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DeMenTed

DeMenTed

Barry
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ok here goes ahem, same setting as last night, girlfriend lying sleeping next to me in bed. I only loaded 45mg lol. i finished my joint got comfy and prepared for blastoff :)

toked it all in 3 blasts, [ut pipe down and lay back, eyes open at first in a dark bedroom.

i don remember the journey to hyperspace, i was just there instantly. At first it was familiar, sexy ladies everywhere and i mean everywhere lol
I was perfectly lucid and i still knew i was in bed tripping and i could have gave a commentary if anyone was listening, a complete connection with real world and hyperspace.
I started thinking how wonderful it was and then clowns would pop up and merge into stardust and explode intp devil looking gorgeous entities, i was speaking to them, they were all one but there was loads of them! I knew then that this is real shit!

I started asking to meet the boss lol but i wasnt allwoed yet they told me :( lol

the visuals after this are unexplainable. every mad image you can imagine was presented to me, cartoons aliens weird stuff while alien ladies are rushing thru my body and coming out my mouth. They were spewing and pouring liquid all over me (i didnt feel wet or anythin) i started to really understand everything, i knew that they knew that i knew what its all about.

I closed my eyes even tighter and got shot thru into another level of deep understanding and true love. The visuals now were so intensely bizarre that i couldnt believe it! lol. Heaven is in hyperspace :D

The entities said i will meet the boss one day, im not sure if that means when i die or if i take 100mg or something lol.

Anyway best thing ever the end. Baz.

P.S I wanted and was asking the spice to show me anything, good or evil, scary and intense. I was seeing some truly terrifying looking creatures and faces right up at my face spitting fire on me and stuff. No ego loss at all. I loved it!

My advice is challenge the boss of hyperspace, its fun. Like a video game :p
 
DeeEmmTea said:
sounds like an amazing breakthrough. Im jealous you keep seeing hot ass female entitities.
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Lmfao!! :D your time will come dude ;) honestly if you get the kind of meetings im getting you will be blownaway completely :d

cheers dude and i hope the ladies visit you soon @)
 
DeMenTed said:
the visuals after this are unexplainable. every mad image you can imagine was presented to me, cartoons aliens weird stuff while alien ladies are rushing thru my body and coming out my mouth. They were spewing and pouring liquid all over me (i didnt feel wet or anythin) i started to really understand everything, i knew that they knew that i knew what its all about.

I closed my eyes even tighter and got shot thru into another level of deep understanding and true love. The visuals now were so intensely bizarre that i couldnt believe it! lol. Heaven is in hyperspace :D

The entities said i will meet the boss one day, im not sure if that means when i die or if i take 100mg or something lol.

Anyway best thing ever the end. Baz.
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So thats the ultimate understanding that they knew you knew that they knew...trippy cartoon alien images?
:?

good luck meeting "the boss"...lay off the video games maybe.?
 
UniverseCannon said:
DeMenTed said:
the visuals after this are unexplainable. every mad image you can imagine was presented to me, cartoons aliens weird stuff while alien ladies are rushing thru my body and coming out my mouth. They were spewing and pouring liquid all over me (i didnt feel wet or anythin) i started to really understand everything, i knew that they knew that i knew what its all about.

I closed my eyes even tighter and got shot thru into another level of deep understanding and true love. The visuals now were so intensely bizarre that i couldnt believe it! lol. Heaven is in hyperspace :D

The entities said i will meet the boss one day, im not sure if that means when i die or if i take 100mg or something lol.

Anyway best thing ever the end. Baz.
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So thats the ultimate understanding that they knew you knew that they knew...trippy cartoon alien images?
:?

good luck meeting "the boss"...lay off the video games maybe.?
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lol im still a noob dont be cruel :p peace bro.
 
You are giving me motivation to attempt a real breakthrough dose for the first time in a little bit tonight!

I hope it goes as well as yours have been!

You broke through twice in two days, and took less on the second day, you didn't notice any tolerance correct?
 
