Well, that was new.

[nexusdisciple]

So, yesterday I felt the call. I broke out the changa and started low with around a 40mg dose just to get in the mindset. Things were getting interesting and I upped the dose after a few minutes and smoked another 100mg of changa. Things immediately changed and I was sent to a dark place. It wasn't completely black or devoid of light, but it was a mostly black space with some grey in parts. No real colors of any sort. I feel an entity all around me that I can't see, but I get the feeling that it is attacking me. When I first started working with spice this probably would of freaked me out and ending up going in a terrible direction, but this time I actively decided to "fight back". I was yelling out telling this entity that I wasn't afraid of it and he (even though it was never seen the entity felt masculine) communicated the message that I didn't belong in hyperspace. I told him that I had as much right to be there has him and I was pummeled with some type of negative energy. I kept talking trash to the entity until the experience began to taper off.

At first I thought that I shouldn't go back, but honestly I was kind of angry about being "attacked" in hyperspace. Nothing like this had ever happened before. I don't know exactly what compelled my to do it, but I loaded up another 100mg and decided to go to war with this guy. I knew I was taking a chance and it might not end well but I was determined for some unknown reason. Upon taking the second dose I ended up in a beautiful multidimensional place that transformed into a entity I hadn't ever seen before. All I can really describe it as is "sphinx like" and indescribably beautiful. There was no sign of the dark entity from before. The sphinx guy didn't communicate with me at all, he just engulfed all of hyperspace and started transforming itself into a series of alien like characters which took the formation of a extremely complex mandala which each character rotating separately while glowing with various hues of blues and greens. It was awe inspiring.

Overall it was a great experience and I am happy that I was both able to both fight off a dark entity for the first time as well as proving to him (myself?) that I am in fact as worthy of hyperspace as he is. It is going to take a while to integrate this one, so much new material to take in. DMT never ceases to amaze...

 

[AcaciaConfusedYah]

Did you find that there may have been a specific message behind the attack?

I think that most of us have come across some kind of dark weirdness. We all have different ways of handling it. It's usually a reward when the fear is overcome.

 

[nexusdisciple]

Did you find that there may have been a specific message behind the attack?

None. Both set and setting were fine and I just felt a generic sort of hatred, I couldn't identify with any specificity what it was about. Like I mentioned towards the end he "said" that I don't belong in hyperspace but I'm not sure of the reasoning. Another thing I neglected to mention in the former post was that I had called him a coward for hiding in the darkness and removing to show himself and that seemed to make him even angrier. Strange stuff.

 

[AcaciaConfusedYah]

Hehe yeah it is some strange stuff.

I was having a rough week and felt like I had some sort of parasite that was draining me, or feeding off of me - quivering with joy to feel my frustration or anxiety..

I can relate to your means of Defense. It may sound silly, but I came up with the idea that if I allowed myself to fill with a wickedness far more wicked than the parasite, I would over-power it, make it sick, and flush it out.

I think it worked? I was in a weird place the day after. But the day after the weird day, I was completely refreshed. Strange stuff...

 

[darklordsson]

Good job for fighting it! Really you just rolled over it with an Iron Fist. The good entity probably helped you in such a way or you completely scared the bad one, or both! He jus took off after being ganged up on. Its true you have just as much right being there as it does! Power to you friend!

Don't let them push you around or anybody else!

Peace and love guys! ---dls---

 

[Beyond Me]

I had an intense experience the other week where I was facing darkness. It extended it's arm toward me, I realized at this moment that fear arose within me. I lengthened my right arm out and said out loud, "you are my brother, go ahead"at once it grasped my arm (roman handshake) I grasped it's arm in reciprocation, and then something crazy happened:

to my left a being of light appeared and grasped my left arm. Darkness on my right, light on my left, I bowed my head down in reverence, a free flow of negative and positive energies unlike any thing I have experienced before flowed moved through the body.

At this point I had some really fascinating trains of thought. Since the idea of good and bad merged into a kind of yin/yang the entities began presenting a plethora of new/unprecedented thought processes. Absolutely beautiful, but challenging to integrate.

Crazy how the spice presented you with this entity...

 

[Global]

Yeah, I've gotten the "phantom attack" where you speak of...dark space...invisible entities...feeling of being under attack...definitely not pleasant.