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Hi! I realized it became a long post. Sorry about that.

First trip was only 1.5g rue 1g mimosa powders(no brew), i.e to test-the-waters. about 30min after ingesting, a general Euphoria , "special feeling state" and happiness was the results.   colors of the forest and trees were amazingly beautiful, sharp, bright and intense. Visual acuity enhanced. No CEV/OEV but truly beautiful feelings.

Second trip was a brew of 3.3g rue and 4.7g mimosa, simmered for hours, filtered and put in fridge and drank w/O sediment.
30 min after taking the brew euphoria, special feeling and happiness again was there, some nausea but no puking. About 1half hour later got my first beautiful CEV ever, where meetings with aliens occurred too. Very beautiful experience.

Yesterday was my 3rd ever ayahuasca/mimohuasca and here however something stopped it from working 3.3g rue 7g mimosa brew

Just as I was about to take the first sip of the brew I already at that moment felt the insane urge to puke, I dont know why this time it was so hard to try to gulp it down. It was very very awful to drink both the rue and mimosa. Right from the very moment my lips and mouth touched the brew I was using all my might to hold against vomiting. As the brew touched my throat it felt wildly vomit inducing. IT WAS EXTREMELY odd since I felt barely any thing when I took the brew the last time in the second trip.   All the doses for the second and third trip come from the exact same brew as well.

Anyway I gulped down the rue and 20min later the mimosa(just like the 2nd trip). About 1hour later I started to feel a little nausea but still no feeling of "euphoria" , no special feeling at all. 1hr 10min the nausea started to get much stronger. Still no special feelings or CEV.   1hr 20mn the nausea got very wild and still no special feeling/cev. I said to my self to hold it for 5 mins and see then if perhaps puking will actually trigger the experience as some trips I read.

So, actually, I could hold it longer if I tried my hardest but I just wanted to puke to see if the trip may get triggered this way(as I read somewhere). I went to the bathroom and puked a lot all at once(only puke I had). It is now 1hr and 50mins since I took the mimosa brew. I feel only dizzy and little sick but no special feeling at all. It is as if there was no trip. I laid on bed, sat on the couch but nothing happened. 1hour later sickness subsided and I was completely normal again without having experiencing anything at all... except well, puking.

So, what do you think happened here?   Why didnt I experience anything? I suspect that I held the puke in for a very short time. Perhaps I should hold that puke in for say 30-40 mins?
is that the cause? The reason I didnt hold the puke in is that several trip reports that I read
said that puking had triggered the experience. Add to that that I didnt feel any special feeling during the first 1h 20minr whereas my second trip made me feel that special feeling already 30 mins after taking the brew..

And what about that very intense urge-to-vomit during the actual drinking of the brew that I didnt experience earlier in my 2nd trip?

Thanks a lot for your time
truthseeker1

<blockquote data-quote="truthseeker1" data-source="post: 3786319" data-attributes="member: 34061">Hi!&nbsp; I realized it became a long post. Sorry about that.First trip was&nbsp; only 1.5g rue&nbsp; 1g mimosa&nbsp; powders(no brew), i.e to test-the-waters. about 30min&nbsp; after ingesting, a general Euphoria , &quot;special feeling state&quot; and happiness was the results.&nbsp;&nbsp; colors&nbsp; of the forest and trees were amazingly beautiful, sharp, bright and intense. Visual acuity enhanced. No CEV/OEV but truly beautiful feelings.Second trip was a brew of 3.3g rue and 4.7g mimosa, simmered for hours, filtered and&nbsp; put in fridge and drank w/O sediment.30 min after&nbsp; taking the brew euphoria, special feeling and happiness again was there,&nbsp; some nausea but no puking.&nbsp; About 1half hour later got my first beautiful CEV ever, where meetings with aliens occurred too. Very beautiful experience.&nbsp;&nbsp; Yesterday was my 3rd ever ayahuasca/mimohuasca and here however something stopped it from working 3.3g rue&nbsp; 7g mimosa brewJust as I was about to take the first sip of the brew I already&nbsp; at that moment felt the insane urge to puke, I dont know why this time it was so hard to try&nbsp; to gulp it down. It was very very awful to drink both the rue and mimosa. Right from the very moment my lips and mouth touched the brew I was using all my might to hold against vomiting. As the brew touched my throat it felt wildly vomit inducing. IT WAS EXTREMELY&nbsp; odd since I felt barely any thing&nbsp; when I took the brew the last time in the second trip.&nbsp;&nbsp; All the doses for the&nbsp; second and third trip come from the exact same brew as well.Anyway I gulped down the rue&nbsp; and 20min later the mimosa(just like the 2nd trip).&nbsp; About 1hour later&nbsp; I started to feel a little nausea but still no feeling of &quot;euphoria&quot; , no special feeling at all. 1hr 10min the nausea started to get much stronger. Still no special feelings or CEV.&nbsp;&nbsp; 1hr 20mn the nausea got very wild and still no&nbsp; special feeling/cev. I said to my self to hold it for 5 mins and see then if perhaps puking will actually trigger the experience as some trips I read. So, actually, I could hold it longer if I tried my hardest but I just wanted to puke to see if the trip&nbsp; may get triggered this way(as I read somewhere). I went&nbsp; to the bathroom and puked a lot all at once(only&nbsp; puke I had). It is&nbsp; now 1hr and 50mins since I took the mimosa brew. I feel only dizzy and little sick but no special feeling at all. It is as if there was no trip. I laid on bed, sat on the couch but nothing happened.&nbsp; 1hour later sickness subsided and I was completely normal again without having experiencing anything at all... except well, puking.&nbsp;&nbsp; So, what do you think happened here?&nbsp;&nbsp; Why didnt I&nbsp; experience anything? I suspect that I held the puke in for a very short time. Perhaps I should hold that puke in for say 30-40 mins? is that the cause?&nbsp; The reason I didnt hold the puke in is that&nbsp; several trip reports that I readsaid that&nbsp; puking had triggered the experience. Add to that that I didnt feel any&nbsp; special feeling&nbsp; during the first 1h 20minr whereas my second trip made me feel that special feeling&nbsp; already 30 mins&nbsp; after taking the brew..And what about that very intense urge-to-vomit during the actual drinking of the brew that I didnt experience earlier in my 2nd trip?Thanks a lot for your timetruthseeker1</blockquote>

[QUOTE="truthseeker1, post: 3786319, member: 34061"] Hi! I realized it became a long post. Sorry about that. [b]First trip[/b] was only 1.5g rue 1g mimosa powders(no brew), i.e to test-the-waters. about 30min after ingesting, a general Euphoria , "special feeling state" and happiness was the results. colors of the forest and trees were amazingly beautiful, sharp, bright and intense. Visual acuity enhanced. No CEV/OEV but truly beautiful feelings. [b]Second trip [/b]was a brew of 3.3g rue and 4.7g mimosa, simmered for hours, filtered and put in fridge and drank w/O sediment. 30 min after taking the brew euphoria, special feeling and happiness again was there, some nausea but no puking. About 1half hour later got my first beautiful CEV ever, where meetings with aliens occurred too. Very beautiful experience. [b]Yesterday was my 3rd ever ayahuasca/mimohuasca[/b] and here however something stopped it from working 3.3g rue 7g mimosa brew Just as I was about to take the first sip of the brew I already at that moment felt the insane urge to puke, I dont know why this time it was so hard to try to gulp it down. It was very very awful to drink both the rue and mimosa. Right from the very moment my lips and mouth touched the brew I was using all my might to hold against vomiting. As the brew touched my throat it felt wildly vomit inducing. IT WAS EXTREMELY odd since I felt barely any thing when I took the brew the last time in the second trip. All the doses for the second and third trip come from the exact same brew as well. Anyway I gulped down the rue and 20min later the mimosa(just like the 2nd trip). About 1hour later I started to feel a little nausea but still no feeling of "euphoria" , no special feeling at all. 1hr 10min the nausea started to get much stronger. Still no special feelings or CEV. 1hr 20mn the nausea got very wild and still no special feeling/cev. I said to my self to hold it for 5 mins and see then if perhaps puking will actually trigger the experience as some trips I read. So, actually, I could hold it longer if I tried my hardest but I just wanted to puke to see if the trip may get triggered this way(as I read somewhere). I went to the bathroom and puked a lot all at once(only puke I had). It is now 1hr and 50mins since I took the mimosa brew. I feel only dizzy and little sick but no special feeling at all. [b]It is as if there was no trip[/b]. I laid on bed, sat on the couch but nothing happened. 1hour later sickness subsided and I was completely normal again without having experiencing anything at all... except well, puking. So, what do you think happened here? Why didnt I experience anything? I suspect that I held the puke in for a very short time. Perhaps I should hold that puke in for say 30-40 mins? is that the cause? The reason I didnt hold the puke in is that several trip reports that I read said that puking had triggered the experience. Add to that that I didnt feel any special feeling during the first 1h 20minr whereas my second trip made me feel that special feeling already 30 mins after taking the brew.. And what about that very intense urge-to-vomit during the actual drinking of the brew that I didnt experience earlier in my 2nd trip? Thanks a lot for your time truthseeker1 [/QUOTE]