Greetings my most esteemed colleagues!
I have known about DMT for many moons now but have just begun to explore the experience itself.
This may seem bizarre, but I don't enjoy DMT, my passion is in creating alchemically derived medicines. I have just learned SO much about the nature of human biology and the worlds biology by watching the DMT being created. The information just seems to flow directly from the DMT to my mind without me having to do anything but look at it. I feel like my ancestors must have dedicated their lives to the extraction of plant essences, because at this point everything I do revolves around chemistry. I WANT to be obsessed with chemistry.
Anyways, I've never had a breakthrough experience. The first time I ever tried to it smoke myself I had a very profound spiritual journey into an ancient civilization analogous to the Mayan or Azteca, where lots of short little three eyed savages danced and beat drums and ate each other, then I thought I saw some sort of afterlife, but there was no interaction at all between myself and the visuals. It was like watching a movie. But it was scary? And I felt very anxious the whole time. Also, it lasted for more than an hour and I have never been able to get back to that state of experience. Since then, I only achieve a body high when I smoke DMT, but I don't try very hard to "blast off". I DO want to experience hyperspace, I just don't know if I'm ready to risk another hour long nightmare trip just yet.
Smoking DMT that first time was probably the most difficult thing I have ever done, and I would like to think I have experienced some "real" life monsters that weren't anywhere near as scary as that first trip.
Oh yeah, I've been reading this forum for months, so if I ask a question that seems redundant, I'm not being a jackass, I literally read the shit out of everything that seemed relevant to me and didn't find the answer I needed.
Love ya, Chem.
I have known about DMT for many moons now but have just begun to explore the experience itself.
This may seem bizarre, but I don't enjoy DMT, my passion is in creating alchemically derived medicines. I have just learned SO much about the nature of human biology and the worlds biology by watching the DMT being created. The information just seems to flow directly from the DMT to my mind without me having to do anything but look at it. I feel like my ancestors must have dedicated their lives to the extraction of plant essences, because at this point everything I do revolves around chemistry. I WANT to be obsessed with chemistry.
Anyways, I've never had a breakthrough experience. The first time I ever tried to it smoke myself I had a very profound spiritual journey into an ancient civilization analogous to the Mayan or Azteca, where lots of short little three eyed savages danced and beat drums and ate each other, then I thought I saw some sort of afterlife, but there was no interaction at all between myself and the visuals. It was like watching a movie. But it was scary? And I felt very anxious the whole time. Also, it lasted for more than an hour and I have never been able to get back to that state of experience. Since then, I only achieve a body high when I smoke DMT, but I don't try very hard to "blast off". I DO want to experience hyperspace, I just don't know if I'm ready to risk another hour long nightmare trip just yet.
Smoking DMT that first time was probably the most difficult thing I have ever done, and I would like to think I have experienced some "real" life monsters that weren't anywhere near as scary as that first trip.
Oh yeah, I've been reading this forum for months, so if I ask a question that seems redundant, I'm not being a jackass, I literally read the shit out of everything that seemed relevant to me and didn't find the answer I needed.
Love ya, Chem.