Welcome New member it is very nice to have you.

one thing as for the ADD thing, i am sure we all have it to an extent.

Your read was great, It really sounds like you have been living the experience. I would truly love to hear some reports from you sometime soon.

I find you have some good energy and wisdom, I like the fact that you show respect and that your intentions are not all set on breaking through. And yes Vivid Dreams are great, What about lucid dreaming, do you have some practice or exp in that area.

I can say you have found the right place, i am sure you will find at least one person that relates to your experience, The nexus is a large place, i think you will find it is very nice.  Peace for now, see you around the forum.