Digi123
Rising Star
Hey all, hope you're all well
Ok, so last night I had a couple of very light trips, 2x 20mg, just sittin chillin in the living room, being peacefull and just pondering life, the universe & everything. Very nice
Then it was getting to bedtime so I packed a ~30mg and headed to bed. Instead of smoking it in 3-4 tokes as normal I decided I was just gonna hit it as fast as I could, lie back and just accept whatever happened. I took the first big toke from the bong, my bedroom begins to shimmer, second toke empties the bong, hold it, hold it, lie back and release.
As soon as I lay back I knew this was gonna be a rough ride, I remember thinking "can't I just go to sleep instead? "Nope, not gonna happen, you aint gettin outta this" my mind said to me. "Ok, let's just try and go with it" I thought.
The kaleidoscopic geometric patterns were pulsing and writhing within my mind with such intensity I thought for sure my mind would be broken.
Eventually I came to some awareness outside of the chaos and managed to open my eyes. Woa, gratefull that was over, glad to be straight again, now I can go to sleep... or so I thought...
I was lying in bed with the right side of my head on the pillow, looking towards the single lit tea-light I had on the bedside table. Suddenly I noticed that out of my right eye (which was the one very close to the pillow) that it seemed to be some sort of huuuuge void going down into the earth. The effect reminded me of having my head on its side in some water with my right eye submerged and my left eye above the surface. My left eye could see all around the room but it looked like I was looking through a fish eye lens. My right eye was looking down into the void. I started trying to get a better look into the void by turning my whole face into the pillow and trying to push my head down into the blackness. Then I suddenly thought to my self how strange I must look if someone was watching me right now, burying my face into the pillow, I snapped out of it and burst out laughing
Surely I'm back to 'normality' now? Yes, everything looks normal, ok I'm good.
Suddenly my cat (real cat ) jumped up on the bed near my feet and started to walk up towards my head. As she came closer she began to become more furry and to grow in size, her coat shifting from colour to colour, her face and body morphing between different beasts, some reminded me of bears, lions, tigers, panthers and others that were completely alien to me. At first I was terrified! This HUGE beast was stalking up my bed towards my face! I closed my eyes for a moment, wishing it would go away, then I opened them again, looked at this spectacular transforming animal in front of me and couldn't help but stare in sheer awe and feel a great sense of love for this creature(s). It almost felt as if I was looking at different forms of the spirit of the cat, or possibly some of her past lives (maybe it was, maybe it wasn't).
After watching the cat for a while I looked down at my arms and realised they were becomming hairier and thicker, I was turning into some sort of hairy animal! Like a werewolf, though it felt more like a werecat rather than a canine of any kind. This only lasted a moment or two then all of the visuals began to wear off.
It's amazing how realistic it all seemed at the time, when the cat was standing near me, grown to 10 times her normal size I reached waaay up and started stroking her back, I could feel all of the fur and everything, to me it seemed like I had to reach half way to the ceiling to reach her back, she was huge, beautiful, terrifying and truely awe-inspiring!
Ok, so last night I had a couple of very light trips, 2x 20mg, just sittin chillin in the living room, being peacefull and just pondering life, the universe & everything. Very nice
Then it was getting to bedtime so I packed a ~30mg and headed to bed. Instead of smoking it in 3-4 tokes as normal I decided I was just gonna hit it as fast as I could, lie back and just accept whatever happened. I took the first big toke from the bong, my bedroom begins to shimmer, second toke empties the bong, hold it, hold it, lie back and release.
As soon as I lay back I knew this was gonna be a rough ride, I remember thinking "can't I just go to sleep instead? "Nope, not gonna happen, you aint gettin outta this" my mind said to me. "Ok, let's just try and go with it" I thought.
The kaleidoscopic geometric patterns were pulsing and writhing within my mind with such intensity I thought for sure my mind would be broken.
Eventually I came to some awareness outside of the chaos and managed to open my eyes. Woa, gratefull that was over, glad to be straight again, now I can go to sleep... or so I thought...
I was lying in bed with the right side of my head on the pillow, looking towards the single lit tea-light I had on the bedside table. Suddenly I noticed that out of my right eye (which was the one very close to the pillow) that it seemed to be some sort of huuuuge void going down into the earth. The effect reminded me of having my head on its side in some water with my right eye submerged and my left eye above the surface. My left eye could see all around the room but it looked like I was looking through a fish eye lens. My right eye was looking down into the void. I started trying to get a better look into the void by turning my whole face into the pillow and trying to push my head down into the blackness. Then I suddenly thought to my self how strange I must look if someone was watching me right now, burying my face into the pillow, I snapped out of it and burst out laughing
Surely I'm back to 'normality' now? Yes, everything looks normal, ok I'm good.
Suddenly my cat (real cat ) jumped up on the bed near my feet and started to walk up towards my head. As she came closer she began to become more furry and to grow in size, her coat shifting from colour to colour, her face and body morphing between different beasts, some reminded me of bears, lions, tigers, panthers and others that were completely alien to me. At first I was terrified! This HUGE beast was stalking up my bed towards my face! I closed my eyes for a moment, wishing it would go away, then I opened them again, looked at this spectacular transforming animal in front of me and couldn't help but stare in sheer awe and feel a great sense of love for this creature(s). It almost felt as if I was looking at different forms of the spirit of the cat, or possibly some of her past lives (maybe it was, maybe it wasn't).
After watching the cat for a while I looked down at my arms and realised they were becomming hairier and thicker, I was turning into some sort of hairy animal! Like a werewolf, though it felt more like a werecat rather than a canine of any kind. This only lasted a moment or two then all of the visuals began to wear off.
It's amazing how realistic it all seemed at the time, when the cat was standing near me, grown to 10 times her normal size I reached waaay up and started stroking her back, I could feel all of the fur and everything, to me it seemed like I had to reach half way to the ceiling to reach her back, she was huge, beautiful, terrifying and truely awe-inspiring!