UniverseCannon said:
DeMenTed said:
the visuals after this are unexplainable. every mad image you can imagine was presented to me, cartoons aliens weird stuff while alien ladies are rushing thru my body and coming out my mouth. They were spewing and pouring liquid all over me (i didnt feel wet or anythin) i started to really understand everything, i knew that they knew that i knew what its all about.

I closed my eyes even tighter and got shot thru into another level of deep understanding and true love. The visuals now were so intensely bizarre that i couldnt believe it! lol. Heaven is in hyperspace :D

The entities said i will meet the boss one day, im not sure if that means when i die or if i take 100mg or something lol.

Anyway best thing ever the end. Baz.
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So thats the ultimate understanding that they knew you knew that they knew...trippy cartoon alien images?
:?

good luck meeting "the boss"...lay off the video games maybe.?
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I hate posts like this.

What do you expect him to be saying that he saw God and angels because he smoked DMT and all of a sudden the next day he is going to be spitting enlightenment like he is the Buddha himself?

Maybe for some people all DMT does is give them a deeper appreciation for life, more motivation, and shows them how beautiful life can actually be? Why do people think because other people don't have their experiences that they are a lesser being?

Maybe he should apologize because his experience wasn't as religious as yours are...

That is quite egocentric for someone acting like they "know it all"...

The feeling of understanding he was talking about was just that, a feeling, I am sure he doesn't actually believe he knows everything about hyperspace now.

And also, what in THE FUCK, is wrong with video games?
 
And also, what in THE FUCK, is wrong with video games?
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Well, this guy couldn't stop ranting about "finding the boss of hyperspace" and that he IS the boss of hyperspace, etc.
Obviously, his sub breakthrough hyperspace journeys are a direct reflection of his psyche;
Bosses, naked chicks, and all.

:)
 
۩ said:
And also, what in THE FUCK, is wrong with video games?
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Well, this guy couldn't stop ranting about "finding the boss of hyperspace" and that he IS the boss of hyperspace, etc.
Obviously, his sub breakthrough hyperspace journeys are a direct reflection of his psyche;
Bosses, naked chicks, and all.

:)
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😉 I feel you. I guess I just don't understand what makes meeting a giant octopoid entity that dissects your soul (or any other of the crazy breakthrough reports you read about) any more enlightening than having hot female entities dancing on you I guess? To me, in the end no matter what I experience I always take away a since of Awe for the unknown, and just general love, appreciation, and motivation for life.

But then again I am new too, so perhaps my thoughts will change when I actually experience something like that?
 
Something like that :)

I've never said anything about giant octopoid entities dissecting anything but crabs. ;)

There is a grand distinction between that which is projected, and that which is completely external and flowing through.
Both can be important mirrors.
 
۩ said:
Something like that :)

I've never said anything about giant octopoid entities dissecting anything but crabs. ;)

There is a grand distinction between that which is projected, and that which is completely external and flowing through.
Both can be important mirrors.
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Wise word indeed my friend.

What about an example of an experience where something completely external was flowing through, if you don't mind me intruding ;)

I do know that smoking is always somewhat crazy though, its just so quick and so intense.

I believe it will be easier to take away insights from an aya / pharma experience, which I am going to try for the first time soon!
 
Hi DeMenTed,

Sounds like a great experience. It also sounds like perhaps on these journeys you might be the boss of hyperspace. I do not know of course, but it did cross my mind.

Respectfully, may I ask if you are still pre-dosing with anything other than mj for your spice journeys or are you to the point of just launching after a joint?

Peace & Love,
Pandora
 
۩ said:
Try Changa with at least half caapi leaves.
A tincture of 10 grams caapi leaf shaken for a month can also be evaporated onto your 1 gram spice .5 gram caapi leaf .25g mullein .25g lavender mix.
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۩,

You steep that 10 grams of caapi leaf in what? Ethanol? I cannot get Everclear in my area or surrounding states. Can you recommend an alternative?

Thanks so much!

