elofer said:
I had a roomate once who bragged and bragged about how much acid he had taken, he thought that he must have done it over 100 times..heheh
then one day I simply asked him:
"so what did you learn from taking so much?"
I learned that we are all one, I merged with the godhead. We had the classic Is-IsNot-isNeither experience. There was me, Positive, My partner, Negative, And this empty void which had to exist for either of us to exist. We were all that was. It was incredible, absoloutely a 5/5 and more on the intensity scale.
I outran reality, I overcame the illusion of time. I experienced "the process of life" from numerous different viewpoints. Everything is in motion, constantly. I experienced being micronanimeteres across, a singular point of consiousness the size of a proton, with my partner as the antiproton. we were just spheres with our faces on. everything was wild.
I think I went as deep as you can go, and I remember on the way out, sealing the door and appologising profusely to her, "its only temperory, its only temperory..." as I now understand with everything, the nature of the tau. EVERYTHING is temperory. I replaced the last tiny tiny stitch of reality and stitched it back in place.
there is NOTHING except YOU. You are all that is. Even my partner eventually became a thing that I had willed into existance, or created somehow, I went that tiny snip higher than her. She was and IS beautiful, but yet she is not everything.
I explored all the contradictions, the all of everything. I went as far as you can possibly go. Everything became symbolic, symbols of symbols and so everything was represented. It was a complete and total inclusion of absoloutely everything.
I think acid trips let you go as far as you want to go. and I made sure that I went as far as I could possibly go.
But now,
Theres more.
Because thats what I learned. You never stop experiencing. You can never NOT
be. It is both a beautiful beautiful gift, and a terrible terrible curse. And then again, Everything is possible. So you can also not be. But, Then your being nothing, which is really something. You see?
THATS what acid showed me.
Im really not sure If I want to go there again. Do you blame me?