I was ki. Somehow the ibogaine was resent to me.  I am so sorry. The world is a jigsaw and while I am different from normal people I need to get along with you.  We need to care for each other.

A1pha, I insulted you as a dude. I'm so sorry.

I am so sorry for talking smack. I wish I could look you in the eyes and tell you how sorry I am.

These days I feel a connection to my fellow human beings.  I try to make the effort to smile and be friendly and genuine.  Its a good way to make friends.

Trav, I won't let you down. Thank-you

You want me to explain my psychosis.  Well while I was waiting for my anti-psychotics to wear off for the first lot of ibogaine it fed on my ego like a little pink cup cake.  After I got conned out of $500 I got a "**** the world" egotistical attitude.  I have to watch what I say, I'm different.