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Had a very similar experience with 5-Meo-Dmt. Basically like you said, didn't want to die like that on a drug that I accidentally did too much of. I found myself making bargaining plea's with god or anything else that would listen! :lol:

never had that with NN-DMT though (thankfully) I only ever find an overwhelming feeling of awe and love.

Keep safe. :d
 
man....sounds gnarly my fellow astralnaut!! but i have to wonder-if you were able to get up and pace around....when SWIM breaks through he has no concept of a body or any such construct...he's not even "he"....to anyone in the matrix watching, SWIM would look like a gape-mouthed idiot...drooling on himself in awe....completely unable to even know what "walk" meant, let alone be able to operate that clumsy meat-sack called a body!
SWIM has found that his mantra before blasting off is ALWAYS: surrender completely. all is love. meet everything with love... i'm glad you're back s8, congrats on the big lessons learned!


love and gratitude!
 
antrocles said:
but i have to wonder-if you were able to get up and pace around....when SWIM breaks through he has no concept of a body or any such construct
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SWIM smoked too much once, and after the initial rush he found himself wandering around his flat as if in the wilderness, completely confused, with lizard spirits swimming in the floor etc. But when he smokes a more sensible amount his body seems to want to stay put!
 
Those are my favorite trips, when one comes back with the overwhelming joy of just being alive. Life is so good, and lucky are we that can touch it in this way
 
im glad you have experienced this,
the spectrum of your psychedelic understanding has vastly deepened. the beauty around the experience we call life is far to valuable to surrender to abuse to ourself and others.
Indole psychedelics seem to teach love, often misunderstood.

excuse the mystic attitude, ill be regretting this format latter... :O
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had a very simmiliar experience, many times )+))+)
 
s8championjgh said:
SWIM is in love..
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SWIM knows that feeling, it's amazing isn't it! That's the revelation that changed his life when he first smoked it... a revelation of pure emotion. Love, awe, humility, peace, gratitude. It corrected him instantly of all his psychological problems.
You've really made him look forward to his next voyage :)
 
That often happens to me. I get cocky about my dose and load a phat ass bowl. Next thing I know I'm experiencing the impossible making me think I'm dying. Then I come down back to this world and say to myself "I've forgoten the power of dmt, i've underestimated it since my last breakthrough but I wont forget this time." only to repeat the process in time. But thats not nesisarily a bad thing.
 
Haha. Yeah you know it's going to be intense but you can't really grasp the intensity when sober, then you go again and immediately think "Uhoh, I've done it now!" as the DMTscape unfolds before your eyes...
 
s8championjgh said:
.......Anyway, here swim is, just thinking what just happened to him. He remembers being over welmed. At the time, he wanted it to end. All he could think of is not dying. He didn't want to die like this. He didn't want to die of an overdose. He thought of how much this would disappoint his parents. It was truly frightening. Very humbling. .............. SWIM did that and had his first break through; and honestly, was not prepared for it.
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To fully enjoy what DMT has to offer you need to be ready to die. Fear of dying makes people forcefully fight the experience. And the best experiences come when you think you're dead and just go with it. Just let go. You're going to die someday anyways :p
 
DMTripper said:
To fully enjoy what DMT has to offer you need to be ready to die. Fear of dying makes people forcefully fight the experience. And the best experiences come when you think you're dead and just go with it. Just let go. You're going to die someday anyways :p
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Does the body breathe automatically when you're on a really strong trip? Many people seem to have breathing concerns.
 
I have learned to remind myself immediately before beginning a trip that my body knows what it's doing and it will be OK while my mind is 'out there'. I believe my body knows fully well how to breathe. I don't need to instruct it to do so during normal operation, and I don't need to during a DMT experience. Trips where I've had the thought that my breathing was all fucked up, a sitter said that my breathing was very normal during the trip, maybe a bit sped up, or deeper breaths, but nothing to be concerned about.

And to the OP: Please buy a scale. My first scale cost me under $30 on ebay, and surprisingly, it is very accurate and weighs compounds out to be VERY close to my acculab vic-123 which cost me MUCH more than the ebay scale.
 
ohayoco said:
DMTripper said:
To fully enjoy what DMT has to offer you need to be ready to die. Fear of dying makes people forcefully fight the experience. And the best experiences come when you think you're dead and just go with it. Just let go. You're going to die someday anyways :p
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Does the body breathe automatically when you're on a really strong trip? Many people seem to have breathing concerns.
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Yes I think it's just like when you're sleeping.
 
your awesome description of this experience made me shudder. I come back absolutely shaking and speechless, and holding my head. And then I look and see the pipe, and I'm like "I'm alive! It was DMT!"
 
Spock's Brain said:
your awesome description of this experience made me shudder. I come back absolutely shaking and speechless, and holding my head. And then I look and see the pipe, and I'm like "I'm alive! It was DMT!"
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I'm usually something like this:
"Hey I have a body! Oh ok this place, so I'm back to this life, now I remember"
 
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