Peace & Love,
Pandora
 
I was planning on making some changa with caapi leaf soon..

But you have to let the caapi leaf sit in the tincture shaking it for a whole month?

I was thinking making changa was gonna be like a week long process at best lol! My extractions only take me 3 days!
 
Pandora, high proof rum works.
Spork suggests doing about a half and half ratio with water to pull more spirit. That would probably cut the time down in half.

Xeno, changa takes a few hours at the most.
You add solvent to a jar, add spice, add herbs, and evap.
But, if you want a really special mix, the 10x caapi leaf is where it's at. It's your choice.
If you have some free time, I suggest reading that link I provided.
One of the best essays on hyperspace I've ever read.



It was also recently discovered that if you do the BLAB tek with vinegar instead of FASI, evaporate all the acetic acid out of your spice, you can simply add herbs directly to your spice and mix, no solvent needed. Easy as pie.
 
Several interesting points have come up here. One being the whole - projection theory. The theory that entitys and visions are a projection of the mind.
I think that there's indeed a possibility that all visions from these substances are projections. Which reminds me of the holographic universe thing, suggesting reality is also a projection of our minds.

And how do you differentiate between 'real' visions and projections? I guess that's down to interpretation. And yes maybe some visions are distractions, red herrings or temptations.

The sexual visions/journeys/trips that ive had have felt just as 'real' as some of the other sessions minus sexuality. Ive had hyper-physical sensations during these sexual trips. And hyper-physical sensations on 'spiritual' visions/journeys/trips also.

That said, i would not say the sexual trips are non spiritual. Every DMT session tends to be 'spiritual' or what id rather describe as 'existinctual'. My spirituality is difficult to isolate. It is wrapped up in my physical reality. Life, plants, relationships, current affairs. Saying a DMT session is spiritual is hinting that everyday life is not.
Which i would disagree with.
My spirituality is assisted with DMT, but DMT does not define my spiritual (existinctual) experience.

My one Ayahuasca session was full of intent. It felt very important, as if there was work to be done. I ask the brew to give me strength and insight in how to face evil.
In the time leading up to the Aya session i had a number of Freebase DMT sessions. It had been well over a year since i took DMT or any drug/substance/entheogen untill those freebase experiments.

Almost every single one of those pre aya DMT sessions was terrifying. I saw malevolent entitys manifesting in my lap with snarling teeth, filling my head with threats of death and all number of things. This was not a one off. I had one session where after being in total bliss i tried the pipe for a third time. Suddenly i was terrified, my vision was filled with images of a face. A man screaming and yelling, death in his bulging eyes.
It was as if the man was drowning, i felt the water all around me, i urinated myself through fear, my body was sweating intensely.
Most alarmingly my mouth was frothing and foaming. My eyes were streaming with tears too.
The point im making here is that, the DMT experience is very often different every time. And i would be cautious in deciding what you think is real and what is not.
What matters is how you deal with what youve seen, and i guess thats hard considering what ive just said.

At this point id like to highlight what Entropymancer stated here:

There's nothing wrong with being a Seeker, but it's important not to lose the forest for the trees. It's like trying to fix a slight fault in the foundation when the roof is falling in on your head. There may be something to be uncovered in terms of the nature of hyperspace and consciousness in the longterm... but for the average person who is willing to put in the work on themselves, the real major benefits are immediate.... and I feel they're too often being overlooked.
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Now just before these scary freebase sessions i had sexual encounters. Orgasms, hyperspace with feminine entity's. Now i took all the usual steps with these sessions even tho it had been over a year. I say without a doubt that im an experienced user of psychedelics. Perhaps not entheogens.

I think going into the Aya with a solid intention helped me to integrate what i saw, and was able to work with the visions on a personal level that made sense to me. The freebase DMT prior was without intention but defiantly with work done before hand. Clearing the mind the space. Set & setting. Showered, well fed. Good diet etc.

Take what you want from that. I just thought it might show my perspective on these theory's.
 
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