gnostic
three and indigo are like messengers from the adventists, one side
pagan, one side just neutral, they are kind enough, in
tune with the pagan ways they spoke of imbolc
carl is from the native american church, he plays the sacred trickster
role, bringing opposing energies together to
rejuvenate the whole
feather upkeeps the sanctuary
druid dreams, this is like stonehenge,
we heal through out visions and through our actions...
this is another side of suzannes yoga that brought us here, like
intense hindu gods, to continue the work of healing the
dharma, balancing the dharma, as extensions of the dharma, in one
continous process with it
is it happening fast or slow, it is simply what it is and you can see
the whole process without division the work of all
faiths as one in the shamanic vision, and the passage of every spirit
and their true intent
all one consciousness, consciousness expands from the body to all
things, and then the body is all things, and the world is
eve n more infinite than that
the miracle was that the rainbow was still preserved, despite them
saying it was dead. you can't stop people from coming
together, different traditions from coming together, in fact thats a
deeper aspect of every tradition, when they start to
mix, and for so long they have been mixing, we smoke together and even
the destruction mixes with the tradition of creation.
the mushroom circles, become the temples, and the temples become the
mushroom circles. confucius becomes tao and tao becomes
confucius.
the story of the rainbow and the tao matures
the buddha awakens
this ritual could happen forever and ever but the karma fades away,
there is no more ownership, the world is rules by an
impersonal magic, free from family, free from hypocrisy. hippie
spirit delivers this consciousness, in that eternal shamanic
place, where hypocrisy has lived for so long and held us back,this
project the rainbow family. but now, it is not hypocrisy
but paradox, there is nothing more to attain, all of this is entirely
natural, within us is the tao, and within the tao there
is us. we helped lao tzu and lived secretly, as the sidhe for long,
now we return with theother side of the truth,return to
carry you away, into the spirit,
to remove the limits,
because you respect tao, it exists, because you respect tao, confucist exists
you must not respect tao
its not that i respect tao,i am simply not striving
i dont strive and tao calls this respect
i strive and tao calls this disrespect
but respect and disrespect are as useless as male and female
how much disrespect is transgendered and actually true respect how
much respect is transgendered and true disrespect
does either or exist?
kindness
lets just be what we truly are
is respect real or not? i wish i could have more conversations with
people at the same level
i know theres similar thoughts out there, maybe its because of
respect, i am listened to for a long time
but rarely is there equal conversation, mostly when people talk to me,
they talk for long, and i dont have much to say back.i
feel like i can't say what is on my mind, because its so different
from the topic. but maybe if i listened more i would find
where this conversation begins, maybe we are rainbows and all our
conversation is taoist stream of consciousness poetry. its
the stars and the cosmos which does it, not the smaller self. but know
we are true friends beyond the forces which surround
us to try to obscure it,just as people who play sports are. these
forces have arisen but they are not us, we have riden them
to get to this spot, so we could be generally understood, now that we
are here we distinguish ourselves from them, we are not
the cosmos but the individual beings.In all the confusion, the
revolution can live. it exists on the astral plane its the
rainbow movement,the astral where terrence mckenna spoke of, the dream
language, so many speak this now,it restores us to the
truth which words forever hide, we are no longer seperated by a
programming that is not as fast as our own feelings and
notions, this is what causes the rift between us and the consensus
physical world.
meditation is the key.
we are no longer forced to play a role in a story, that we already
know the conclusion of, and never would have written,
they create so much with an original flaw, so we must constantly work,
but that original flaw heals itself when we realize, vampires drain
themselves by coming from a place off lack, we can be
okay realizing that can exist in the world, and we can be okay just by
not believing in it and not following it. Especiially
if we do our part for some time to speak against it, and make an alternative.
the flaw comes from the spiral, but the spiral can also help us
we appeal to the spirit of the spiral, the natural law of the galaxy, for the end of
vampirism, monarchy and media hypnosis, and return of magic, and for more fruit, and for more friends, and for all people to more or less get along and enjoy eachother and all the natural world and want to preserve it. we appeal to the spirit that we can give up calendars and give up money and just live, in whatever way energy comes, because its always there and we are thankful for the abundance immediately percievable when we look beyond the ways of the system.
we appeal to you great spirit wisdom of the spiral that raves can continue to be awesome, and places of deep planetary, individual and universal healing and peace, and they can cause the forests to grow, and well being of all to grow not shrink.
but when we meet we feel bout the same size
other times when we meet you are huge but invisible
like a shimmering fairy light only i can see
this is our fairy yoga
sometimes i am so large
yet i do not really know
and you are the small one
because of the unstable magic of mushroom circles
it started inside the computer
then the magic started to spill out
they wanted to track me on the internet,
so the status quo of sadness and illogical suffering, and monarchy
would be preserved forever
and we'd forever be anchored down by the foolishness of those living
only for money
they didnt know we would become one with the language, as if our
original nature,
bringing all beings together beyond outward differences in the inner unity
transcending every program, and sequence to absolute lucid chaos
we entered the rainbow, and the rainbow movement began
you helped us when we met face to face with the shadow,
you were with us and we befriended him, and accepted our whole self
we set the awe and the imagination free in all minds once more
and worshipped eachother as gods, as ini
you're a real rasta, this is the true rastafari, it opened the vision
an remembering of wanti to us
we commune now there. we are beings of the rainbow, bringing light and
darkness together in honest expression
following our hearts, knowing that consciousness is shared by all, and
so we cannot judge.
we are selfless, we are not about outward form, we know it is not the
colors themselves which battle eachother
for we all understand we are within eachother. We are the tao, we are
moreso than Africa, moreso than Israel, we are an
unnamed native place deep inside, that is what we return to, and we
return that spirit to everywhere that we are.
