Welcome Red Cat! I was hooked reading your intro, easily one of the best in the nexus!

I find it fascinating and unusual (in a surprising, good way) that someone your age is willing to explore this path. As many of us here know, it can be very rewarding.

I'm sure I'm not alone when I say that the experiences these compounds help catalyze deserve to be experienced at least once by everyone willing to go through them, and given the certainty of your limited time (well, I guess all of us are on a clock..), I can only offer you my deepest sympathies and sincerely wish that you find what you're looking for.

It would be an honor to meet up, if by chance you are in Europe from April onwards, let me know!