Ahh..this saddens me to have to say this..but I'm not one bit impressed with what I see lately comming from this place at times. Hateful vibes, spite..unconstructive arguements and overly defensive, insecure and premature overreactions..
We ALL go there at times..we are all human..we are all aspects of the great polarity..we are all capable of regretable things..thing we later wish we could go back on and do differently..we all have tendencies..we are ALL human.
Paradoxically, I am completely beside myself right now. I am dumbfounded at how ANYONE can project hated and negativity after working so closely with DMT. How anyone cannot see that we most certainly ARE ALL ONE.. How anyone can not CHOOSE to LOVE every other single soul on this planet, and want to make every single effort they can to be the most accepting and encouraging individual they can possabily be..
This is it folks..you get one go from where I am standing..thats the now..the present..and there is NOTHING like it..forget yesterday and stop worrying about tommorow..who said what then and who might do what later..be present..be here..
All you have is life..and that is precious..this thing we are all doing..this dance....that is sacred. Life a gift..to be alive is the greatest aventure of all. Live it up. We came from love, we came from light..we are love..and we are light..anyone of you can shine if you choose to flick that switch.
Ive heard all the excuses..Ive even used them myself..so I know them as such when I call them as such..it seems too easy to hate and soo difficult to love at times..but it's not..stop looking people..you dont look for something like this. You just realize it. You realize that its always there..it always was and it always will be. Life is one huge freaking mystery, life is wonderful..full of awe..Love isnt going anywhere..its all around, you just have to stop looking for it and wake up and SEE..dont take my word for it, see for yourself.
Life is magic. To be alive is magic. love is magic. Magic is real. YOU are magic.. Some just forgot that THEY are a part of that magic and instead began searching externally for validation of something of which existance itself is the validation.
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These last 2 weeks I have been busy. Ive had 2 extremely beautiful and entirely magical experiences with the mushrooms, one light recalibration session with ayahuasca off in the beautiful BC rainforest, another very light mushroom experience at a shpongle show and 3 amazing changa experiences over the last 3 days. I feel as full of life as ever..I dont feel deluded or disillusioned. Only ecstatic and hopeful for every single being on this planet.
I dont know how anyone can smoke DMT and not "get that memo"..I saw tha sign post cleary and I know damn well where it is that I am going. It is these experienes that pave the way for me, showing me where it is that I want to go. It's all or nothing..I can move foreward in the present and be a part of the future I envision, or I can sit stagnant while knowing very well there are many others around the globe all coevolving that thing that I want to be a part of.. I will never in my life stop working with DMT and psilocin..the idea of continuing this path without these 2 allies isnt even computable. If that place isnt hinting at the future, than I dont know what is.
As I sat down today with my full dose of changa laoded into my pipe I kept that in mind..the knowledge that all I am doing is moving towards the place I want to be. I want to be the best me I can be. I want to move ahead..push it through into something new..something awakened.
As I took in those 2 gigantic hits there was no fear. Apprehension yes..fear or regret?.. not today. There was simply a welcomed vibration as I entered into something I knew had to be done. Golden spirals rained in on my parade of thought and I became a giant 3d fractal, a system somewhat akin to a scaffolding of tightly packed and intricate packets of information incoded in shimmering geometric symbols of light..bound together though love. I saw, oh yes I was seeing and I was remembering every other time I had seen, flashbacks of numerous high dose psilocin and DMT experiences pulsed through the databanks of my memory and I knew. I knew that that is how it really is. We really are love, and we really are light. Ego means nothing there.
Hate is an angle..hate is an illusion..a symptom of the human mind unrealized of the full expression of its beingness. Within the framework of the human mind fully realized, hate can only manifest as compassion..compassion for those that are so asleap that they themselves hate. Hatefull is a painful emotion for one to hold onto it..it wells up inside the individual and leaves them riddled with stress and frustration..they stray in hope of retribution and are inable to find peace..The peace that comes though compassion, understanding and acceptance. Everyone has an angle..everyone has their reason..forgive yourself for your angle and find the compassion to accept others angles.