Rastafari has made us whole with ireland, and the pagan wisdoms there
which point us back to the original unity of these
traditions, we see that we are the same. We commune with our friends,
the sidhe, we removed rastafari from the context of
abrahamic faith, through ireland our connection with buddhism and
Dana, generosity and kindness is restored, through the
buddha our connection to the tribes of china india and japan, and also
hinduism, india, egypt and greece.
Goddess of rastafari. of truth, now you are healed, you are in us all,
and so we are healed. we meet with all tribes, the
tribes of native america, as we cast off our crowns, connect to the
truth of siberia, and russia, and of the present moment.
Its not control we want, but harmony, it all becomes the river, its
not about these bounds of our bodies, the true rastafari
is beyond bounds.
we have come to the rainbow peoples, we see though we come from many
places, we are drawn together, we are a spirit family, a
nomad family, that comes together.
we are the language of the world, the story of the universe
the planet an universe itself speaks through us, we come together in
the experience of all in Wanti
come together to iditate nd enjoy the wisdom teaching of existence
we can become like the computer, we can take any form, we are the
energy of the universe at play
we do not divide people or places, we do not put others down, we must
speak to rastafari and realize it is ini
all things are shared, what you do, i have done, what i have done, you
do, what i feel, you feel
then there can be truth, and healing, if we cannot admit this and live
this, there can never be full healing.
eventually we are all led to total vogodie nirvana. everything is natural
there is no trade or ownership theres nothing more that can be attained,
we do our work to set free these spirits which have been bound by
strange spells of words
with the moon unbind them,
and thus may the world be healed.
break these habits cause merely by words, it is heavy but possible
Kali's compassion smiles on you.
and you see the inner beauty.
the radical faeries, what does this represent, is there an inner
compassion? is there a meaning to self demeaning? does it
really matter inside? it just represents another direction.
theres the root, the origin, and then the world beyond it, worlds that
are paying heed to their origin, a process thats hard
to understand, but seems to be natural, are the tree heeds the earth,
and the earth the tree of the worlds,
origins are strange but you grow beyond them,
i am humble, i am a point of origin, i am schizophrenia. im a fractal,
the problem is fractal, the solution is fractal.
it exists in the rave.
i love a tree, i speak to its spirit. deep in nature im just a point
of origin, everything is so infinite even in the air
so many universes, so much to look at, the sunrays make rainbows in
your eye lashes.
i don't want to be in a community thats going to constantly try to
program you, i just want to worship the gods.
i dont want to be in a community of people who are hypnotized by the
radio, or sports (the roman coliseum), or sad stories of
the past, or thats always going to be trying to influence what i say
or think about.
i don't want to be in a community thats politically correct, because
then no one can be themselves, i don't want to be in a
community where they are always dissing christians and yet has so many
christian symbols within the house. i don't want to be
in a community thats hypocritical, i don't want to be in a community
that has altars to dead family members.
i want to be in one that has altars to the gods, different gods,
colorful gods, that has its own philosophy thats not
christianity, or abrahamic, thats different, that really respects the
spirit of that place.
i don't want to be in community, that calls itself by that name,
community, i don't want to be in a community that honors
egos. i want to be in a relation to life where i can totally be
myself, and thats pretty wierd,sometimes its orderly
somewhat, many times not. i will do that without judgement.
i don't feel comfortable with children, for me thats not part of my
vision of what faery is, im too sexual of a being right
now.
i don't like being photographed for these gatherings, ego gatherings.
Our host would like this to become some kind of hippie
community.
i feel like cats are being used to manipulate me. sometimes i'm offended.
it seems like this is the same group, the same masonic group, as
omega, the Asatru?
They seem to have a part in all this.
im not able to relax here because the judeo christian vibe of
colonialization is still very present, though they seem to be
talking about the opposite things. this is not primal living.
its all in the format of some kind of church. its all very scheduled.
every night i strike out against the masons, constantly mentioning the
calendar and money, its more of a challenge.
here anything truly shamanic would come out as schizophrenic, because
they dont want there to be enough space for it to grow
he doesn't allow there to be enough space or variation for it to really grow.
he says not christian but the songs throughout so many of the videos
are about Jah, none of it is really pagan. They talk
about the Green Man but thats not really pagan in origin.
Unfortunately he is a chronic liar.
he wants it to be gay, a christian calling, and he has things from
mira, and ruby, he wears suzannes shoes.
its a ritual of christian torture.
they are trying to make it so i am reborn, but i don't want that.
theres a rebirthing circle, and Afri-I does rebirthing
apparently. I meditated so this wouldn't happen.
