Wonderland...

[Skye Bird]

G'day psychonauts...

I'm a 33yr old mother of a 6yr old boy. I haven't done mushies in 8yrs or acid in 16yrs. I don't even smoke pot. Am up for the odd social synthetic drug but not very often, though i do enjoy a drink. However, i've never been opposed to drugs. Recently a good mate offered me DMT 2wks ago and it fucking blew my mind in ways that i cannot express. Have done it a few times since and all i can say is that it is like nothing of this world, nothing. Very keen to do some more for pure cosmic (inner and outer) research.

I have been on some kind of seeking/spiritual path for as long as i can remember. From the intense research i've been doing on DMT since my first DMT experience i just cannot wait to get back inside it and zoom down that out-of-this-world worm hole.

My first impression, and knowing, was that i am NOT my body and that fear is an illusion. The realisation of this filled me with such joy and wondour and awe. I didn't break through to the level of meeting with other entities as i believe i wasn't sober enough. Each time (around six) i've done it, i'd had a few drinks to work up the courage. But with my subsequent further research i am less anxious and ready to go there again without any such aids.

I, like you, i am sure, am filled with such awe and curiosity. Pure. Real. Real. Real.

My first post here was in relation to the band Tool and DMT. Thoughts?

"Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. Herein lies the peace of God". A Course In Miracles.

 

[arcanum]

Madame,
When I was your age, looking into the eyes of my 3 year old son was all the spiritual guidance I'd need for many years.
I believe nature makes it like this, we are the loving custodians of the vunerable. Anything that gets in the way of this natural order can be
perilous for ourselves and those we love.

The echanting thing about dmt ( and other entheogens) is that they are waiting and ready for you long after fulfilling lifes basic obligations.

 

[blacklist666]

Thoughts references everything you said including Tool and DMT I assume. Tool seems to have symbolism in their music and videos that reminded me of methamphetamine addiction, or self inflicted mental denigration, suffering, and turmoil however somebody posted a you-tube video with Joe Rogan's audio transcript played over top of a tool song, and allot of first timers who Google DMT and switch to "Videos" come across that video so I've heard from people in real life.

"Very keen to do some more for pure cosmic (inner and outer) research."

Check out my trip report for my insights: First Time Experience As Introductive Essay - Introduction Essay - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
Perhaps my report resonates with you. Everyone's different.

"I have been on some kind of seeking/spiritual path for as long as i can remember."

So have I, and DMT has kind of caused me to re-examine things completely. I think it is a stepping stone in that if you have to be x high to ride (18 years old or older j/k) & when you do, you realize there's a whole other world waiting right inside your brain.

"From the intense research i've been doing on DMT since my first DMT experience i just cannot wait to get back inside it and zoom down that out-of-this-world worm hole."

Now the question is: How will you go about doing that?

I would recommend explore more. Learn extraction. =) I wonder how much of the trip can be used for things other than shifting / exploring consciousness.
There was a brief moment where I thought I was going to die, and then I realized this feeling that conveyed the message that somehow my mind is invincible. That did it for me as far as the fear and doubt stuff. If it weren't for the fact I knew what I was putting in my body before hand with tons of research, I wouldn't have been so calm about the whole thing. The fact that my friends just proposed me one day kind of knocked me back! & What got me more was that I accepted unhesitatingly & am glad that I did!

 

[DMTripper]

.....My first impression, and knowing, was that i am NOT my body and that fear is an illusion. The realisation of this filled me with such joy and wondour and awe.

Good lesson
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