With drugs : the collective soul/ entity of my extended family, hyperspacial residences where my soul resides, my own death, the clear light, the void, hyperdimensional lady friends, all of my different selves, guidance.
Without drugs : a severe drug addict turned sober after the birth of his unplanned daughter, a mother's love, sober support groups, live music, the grand teton mountains, real friends, forgiveness, being able to sleep in one more hour, good health, making other people happy, a real bond with an animal,
MUSIC
ART
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE