"What is life?" That question is how it all started.

[splifey]

I used to spend all my time playing games and drinking alcohol in parties. After a while i got real bored of all of it, I started going insane. I kept trying to prove myself worthy through things i had accomplished. I started questioning why things in life happen, Then i asked.. Wait.. what is life? What is the purpose of all this?

i stumbled upon enlightenment, I was communicating with the higher scale which is everything around us. Everything changed from there. From there on untill now i try everyday to raise my spirit and use love more and more. I've been in Ayahuasca hell, and it has taught me that all we have is love and we should love more often.

I'm not perfect, matter fact i was real real corrupt. I'm now healing from all of this
and I just hope one day that my ego and heart will cooperate like i want it too.

 

[AlbertKLloyd]

does life need a purpose?
i don't think so, but that is me

what do you think?

 

[splifey]

does life need a purpose?
i don't think so, but that is me

what do you think?

I would hope it doesn't because if it had a purpose, it would seem pretty limited and controlled.

But The question alone led me to understand the world on a more open minded perception
it helped me break free from certain things, I'm now on a path that is better suited for me.

 

[Pup Tentacle]

Welcome. I think you have found a good place to help explore many of the things you're seeing and understanding. Good to have you.

Blessings,

PT

 

[Pandora]

Hello splifey,

Welcome to the Nexus. Very interesting introduction essay you wrote - it certainly sounds like your have been on a rather fast and deep journey thus far in your life, complete with lots of changes. I certainly hope that this is bringing you more happiness and personal meaning in being. If so, I would categorize it as successful.

Have you had a chance to smoke freebase DMT yet, or is that something that does not interest you? We definitely have subfora for folks who are into ayahuasca and pharmahuasca. So, I suspect whatever your interests and preferences are that you will find many things here of interest. I certainly hope so.

What other entheogens, if any have you tried?

We here at Nexus have a strong philosophy of growing our own plants when possible and extracting our own entheogens. Have you had a chance to do something similar to date? If so, how did it go for you?

Anything more you might be willing to share about yourself that would give a sense of who you are and what your interests are would be helpful.

I hope you take a good look around as there's a lot to see here and I suspect you will like it. Again, welcome to the Nexus.