Hey everyone I'm new to the forum and I have a gram of DMT and a half of shrooms and I've never used psychedelics before but I've been looking into them a lot especially around this forum and you guys got me really interested in trying them out but I was wondering which one I should do first or if it really matters at all because I don't want to do one or the other and not be ready for it you know? I'm not really afraid of doing them, I know not to be because it can mess with your adventure but as someone on here said I forget who "DMT isn't something you should fear but its power demands respect" (something like that). And that's pretty much how I feel towards it now. So I decided to ask the masters themselves (you guys) and see what all of your opinions on the matter are. By the way does it leave a smell in the room?
P.S. I have a really spiritual friend who I plan to do both of those things with encase that changes anything. I'm not a really spiritual person myself.
(Anyone who isn't interested in story time stop reading here because the first part is all I really need answered and I don't want to bored you
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This might seem a bit unrelated at first but bear with me. So I've been with this girl on and off for over 2 years now and in the two years I've been with her I have literally never once ever come close to understanding anything about her (deeper than just like easy things) and it really really bothers me because I mean I love her more than anything in the world and I want to understand her and because I get really paranoid because I can't figure out whether or not shes lying to me or cheating or something like that. Lastly because we go through these periods where she likes me less and less and then stops liking me (for the most part) and we'll stop talking for lets say 3 months and then she'll just have to see me on a certain really random day and things are back to normal. Well, right now were in one of those periods and they drive me insane and honestly maybe I'm just being blind and the answer to this last ones right in front of me but I really don't understand it.
I think one other strange thing I'll add is that were are literally exactly alike in every single way possible to the point where is just disturbing. Anything I eat or she eats and we enjoy we instantly go and share it with the other one a week later and we always have the same opinion on it. We both decided to go to an art show and we separated to test if we would pick the same pieces as the other one. Every single one we liked was the same and that's seriously not an exaggeration or anything.
And for any of you who know about the global conscious theory (everyone consciousnesses are linked together in some way) we are literally living proof of it. If I'm just laying around bored and decide to think really hard about her she'll text me or call me. If she gets sick I get a headache and its the same for her. My friend lives on the other side of her neighborhood and whenever I'm at his house (its a big neighborhood its not like she can see my car) she'll text me and ask me if I'm nearby. We call or text each other at the same time a lot, we both can say what the other one was going to say before the other one can (she can do it a lot better with me than I can with her) and I never need to explain anything she just knows.
We have all the same favorite everything's and the only differences we have is I think linearly when she things sporadically, shes Russian I'm not, she likes meeting knew people and is a little social butterfly when I'm not at all, I mean I'm smarter than the average bear but shes a full on complete genius I mean shes even got perfect pitch hearing I've seen her pick up any kind of instrument and just figure out play it in a couple minutes and I think shes one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met and I'm just some random average looking guy. Which I also don't get because I've seen the guys that talk to her and they're all stunning and yet shes in love with me and I'm not rich or anything either. I know that kind of thing happens sometimes but I mean the difference is pretty radical from me to her and good things don't typically happen to me. Bad luck follows me like I'm the only one its interested in. Shes also pretty much supernaturally lucky both her and her mom are but I have the feeling that it has something to do with her mom being a chakra healer/massage therapist. So as you can imagine its really frustrating that I can't figure her out when I'm in love with her and shes so much like me.
And to make it a little more annoying she figured me completely out within the first year. And before you ask why don't you just ask her a lot of deep personal things well I mean I have and I know a lot about her but I just cant figure out how she thinks or why she does the things she does or why the things that happen with her happen.
So the whole point of this long ramble was that I'm completely in love with her and she (as far as I know) loves me too, but I feel like until I figure out how to fix this loop of us being really really close and then her suddenly needing to be away from me things are never going to progress farther than they already have and its really painful to be away from her for such a long time I miss her a lot. And I really want things to progress because honestly I need to wait a little longer to know for sure but I think I might want to marry her but that'll be a during a more financially sound portion of my life (college isn't cheap
) I just think shes perfect for me but don't get me wrong there are a ton of really strange problems I haven't mentioned but I can see the potential in being with her making me happier than anything else ever has. I mean falling in love with her changed my entire philosophy on life and its not like shes the first person I've ever had feelings for.
But what I think is causing all these problems is something happened to her as a child (she shows a lot of signs of emotional damage and gives off a lot of ques of a repressed memory or ies) and shes mentally scarred from it and its causing emotional damage but until I figure her out I cant figure out what it is or how to fix it. I don't know if she even knows it happened because its probably repressed but I feel like I have all the information and time spent with her to figure out whats wrong but I just can't in whatever mental state I'm in. Do you guys think because I've heard shrooms or DMT can sometimes help you answer questions or figure things out do you think if I made the whole point (mindset) of my shrooms or DMT adventure figuring that out that I'll be enlightened with the answer?
I'm only doing shrooms once and then the next time will be in a while so that'll be like a one and done thing, but if not this first DMT adventure the next one should I? Or should I just let all my forest fun with shrooms and indoor fun with DMT be started with an open mindset ready for whatever it wants to show or tell me and ended with that same open mindset?
