Greetings!
I joined the Nexus a few days ago after a terrifying experience with DMT.
I was at a friends house, who I had been speaking with for some time about trying DMT, and he had recently come across some one way or another. I was under the impression that we were both going to try it at the same time, so we prepare for what we have heard to be the most intense experience in a lifetime. We lock the door to the room and sit down with it. We are both insanely nervous because neither one of us has tried it before. He is about to take the first of three inhales, but stops and asks me to go first, assuring me that he will follow after me. This immediately made me feel nervous because he is far more experienced than me in psychedelics and he still has second thoughts on trying it. So I smoke it and pass it off to him before laying back in the chair. But instead of following after me and smoking it, I just see him staring at me which made me feel terrified. I do not remember much about the experience other than the lead up but I remember feeling like I was about to die, specifically about to die from terror and the feeling that he would attack me, despite him being a very close friend. I kept hearing him asking how I was and what I saw which freaked me out even more than I already was. Overall the experience was almost PTSD-inducing and I don’t remember.ever feeling that scared in my life.
But I joined the Nexus to try to gain some insight from others about a better way to experience this molecule and rectify the terrifying experience I previously had.
I joined the Nexus a few days ago after a terrifying experience with DMT.
I was at a friends house, who I had been speaking with for some time about trying DMT, and he had recently come across some one way or another. I was under the impression that we were both going to try it at the same time, so we prepare for what we have heard to be the most intense experience in a lifetime. We lock the door to the room and sit down with it. We are both insanely nervous because neither one of us has tried it before. He is about to take the first of three inhales, but stops and asks me to go first, assuring me that he will follow after me. This immediately made me feel nervous because he is far more experienced than me in psychedelics and he still has second thoughts on trying it. So I smoke it and pass it off to him before laying back in the chair. But instead of following after me and smoking it, I just see him staring at me which made me feel terrified. I do not remember much about the experience other than the lead up but I remember feeling like I was about to die, specifically about to die from terror and the feeling that he would attack me, despite him being a very close friend. I kept hearing him asking how I was and what I saw which freaked me out even more than I already was. Overall the experience was almost PTSD-inducing and I don’t remember.ever feeling that scared in my life.
But I joined the Nexus to try to gain some insight from others about a better way to experience this molecule and rectify the terrifying experience I previously had.
