Might be an odd question. But I've experienced a big change of how DMT works for me during the last 2,5 years of getting 'familiar' with it. And where I am now I don't feel much of the classic psychedelic effects at all, or only very briefly.
I some of you might have read in my posts I've been wondering what I'm doing different or how I've changed. I'm curious if any one of you have any insights
From what I gathered by reading is that it's not uncommon that long time users of inhaled DMT (but it seems different for long time ayahuasca users) to have changes in their experiences. Loosing the visuals seems to by quite common. I always use DMT together with rue in different amounts, sublingual or more often orally. I usually load 18-28mg DMT at a time in my Bat GVG and repeat the doses 3-5 times during a night.
My experiences the last year is not really psychedelic, not the fractal, colorful, visions of other realities. This used to be a treat but not the reason why I kept coming back, it was rather the state of mind, the expanded consciousness, the novel perspectives and insights, and the emotional connections I got. I can still experience some of that but it's surely in a different way.
What has been the trajectory is to more and more go into some kind of deep state of rest or dream (without images). I feel clearly 'drugged' and have to lay down and close my eyes. I feel positive in a way, like that myself get put aside for awhile. My longing, dreams, fears etc. But it also feels like another drug completely and that I almost is doing a dopamine releasing substance (but I don't have much experience of that).
So my question. Do any of you know what receptors that might be responsible for this change? It seems like DMT effectcs 5-HT2C and 5-HT2A (and 5-HT1A, 5-HT1B, 5-HT1D, 5-HT2B, 5-HT6, 5-HT7) receptors but that something has changed in me so that the usual effects don't happen. Something is clearly happening but perhaps only by some of the receptors?
But I've also had the recommendation to try DMT without any MAOI to see what would happen. SO this I did. I also did it by inspiration and quite spontaneous (as opposed to how I usually prepare me and my place for a DMT journey). A little high on cannabis I loaded 35mg in the GVG, metitated and put on some calm and nice music. And then tried to get it all in in one big inhale. I have large lungs so I usually manage.
It started a bit faster then with an MAOI but still not the strong visuals I remember. Bits of reality/my room where shifted or replaced but that was just in seconds before I had to lay down and close my eyes. Did not see anything visual but I got a strong notion of that reality re-started, and that it was done that on purpose of an 'upgrade' by an external force. That my decision to spontaneous trip was introduced from outside. But not in a controlling or bad way. I've had this feeling before, that my reality is only one of many and that there are some kind of 'external' process that chooses just the reality I experience.
Anyhow I re-dosed a few times ~35-40 mg and went into a deep state of.. .yes. Darkness and calm, in a intense way. Passed out or fell asleep after some time. Got up and made the bed for sleeping. Had a good night sleep.
I have some ideas on what is happening but it's not so much of the pharmacology. I suspect that after long time use of inhaled/vaped DMT my lungs do not absorb the molecules as before. This and that the mind/receptors are gotten used to it. The latest mushrooms trips has not been visual either (some stronger colors and light sensitivity) but 200 μg LSD made me experience them again.. (but not so strong).
Glad of any thoughts around this
I some of you might have read in my posts I've been wondering what I'm doing different or how I've changed. I'm curious if any one of you have any insights
From what I gathered by reading is that it's not uncommon that long time users of inhaled DMT (but it seems different for long time ayahuasca users) to have changes in their experiences. Loosing the visuals seems to by quite common. I always use DMT together with rue in different amounts, sublingual or more often orally. I usually load 18-28mg DMT at a time in my Bat GVG and repeat the doses 3-5 times during a night.
My experiences the last year is not really psychedelic, not the fractal, colorful, visions of other realities. This used to be a treat but not the reason why I kept coming back, it was rather the state of mind, the expanded consciousness, the novel perspectives and insights, and the emotional connections I got. I can still experience some of that but it's surely in a different way.
What has been the trajectory is to more and more go into some kind of deep state of rest or dream (without images). I feel clearly 'drugged' and have to lay down and close my eyes. I feel positive in a way, like that myself get put aside for awhile. My longing, dreams, fears etc. But it also feels like another drug completely and that I almost is doing a dopamine releasing substance (but I don't have much experience of that).
So my question. Do any of you know what receptors that might be responsible for this change? It seems like DMT effectcs 5-HT2C and 5-HT2A (and 5-HT1A, 5-HT1B, 5-HT1D, 5-HT2B, 5-HT6, 5-HT7) receptors but that something has changed in me so that the usual effects don't happen. Something is clearly happening but perhaps only by some of the receptors?
But I've also had the recommendation to try DMT without any MAOI to see what would happen. SO this I did. I also did it by inspiration and quite spontaneous (as opposed to how I usually prepare me and my place for a DMT journey). A little high on cannabis I loaded 35mg in the GVG, metitated and put on some calm and nice music. And then tried to get it all in in one big inhale. I have large lungs so I usually manage.
It started a bit faster then with an MAOI but still not the strong visuals I remember. Bits of reality/my room where shifted or replaced but that was just in seconds before I had to lay down and close my eyes. Did not see anything visual but I got a strong notion of that reality re-started, and that it was done that on purpose of an 'upgrade' by an external force. That my decision to spontaneous trip was introduced from outside. But not in a controlling or bad way. I've had this feeling before, that my reality is only one of many and that there are some kind of 'external' process that chooses just the reality I experience.
Anyhow I re-dosed a few times ~35-40 mg and went into a deep state of.. .yes. Darkness and calm, in a intense way. Passed out or fell asleep after some time. Got up and made the bed for sleeping. Had a good night sleep.
I have some ideas on what is happening but it's not so much of the pharmacology. I suspect that after long time use of inhaled/vaped DMT my lungs do not absorb the molecules as before. This and that the mind/receptors are gotten used to it. The latest mushrooms trips has not been visual either (some stronger colors and light sensitivity) but 200 μg LSD made me experience them again.. (but not so strong).
Glad of any thoughts around this