Im open to all advise whether its DMT, shrooms, or relationship
thank you to anyone who reads this and to anyone who responds. Sorry its so long and personal! I told you it would be boring! I've asked a lot of people to help me try to figure out whats with her and maybe you guys will know. After reading so many things on this forum I just feel like your all so wise. I wonder how I'll be different after I've experienced some of the things you guys have. Hopefully for the better! Thank you everyone! I'm really looking forward to being apart of your community!
P.S. I have a really spiritual friend who I plan to do both of those things with encase that changes anything. I'm not a really spiritual person myself.
(Anyone who isn't interested in story time stop reading here because the first part is all I really need answered and I don't want to bored you
)This might seem a bit unrelated at first but bear with me. So I've been with this girl on and off for over 2 years now and in the two years I've been with her I have literally never once ever come close to understanding anything about her (deeper than just like easy things) and it really really bothers me because I mean I love her more than anything in the world and I want to understand her and because I get really paranoid because I can't figure out whether or not shes lying to me or cheating or something like that. Lastly because we go through these periods where she likes me less and less and then stops liking me (for the most part) and we'll stop talking for lets say 3 months and then she'll just have to see me on a certain really random day and things are back to normal. Well, right now were in one of those periods and they drive me insane and honestly maybe I'm just being blind and the answer to this last ones right in front of me but I really don't understand it.
I think one other strange thing I'll add is that were are literally exactly alike in every single way possible to the point where is just disturbing. Anything I eat or she eats and we enjoy we instantly go and share it with the other one a week later and we always have the same opinion on it. We both decided to go to an art show and we separated to test if we would pick the same pieces as the other one. Every single one we liked was the same and that's seriously not an exaggeration or anything.
And for any of you who know about the global conscious theory (everyone consciousnesses are linked together in some way) we are literally living proof of it. If I'm just laying around bored and decide to think really hard about her she'll text me or call me. If she gets sick I get a headache and its the same for her. My friend lives on the other side of her neighborhood and whenever I'm at his house (its a big neighborhood its not like she can see my car) she'll text me and ask me if I'm nearby. We call or text each other at the same time a lot, we both can say what the other one was going to say before the other one can (she can do it a lot better with me than I can with her) and I never need to explain anything she just knows.
We have all the same favorite everything's and the only differences we have is I think linearly when she things sporadically, shes Russian I'm not, she likes meeting knew people and is a little social butterfly when I'm not at all, I mean I'm smarter than the average bear but shes a full on complete genius I mean shes even got perfect pitch hearing I've seen her pick up any kind of instrument and just figure out play it in a couple minutes and I think shes one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met and I'm just some random average looking guy. Which I also don't get because I've seen the guys that talk to her and they're all stunning and yet shes in love with me and I'm not rich or anything either. I know that kind of thing happens sometimes but I mean the difference is pretty radical from me to her and good things don't typically happen to me. Bad luck follows me like I'm the only one its interested in. Shes also pretty much supernaturally lucky both her and her mom are but I have the feeling that it has something to do with her mom being a chakra healer/massage therapist. So as you can imagine its really frustrating that I can't figure her out when I'm in love with her and shes so much like me.
And to make it a little more annoying she figured me completely out within the first year. And before you ask why don't you just ask her a lot of deep personal things well I mean I have and I know a lot about her but I just cant figure out how she thinks or why she does the things she does or why the things that happen with her happen.
So the whole point of this long ramble was that I'm completely in love with her and she (as far as I know) loves me too, but I feel like until I figure out how to fix this loop of us being really really close and then her suddenly needing to be away from me things are never going to progress farther than they already have and its really painful to be away from her for such a long time I miss her a lot. And I really want things to progress because honestly I need to wait a little longer to know for sure but I think I might want to marry her but that'll be a during a more financially sound portion of my life (college isn't cheap
) I just think shes perfect for me but don't get me wrong there are a ton of really strange problems I haven't mentioned but I can see the potential in being with her making me happier than anything else ever has. I mean falling in love with her changed my entire philosophy on life and its not like shes the first person I've ever had feelings for.But what I think is causing all these problems is something happened to her as a child (she shows a lot of signs of emotional damage and gives off a lot of ques of a repressed memory or ies) and shes mentally scarred from it and its causing emotional damage but until I figure her out I cant figure out what it is or how to fix it. I don't know if she even knows it happened because its probably repressed but I feel like I have all the information and time spent with her to figure out whats wrong but I just can't in whatever mental state I'm in. Do you guys think because I've heard shrooms or DMT can sometimes help you answer questions or figure things out do you think if I made the whole point (mindset) of my shrooms or DMT adventure figuring that out that I'll be enlightened with the answer?
I'm only doing shrooms once and then the next time will be in a while so that'll be like a one and done thing, but if not this first DMT adventure the next one should I? Or should I just let all my forest fun with shrooms and indoor fun with DMT be started with an open mindset ready for whatever it wants to show or tell me and ended with that same open mindset?
Im open to all advise whether its DMT, shrooms, or relationship
thank you to anyone who reads this and to anyone who responds. Sorry its so long and personal! I told you it would be boring! I've asked a lot of people to help me try to figure out whats with her and maybe you guys will know. After reading so many things on this forum I just feel like your all so wise. I wonder how I'll be different after I've experienced some of the things you guys have. Hopefully for the better! Thank you everyone! I'm really looking forward to being apart of your community!