I open my eyes..I think its over but its not even close.. I am shimmering..I am a giant crystaline hyperspacial diamond within a diamond within a diamond. My carpet is made of brilliantly colored spinnign jewels and the suns light, this sacred, cosmic necter of life is flowing through my open window, hitting my forehead and illuminating mandalic fractals streaming through my third eye..I open my mouth and this sound comes out of me..my body is vibrating with an astounding speed as I make this sound to match it..I watch in awe as the harmonics pour out of me into the air and the sonic waves undulate along the jeweled floor like ripples in a pond. This sets up interfearance patterns within the harmonics radiating through my body and dense pockets of dormant energy and identified, brocken up and pushed out of the body in burts of ecstatic, magical laughter...it went on that way for about 6 minutes..
This is what ecstacy and shamanic healing is all about. We are tuning forks..recievers cast out amidst a cosmic sea of vibration..good vibes.. bad vibes..heavy vibes, mellow vibes..we are exposed to them all, yet it is us that also make the choice as to which ones we choose to keep welled up inside of us. So many people keep those dense balls of stagnant energy welled up inside of them for so long..they grow and they grow, and along with them, so does the darkness..preaty soon everything is moving so damn slow that they are like rocks, nearly inpenatrable by the light.
People need to understand that every action is going to have a reaction. I see it all the time. People walk around holding onto all of this darkness..holding all of their problens deep inside of them..never accepting the present for the gift that it really is, never letting go of the imprints from the past..People walking around carrying bags of anger, trying relentlessly to pass that darkness on to other people..because they dont know what else to do with it. They wonder why noone responds well to it. Noone likes darkess, most people have enough of it already, they certainly dont want or need anyone elses.
This is a huge problem in our world today..and we need every single person that can see that to open up to the light, let go of previous hangups and live for the now..not for yesterday. I urge everyone to try to be nicer to each other from now on..this is somethign we can ALL be working towards. Better to pass on a little light on a dark day than add another cloud to the sky.
We ALL go there at times..we are all human..we are all aspects of the great polarity..we are all capable of regretable things..thing we later wish we could go back on and do differently..we all have tendencies..we are ALL human.
Paradoxically, I am completely beside myself right now. I am dumbfounded at how ANYONE can project hated and negativity after working so closely with DMT. How anyone cannot see that we most certainly ARE ALL ONE.. How anyone can not CHOOSE to LOVE every other single soul on this planet, and want to make every single effort they can to be the most accepting and encouraging individual they can possabily be..
This is it folks..you get one go from where I am standing..thats the now..the present..and there is NOTHING like it..forget yesterday and stop worrying about tommorow..who said what then and who might do what later..be present..be here..
All you have is life..and that is precious..this thing we are all doing..this dance....that is sacred. Life a gift..to be alive is the greatest aventure of all. Live it up. We came from love, we came from light..we are love..and we are light..anyone of you can shine if you choose to flick that switch.
Ive heard all the excuses..Ive even used them myself..so I know them as such when I call them as such..it seems too easy to hate and soo difficult to love at times..but it's not..stop looking people..you dont look for something like this. You just realize it. You realize that its always there..it always was and it always will be. Life is one huge freaking mystery, life is wonderful..full of awe..Love isnt going anywhere..its all around, you just have to stop looking for it and wake up and SEE..dont take my word for it, see for yourself.
Life is magic. To be alive is magic. love is magic. Magic is real. YOU are magic.. Some just forgot that THEY are a part of that magic and instead began searching externally for validation of something of which existance itself is the validation.
...
These last 2 weeks I have been busy. Ive had 2 extremely beautiful and entirely magical experiences with the mushrooms, one light recalibration session with ayahuasca off in the beautiful BC rainforest, another very light mushroom experience at a shpongle show and 3 amazing changa experiences over the last 3 days. I feel as full of life as ever..I dont feel deluded or disillusioned. Only ecstatic and hopeful for every single being on this planet.
I dont know how anyone can smoke DMT and not "get that memo"..I saw tha sign post cleary and I know damn well where it is that I am going. It is these experienes that pave the way for me, showing me where it is that I want to go. It's all or nothing..I can move foreward in the present and be a part of the future I envision, or I can sit stagnant while knowing very well there are many others around the globe all coevolving that thing that I want to be a part of.. I will never in my life stop working with DMT and psilocin..the idea of continuing this path without these 2 allies isnt even computable. If that place isnt hinting at the future, than I dont know what is.
As I sat down today with my full dose of changa laoded into my pipe I kept that in mind..the knowledge that all I am doing is moving towards the place I want to be. I want to be the best me I can be. I want to move ahead..push it through into something new..something awakened.
As I took in those 2 gigantic hits there was no fear. Apprehension yes..fear or regret?.. not today. There was simply a welcomed vibration as I entered into something I knew had to be done. Golden spirals rained in on my parade of thought and I became a giant 3d fractal, a system somewhat akin to a scaffolding of tightly packed and intricate packets of information incoded in shimmering geometric symbols of light..bound together though love. I saw, oh yes I was seeing and I was remembering every other time I had seen, flashbacks of numerous high dose psilocin and DMT experiences pulsed through the databanks of my memory and I knew. I knew that that is how it really is. We really are love, and we really are light. Ego means nothing there.
Hate is an angle..hate is an illusion..a symptom of the human mind unrealized of the full expression of its beingness. Within the framework of the human mind fully realized, hate can only manifest as compassion..compassion for those that are so asleap that they themselves hate. Hatefull is a painful emotion for one to hold onto it..it wells up inside the individual and leaves them riddled with stress and frustration..they stray in hope of retribution and are inable to find peace..The peace that comes though compassion, understanding and acceptance. Everyone has an angle..everyone has their reason..forgive yourself for your angle and find the compassion to accept others angles.
I open my eyes..I think its over but its not even close.. I am shimmering..I am a giant crystaline hyperspacial diamond within a diamond within a diamond. My carpet is made of brilliantly colored spinnign jewels and the suns light, this sacred, cosmic necter of life is flowing through my open window, hitting my forehead and illuminating mandalic fractals streaming through my third eye..I open my mouth and this sound comes out of me..my body is vibrating with an astounding speed as I make this sound to match it..I watch in awe as the harmonics pour out of me into the air and the sonic waves undulate along the jeweled floor like ripples in a pond. This sets up interfearance patterns within the harmonics radiating through my body and dense pockets of dormant energy and identified, brocken up and pushed out of the body in burts of ecstatic, magical laughter...it went on that way for about 6 minutes..
This is what ecstacy and shamanic healing is all about. We are tuning forks..recievers cast out amidst a cosmic sea of vibration..good vibes.. bad vibes..heavy vibes, mellow vibes..we are exposed to them all, yet it is us that also make the choice as to which ones we choose to keep welled up inside of us. So many people keep those dense balls of stagnant energy welled up inside of them for so long..they grow and they grow, and along with them, so does the darkness..preaty soon everything is moving so damn slow that they are like rocks, nearly inpenatrable by the light.
People need to understand that every action is going to have a reaction. I see it all the time. People walk around holding onto all of this darkness..holding all of their problens deep inside of them..never accepting the present for the gift that it really is, never letting go of the imprints from the past..People walking around carrying bags of anger, trying relentlessly to pass that darkness on to other people..because they dont know what else to do with it. They wonder why noone responds well to it. Noone likes darkess, most people have enough of it already, they certainly dont want or need anyone elses.
This is a huge problem in our world today..and we need every single person that can see that to open up to the light, let go of previous hangups and live for the now..not for yesterday. I urge everyone to try to be nicer to each other from now on..this is somethign we can ALL be working towards. Better to pass on a little light on a dark day than add another cloud to the sky.
