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What does DMT mean for you?

DMT thrust its way into my life. It found me, it established a connection for the relationship I share with it. For this I am thankful.

I wouldn't be moving further and further into my career path as a psychedelic guide as I am now without it. The community I work for I found because people at work new I was avid about DMT and when hearing about one of their DMT centered programs, one of my corworkers made sure to grab a flyer and give it to me.

For my mental health, it's the one thing that both helps me be at the heart of my issues while also aiding in symptom management.

As a philosopher, there are powerful questions and potential implications that I find to be existentially, ontologically, mystically, and epistemically compelling and fascinating. I can't help myself at this point.

Spiritually, it's one of my sacraments. And while I whine on here about going as deep as I want and whatnot, the space itself only attempts to coax me toward it and makes me feel I belong there. It validates me and my experience.

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DMT means so so much to me. It is without a doubt one of the most important things to exist in my life. So many things I do are in some way connected to DMT. My connection with Acacias and the bush, my connection to my impending death and the life I am living out. My connection to matter as well as my connection to the things I can't see/don't know. DMT has in some way probably had a powerful effect on anything central in my life, and I am still living out the experience every day. Don't know where I'd be without it - it is the divine alien other, and is my ally of choice.
 
What an amazing thread to start. I strongly resonate with the answers Void and acacian gave above. I wish I could chime in, but my experience with DMT is too limited to even begin forming a coherent thought about it. But it's definitely heartwarming to see how strongly people feel about it and how important it seems to be for the personal growth and wellbeing of everyone that uses it.
 
DMT together with other psychedelics saved me from nihilism and from the fear of losing my loved ones because of death. My current worldview depends mostly on my DMT experiences. I still think it's one of the few ways we have to see the universe beyond the boundaries of our human mind.

On the other hand, DMT made me go through one of the worst experiences of my life when I took it too often, like living in hell for days while technically sober. It' because of that experience that I fear drugs now. But that was the start of my healing journey as well.

So DMT saved me in two opposite ways. Even if sometimes I wonder if I could have done all of this without it.
 
Had multiple trauma less than a one year time frame related to wife and both parents. Had to become a financial and physical caregiver to my wife (cancer, Lupus, kidney failure, dialysis, and kidney transplant complications, etc) and both parents (both separate Dibilitating MVA) since 2015, cause me to go through depression multiple times because I could not cope or get my neurological and chemical bodily fluids in alignment. DMT has drastically stabilized my higher self and gave me control of myself again. It is a gift and a medicine that is meant to be shared.
 
For me it is always the DMT and Harmalas together, so I will speak to this.

A mysterious combo, very ancient yet at the forefront of science and consciousness exploration.

A key to unlocking the higher dimensions of reality, and putting in perspective this ridiculously brief life and remembering there's nothing to get too worked up about or carried away with here. The cosmic multidimensional perspective across many lives opens up to me with this sacrament.

For years, before I had ever partaken of it, it had a mystique about it and a reverence beyond what I had known with LSD and shrooms even.

It still does and now I understand why. Using it I commune with the Depth, the Paradox far beyond consciousness, beyond even this reality that is not fully separate from us yet it is at the same time Other.

The only psychedelic I am hesitant still and feel apprehension about using. An anxiety that belies the serious nature and vastness of the experience and the realization that this is not a game, the stakes are high in this journey we call life.

I still trip frequently on acid and it is profound and very helpful work. The smoked DMT and Harmala tea though, that remains in a special place for special occasions.

Ceremony, cleansing and purification of being.

Pure and Holy, for the Pure and Holy work.
 
Although I have not used lots of psychodelics in my life, it for sure had a very big impact on me.
Some experiences where rough to swallow but in the long run it was more then positive.
Being a chronic thinker makes this substance interesting for me.
The few low-mid dose trips changed my way of thinking a lot.
DMT keeps also my overthinking under control where thoughts are more selective but a lot deeper.
It helped me to view things from angles which I would never be able to think about in my previous stage of my life.
I view psychodelics as mindenhancer.
 
The_Embalmer said:
Just curious what this molecule means to everyone? What is it that makes DMT so special for you and why? There are no wrong or right answers here.
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Every experience is so unique, it's hard to define! It seems the more times I experience it, the deeper I can comfortably go into that "other dimension." I feel like a psychonaut, an astral explorer. I am a pilot on my own spaceship. I see new things every time and I have new ideas. It's like I can literally see my own neurons forming new connections right in front of my eyes and I can see blood pumping through my veins. I see the most insane infinite fractal patterns that I could never even imagine in my normal everyday life. I can see the entire UNIVERSE! I am "traveling the stars" like Aughra from The Dark Crystal. When I first started using DMT, I was a little nervous, but over time I have learned to simply observe whatever thoughts and images come up, even the weird and grotesque. I try to pay attention and see everything that comes up as a messenger or a teacher, and I think, "what is it that the medicine is trying to tell me right now?" Even if it doesn't make logical sense because when I am in that space oftentimes there are simply no words, only feelings, I can't remember how to even speak English, lol. I have also been agnostic all my life, without any kind of religion to tether myself to, so it's helpful to have some sort of spiritual connection to feel more connected to myself, nature, "God" or whatever you want to call it. I start to think about life and death and everything, and I think that it's starting to help me accept things and heal a lot of deep-seated trauma. Since I am in a real rut right now in life, I can't find a job, I have no money, tons of debt, etc. I can't afford a therapist (yet!) but the medicine helps me cope with a lot of the everyday stress that I am experiencing. It's also just so amazing that we can just go to a different dimension for 20 minutes and then come back and just go about daily life with no negative physical side effects or anything?! Maybe a mild headache if we forget to drink water before our journey through time and space?! Like how awesome it that?! I don't have to dedicate a whole day to tripping on shrooms to get the same outcome.
 
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A key to unlocking the higher dimensions of reality, and putting in perspective this ridiculously brief life and remembering there's nothing to get too worked up about or carried away with here.





An anxiety that belies the serious nature and vastness of the experience and the realization that this is not a game, the stakes are high in this journey we call life.
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I smoked a lot of DMT, often on harmalas, but in the last handful of years it's been 90% orally consumed. I find I thoroughly digest it and get time to produce something with it for the duration. I seem to have even gotten better at digesting it well as far as no purge.
 
Panpsychic said:
For me it is always the DMT and Harmalas together, so I will speak to this.

A mysterious combo, very ancient yet at the forefront of science and consciousness exploration.



Pure and Holy, for the Pure and Holy work.
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I just wanted to say Thank You.
It was because of your post I tried the combo.

Though having tried them seperately, I wasn't a big fan of Syrian Rue tea, though I love Syrian rue(vaped), due to it's body load which even extended to the next day and what business do I have combining DMT with an MAOI.

Nevertheless, I drank tea and vaped small doses of DMT. It was nice but the body load still persisted, which sorta masked the entire thing honestly.

Then I put the seeds and DMT together in a dry burn weed vaporiser and honestly - it was so good, it felt too good to be true.
Thanks 😛❤️
 
DMT means more than words can convey to me. I genuinely feel like I wouldn't be here today. My suicidal ideations brought me into this space. Searching for a way out transformed into a journey that ironically kept the ideations at bay. When I realized how small I was in the grand scheme of things my problems didn't seem so big and that I was worth more than I gave myself credit for. A pressure relief valve that helps to tamp down and open up what bothers me.

All my unhealthy false beliefs and insecurities have been blown away allowing for new healthier beliefs and a new found motivation to break old patterns that have not served me well and to constantly reevaluate and challenge the ones that do to ensure I stay on a path that is true to me.

Interesting the guy who made the first batch that I was introduced to got word I made my own after trying his and he asked me, "Don't you feel dirty after making it!" My response was, "no, actually I feel so much better!"

This thread has made me realize that not everybody who partakes can truly appreciate the magnitude of what the molecule beholds, it does take a certain amount of reverence for the true potential to unfold.
 
I got into DMT not just out of curiosity but also to judge the stories of others, thinking most are a bit on the sensational side. I’ve stayed with it because I’m realizing that there are things about the mind that I don’t understand. How do you know what you don’t know until you know it? Since DMT, I’ve become way more receptive to others expressing how they perceive things in this world even when they differ from me.

So what does DMT mean to me? I’ve got several answers, but today it is colors and how I imagine them.

I’ve encountered the question of whether or not I dream in color. And, I would always answer yes, of course I dream in color. It would be weird not to. In dreams I’m aware of colors like a blue sky or green trees. Colors may even play a prominent role in the dream. I am also pretty good at color memory where I can go to paint store and come away with a decent match, to say, the color of a room in my house. Just from memory. So, I thought I was on pretty solid ground with respect to colors in my brain.

Then along comes DMT and it says THIS is what it like to see colors in your mind. This new way of imagining colors is nothing like I’ve known in the past. Now here I am seeing colors in my mind for the first time, and it is incredible.

I don’t remember my trips very well, maybe even less so than dreams, but I do come out of them remembering the color of the trip. All trips have a color theme. And, to date, I think every trip color has been unique.

Back to the question of if I dream in color. Since DMT I have now have had a few dreams where I really did visualize the colors. I’ve even woken up startled at how vivid my dream was. I think I had gotten into a habit of remembering colors in a way that is descriptive instead of visual. Not really in words, but in some collection of thoughts that hold onto a color. And, that had worked well for me throughout my life. No problems. What DMT did to me is briefly strip away a lot of that complexity in my thoughts. It showed me that I can just picture colors in my mind. That is wild and thrilling.

What DMT means to me is that it taught me the ability to visulize the amazing colors. Maybe I’ll be able get better at imaging colors in this new way. This is because DMT showed me something that I didn’t know that I did not know.
 
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