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Whenever I break through, I don't remember it

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TimePantry

TimePantry

It's a field.
Coming back from wherever I go is pretty cool. Imagine a dimension where the space between particles in an atom is in a smaller ratio, so in order to return to your own reality, you have to, uh, puff back out. Sort of like deep sea diving. I can actually feel this happening to my body, in tiny increments, as I return. I have also been places where the relationship between particles is on a plane or at an angle that we as humans can't really conceive, so that the incremental adjustment to my own reality is considerably weird. One time I was pretty sure I had to wade back through quantum foam. (ugh! there are big Dune-type worms in there.)

But the actual experience of being wherever I go is gone. Sometimes I have the experience of having the awareness of a whole frame of reference, a whole situation, a whole gestalt, and hearing myself saying, "I won't remember this" to the others I am with there, and that's the only thing in my head when I come back.

Does anyone else have this problem?
 
TimePantry said:
...the actual experience of being wherever I go is gone. Sometimes I have the experience of having the awareness of a whole frame of reference, a whole situation, a whole gestalt, and hearing myself saying, "I won't remember this" to the others I am with there, and that's the only thing in my head when I come back.

Does anyone else have this problem?
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Maybe you smoked yourself unconscious with a high dose?

In my own experiences I have found my whole being lost into the universe at times. So I can relate to what you are saying. I very much felt like I was no longer the being that I am now. I felt limitless and full of potentiality to experience anything I wanted to create. I would not remember any visuals or anything tangible, I would only remember feeling.

Who knows? Maybe if you remember certain experiences your head will explode. lol I have found myself returning to this state of being more and more frequently. I see less and less and feel more and more. Very odd to say the least. I think DMT knows exactly what to show you or not show you, enable to promote growth and evolution of your consciousness.

I find myself imagining where I was. I really felt as though I was this other being. Like it chose to be me, experience me. I was this being and it was me. I really feel like this human experience I am having called life has happened before and will again. It chooses to experience us. Picks us off a bookshelf and reads us. Puts us in the DVD player and presses play. Or plays us like a video game. If I am chosen by this being and this being is me then I can just relax and know that this life is exactly as it should be in every way. I can let go of the need to control and drop the worry. I can just watch it go by knowing this was a chosen experience.

I am blabbing a bit, my apologies. I think about this kind of stuff often lately. It is empowering to feel like everything is perfect. No need to do anything. It will unfold all on it's own. Just enjoy the ride.

Peace.
 
For something to stick in long term memory your brain has to rehearse it in some way. As the nature of an intense breakthrough is so quick with profound vision after next occurring rapidly, you don't always get the chance.
 
DmnStr8: Funny you should say that. I often think that a life experience could be like a carnival ride: You step into the booth, into the VR environment, and live a whole other life in an hour's time. This could be either figuratively, in a spiritual way, or literally, in a technologically advanced future.

Things like the growing group of physicists who are compiling data which seems to suggest that our universe may be a virtual environment or a simulation certainly do nothing to refute that feeling. :d

If my life was in fact a video game stored in some other being's media library, that would present the distinct possibility of getting do-overs at some point. Awesome! (when I was a kid, I resolved to live in such a way as to have no regrets, but life can screw up even your best intentions.)
 
Personally to me a breakthrough is CTRL+ALT+DELETE... It's often necessary. But on occasion you will bring something back and hells yes it's worth it :)

Generally for I fly fully RIMA'd
 
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