GirlsHateMe said:
MDA may in fact release just as much serotonin as MDMA and thus give exactly the same euphoria. However, MDA does give hallucinations and is more of an entheogen, so you may not feel the euphoria so intense as with MDMA. I've had trips on pure MDA that had way more euphoria than any trip on MDMA though. The visuals are nice too!
MDA?
Man, it's been a long, long time for me... and that was only once, in 1978. Is this the same MDA that was then called, "Mellow Drug of America"? If so, it is much more psychedelic, in the traditional sense, than MDMA/Atom/Ecstasy. Like Evening Glory, I saw fractal patterns and felt all mellow, warm and melty. The two times I did MDMA, I didn't see such trippy visuals, although it blew the door to my heart chakra off the hinges!!! I was able to successfully astrally project on Ecstasy, unlike with Salvia Divinorum, but the experience lacked the ego death that accompanies other psychedelics (Mescaline, LSD-25, DMT) and therefore, no integration with the Void.
That being said, the first time on X, I really couldn't tell who I was (as a separate individual), in a group of four good friends. As I was starting to peak on the X I lifted out of my physical body. I was floating at the top of the room, just above our four bodies and bumping against the ceiling, yet could not recognize which one was my physical shell. It really seemed unimportant at the time, since I was enjoying the weightlessness of my out of body experience. I vividly recall seeing the four seated humans sitting in a near-perfect square, cross-legged on the floor. I could see lines of electric energy connecting each of the bodies and rising to meet at the point I was buoyantly hovering. The energy pattern was buzzing with intensity. It was a 7 foot square pyramid of laser rays (kind of, sort of?) and at the apex of the pyramid, was the
ALL KNOWING EYE. You know, like on the back of a dollar bill? I became aware that I was the
EYE and that I was the
I of each of the people sitting on the floor.
It was interesting, intoxicating and most euphoric... yet, not exactly ego death, in the strictest sense of the term. Still, it was a beautiful experience and I will never forget the unbound bliss. MDA seemed a touch closer to a mescaline high but not quite as transcendental. the two chemicals, MDA and MDMA, seem like relatives but distinct (as I recall). Even so, journeying with Atom (what we used to call MDMA in the early eighties, when it was still legal), I remember being able to astrally project in a translucent and ethereal embryonic light-body. Now, great as that is, I did not merge with the ultimate level (like a full break-through experience). self was shifted to another plane but not completely shattered into nothingness. That being said, the
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE... was intoxicating beyond the scope of words. In fact, both times I felt like I was a character in that Beatles tune, ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE. :d
I wouldn't presuppose to know for a certainty... but I don't personally believe ecstasy can reveal the Grid or open the Crown chakra (chrysanthemum). Am I mistaken about this? If so, please enlighten me. neither Lady Salvia doesn't have this power nor THC (back when you could still find it), so I was wondering if anyone of our esteemed community has had such an experience with MDMA? You know, total union with God? Can MDA do the trick? I honestly don't quite recall, myself. I know that tryptamines and phenethylamines do, that's for sure!!! :shock:
Peace, love and Light