arcanum
Rising Star
Setting. Evening, alone, sitting in a relaxer chair.
Method . GVG. 30mg Spice( and unvaped residue in the pipe, from a previous trial)
Managed 2 hits, last one was spot on and the ticket to hyperspace.
I'm thinking, "ooops", I've over done it this time, as I'm propeled forward at great speed into the blackness, silver polygons appear all around me, then a further propulsion forward as I look up to an astoundingly beautifull patterned disc or dome, Colours of Lapis-lazuli, intrictley etched and traced with gold and amber linear bars. Now remebering back to my previous breakthrough I was expecting at any moment a rush of friendly entities to come froward to meet me." Not this time friend," is the feeling I'm getting ,as I become acutely aware the the disc above me is just the roof of a small capsule I'm being held in., sort of ante-chamber for unanounced visitors. However a single entity appeared to me inside this chamber. best described as a cross between a cosmic mosquito and a humming bird, about half my size and made out of pink and violet"plasma light": It seems to be scanning me up and down, doing some sort of analysis,
I can physically feel it's scanning action,, right to my very core. In short shrift it knows all about me, physically and emotionaly. Then I sense what it's going to do, yes it's going to stab me somewhere with that tubular beak, "Oh Jesus help me" I mutter, the entity responds telepathicaly, Jesus? " why he can't help you here!" ( this made my despair even worse) However I even convey to this entity that he can indeed help. Oh? it replies. I resign myself to the fact that I'm getting stabbed by the mosquito entity, and yes within a micro second it jabs that tube beak into my head , Bam! I explode into hundreds of component pieces, not physically, but my "spirit" so to speak, all these pieces slowly come floating down like confeti thrown out of a window.
To my absolute amazement ( and relief) I feel esctatic, euphoric, liberated, absolute bliss pervades every atom of me, as the peak of the trip begins to subside I begin to sense my real body sitting in my room, but still holding on to that wonderful feeling. I sat there for at least fifteen minutes , occasionally laughing quietly (and gratefully) at how the trip had turned from a sense growing despair to one of pure bliss.
Conclusion.
I will never again enter this realm thinking that I can take up from where I left it last time.
I will never again assume I can offer the inhabitants of that world anything intellectual, other than an abiding faith in universal love.
Method . GVG. 30mg Spice( and unvaped residue in the pipe, from a previous trial)
Managed 2 hits, last one was spot on and the ticket to hyperspace.
I'm thinking, "ooops", I've over done it this time, as I'm propeled forward at great speed into the blackness, silver polygons appear all around me, then a further propulsion forward as I look up to an astoundingly beautifull patterned disc or dome, Colours of Lapis-lazuli, intrictley etched and traced with gold and amber linear bars. Now remebering back to my previous breakthrough I was expecting at any moment a rush of friendly entities to come froward to meet me." Not this time friend," is the feeling I'm getting ,as I become acutely aware the the disc above me is just the roof of a small capsule I'm being held in., sort of ante-chamber for unanounced visitors. However a single entity appeared to me inside this chamber. best described as a cross between a cosmic mosquito and a humming bird, about half my size and made out of pink and violet"plasma light": It seems to be scanning me up and down, doing some sort of analysis,
I can physically feel it's scanning action,, right to my very core. In short shrift it knows all about me, physically and emotionaly. Then I sense what it's going to do, yes it's going to stab me somewhere with that tubular beak, "Oh Jesus help me" I mutter, the entity responds telepathicaly, Jesus? " why he can't help you here!" ( this made my despair even worse) However I even convey to this entity that he can indeed help. Oh? it replies. I resign myself to the fact that I'm getting stabbed by the mosquito entity, and yes within a micro second it jabs that tube beak into my head , Bam! I explode into hundreds of component pieces, not physically, but my "spirit" so to speak, all these pieces slowly come floating down like confeti thrown out of a window.
To my absolute amazement ( and relief) I feel esctatic, euphoric, liberated, absolute bliss pervades every atom of me, as the peak of the trip begins to subside I begin to sense my real body sitting in my room, but still holding on to that wonderful feeling. I sat there for at least fifteen minutes , occasionally laughing quietly (and gratefully) at how the trip had turned from a sense growing despair to one of pure bliss.
Conclusion.
I will never again enter this realm thinking that I can take up from where I left it last time.
I will never again assume I can offer the inhabitants of that world anything intellectual, other than an abiding faith in universal love.
