Welcome XoDys,

Don't be sorry about the long intro, we appreciate it, it helps us get familiar with you, which is the whole point of the introduction essay, so thanks!

I remember when I was a kid I also had a similar experience. For a while it felt like people were all playing a game on me or something, and I was in some kind of simulation. I'm sure Jim Carrey's Truman Show didn't help! (I practically idolized that guy as a child...haha)

You have come to the right place for knowledge and discussion in regards to the entheogens that you are curious about.

Check out the visual DMT diagram, the FAQ, and the Wiki for loads of information! If you have any questions, also, do not hesitate to ask. We are here to help.

Lovely having you here, looking forward to discussing more with you in the future. Peace!