Well, none of the former trips did ever include scary pain, or any pain for that matter,not even a discomfort, except nausea of course as you know, which I understand.
I gradually increased my dosages and the last dose before this scary trip was at around 6g mhrb and 3g rue brews. In that 6g mhrb trip i got the typical ayahuasca colours of cev but not a huge experience. I could handle far more mentally,I thougt. Thus wanted go 7g mhrb and 4g rue. The store vad only extract10x so i used 400mgs rue extract. So, theoretically it is only a slightly stronger dose than 6gmhrb, 3grue... right?
(Read also that 10x extract can also be much less potent, which is why i wanted to go for more than 300mgs)
In this latest experience i used rue 10x extract for the first time. Maybe 400mg oddly equals more than 4g rue seeds? At any rate i lever felt anything even remotely similar in all my eaflier trips..
Yeah i am worried about what has happened
. Can i be assured for now that it wasnt you know a nde, obe, breakthrough attempt or similar things?(since i never experienced them yet, I think)