so i smoked some spice,
i closed my eyes as the room got all jumbled up and the music was turned to silence.
i approached a bright white light and was zapped right through.
on the other side was a constantly morphing geometric shape much like a hypercube mixed with a 3d star of david. (2 pyramids one up one down overlayed)
my memory is quite fuzzy i may have inhaled too much in retrospect because i remember going into light and coming out but not while i was there. more dosage experimentation will confirm or disprove this hypothesis.
i learned here that you cant really focus yourself onto anything i felt presences and while i tried to "see" them stuff was taken down a notch. The best way to "see" was to just be. I remembered a guided meditation i once had and tried to remind myself that "this is what i was looking for this is what i want" i let go of thoughts as they came and observed.
"what should we do with him?"
"unintelligible" response.
anyways i remember yawning and the entities were upset with this. i was kicked out and i opened my eyes only to not really be able to recognize my room at all, i closed them again and observed Purple and blue light tentacls swirling and pulling on me but getting ever thinner. I then became aware of music once more and sat up. I looked over at my sitter, lol who fell asleep. i was gone for about 8 minutes at least.
i have to get a scale to measure doses....
or i could measuer out a gram and cut it 20 times. but i would loose some.
anyways when i have my first obvious breakthrough as the experienced members say it will be it should shed light on this experience.
i closed my eyes as the room got all jumbled up and the music was turned to silence.
i approached a bright white light and was zapped right through.
on the other side was a constantly morphing geometric shape much like a hypercube mixed with a 3d star of david. (2 pyramids one up one down overlayed)
my memory is quite fuzzy i may have inhaled too much in retrospect because i remember going into light and coming out but not while i was there. more dosage experimentation will confirm or disprove this hypothesis.
i learned here that you cant really focus yourself onto anything i felt presences and while i tried to "see" them stuff was taken down a notch. The best way to "see" was to just be. I remembered a guided meditation i once had and tried to remind myself that "this is what i was looking for this is what i want" i let go of thoughts as they came and observed.
"what should we do with him?"
"unintelligible" response.
anyways i remember yawning and the entities were upset with this. i was kicked out and i opened my eyes only to not really be able to recognize my room at all, i closed them again and observed Purple and blue light tentacls swirling and pulling on me but getting ever thinner. I then became aware of music once more and sat up. I looked over at my sitter, lol who fell asleep. i was gone for about 8 minutes at least.
i have to get a scale to measure doses....
or i could measuer out a gram and cut it 20 times. but i would loose some.
anyways when i have my first obvious breakthrough as the experienced members say it will be it should shed light on this experience.