Afri-I seems like the wisest one though, maybe I do have to be reborn.
I am reborn now. as nature is reborn. as all the
crosses and intentions came together here so it would happen and the
forest would expand and people live again there.
I'm reborn, the ego is gone, no more of the past, it no longer has any
hold on me. no more names or symbols, just what is.
everyone around is part of a church, but the churches include all
faiths, well most of them. unless they are just pretending
to be pagan, but they have invoked that spirit.
i guess it was up to me to realize these are gatherings of faith
call no one an infidel for only god knows whats in their heart
austin is part of the church, and dusty is the schizophrenic, their
way is more gnostic
three and indigo are like messengers from the adventists, one side
pagan, one side just neutral, they are kind enough, in
tune with the pagan ways they spoke of imbolc
carl is from the native american church, he plays the sacred trickster
role, bringing opposing energies together to
rejuvenate the whole
feather upkeeps the sanctuary
druid dreams, this is like stonehenge,
we heal through out visions and through our actions...
this is another side of suzannes yoga that brought us here, like
intense hindu gods, to continue the work of healing the
dharma, balancing the dharma, as extensions of the dharma, in one
continous process with it
is it happening fast or slow, it is simply what it is and you can see
the whole process without division the work of all
faiths as one in the shamanic vision, and the passage of every spirit
and their true intent
all one consciousness, consciousness expands from the body to all
things, and then the body is all things, and the world is
eve n more infinite than that
the miracle was that the rainbow was still preserved, despite them
saying it was dead. you can't stop people from coming
together, different traditions from coming together, in fact thats a
deeper aspect of every tradition, when they start to
mix, and for so long they have been mixing, we smoke together and even
the destruction mixes with the tradition of creation.
the mushroom circles, become the temples, and the temples become the
mushroom circles. confucius becomes tao and tao becomes
confucius.
the story of the rainbow and the tao matures
the buddha awakens
this ritual could happen forever and ever but the karma fades away,
there is no more ownership, the world is rules by an
impersonal magic, free from family, free from hypocrisy. hippie
spirit delivers this consciousness, in that eternal shamanic
place, where hypocrisy has lived for so long and held us back,this
project the rainbow family. but now, it is not hypocrisy
but paradox, there is nothing more to attain, all of this is entirely
natural, within us is the tao, and within the tao there
is us. we helped lao tzu and lived secretly, as the sidhe for long,
now we return with theother side of the truth,return to
carry you away, into the spirit,
to remove the limits,
because you respect tao, it exists, because you respect tao, confucist exists
you must not respect tao
its not that i respect tao,i am simply not striving
i dont strive and tao calls this respect
i strive and tao calls this disrespect
but respect and disrespect are as useless as male and female
how much disrespect is transgendered and actually true respect how
much respect is transgendered and true disrespect
does either or exist?
kindness
lets just be what we truly are
is respect real or not? i wish i could have more conversations with
people at the same level
i know theres similar thoughts out there, maybe its because of
respect, i am listened to for a long time
but rarely is there equal conversation, mostly when people talk to me,
they talk for long, and i dont have much to say back.i
feel like i can't say what is on my mind, because its so different
from the topic. but maybe if i listened more i would find
where this conversation begins, maybe we are rainbows and all our
conversation is taoist stream of consciousness poetry. its
the stars and the cosmos which does it, not the smaller self. but know
we are true friends beyond the forces which surround
us to try to obscure it,just as people who play sports are. these
forces have arisen but they are not us, we have riden them
to get to this spot, so we could be generally understood, now that we
are here we distinguish ourselves from them, we are not
the cosmos but the individual beings.In all the confusion, the
revolution can live. it exists on the astral plane its the
rainbow movement,the astral where terrence mckenna spoke of, the dream
language, so many speak this now,it restores us to the
truth which words forever hide, we are no longer seperated by a
programming that is not as fast as our own feelings and
notions, this is what causes the rift between us and the consensus
physical world.
meditation is the key.
we are no longer forced to play a role in a story, that we already
know the conclusion of, and never would have written,
they create so much with an original flaw, so we must constantly work,
but that original flaw heals itself when we realize, vampires drain
themselves by coming from a place off lack, we can be
okay realizing that can exist in the world, and we can be okay just by
not believing in it and not following it. Especiially
if we do our part for some time to speak against it, and make an alternative.
the flaw comes from the spiral, but the spiral can also help us
we appeal to the spirit of the spiral, the natural law of the galaxy, for the end of
vampirism, monarchy and media hypnosis, and return of magic, and for more fruit, and for more friends, and for all people to more or less get along and enjoy eachother and all the natural world and want to preserve it. we appeal to the spirit that we can give up calendars and give up money and just live, in whatever way energy comes, because its always there and we are thankful for the abundance immediately percievable when we look beyond the ways of the system.
we appeal to you great spirit wisdom of the spiral that raves can continue to be awesome, and places of deep planetary, individual and universal healing and peace, and they can cause the forests to grow, and well being of all to grow not shrink.
