BloodShotEyes
Rising Star
Hi, i decided to stop procrastinate and indroduce myself. And no, St.Pattys had nothing to do with that.
My name is Bloodshoteyes and i've been snooping around these forums for a couple of months now. Just searching for a better way, as always.
I really like this site because it does have a slightly different feel than most other sites out there. Probably because it takes more than just giving your e-mail and password to become a full member. Which, i can definetly respect.
Just a little bit about myself. I'm in my late twenties and i have been around the block so to speak. By that i mean i have seen different parts of the world, have seen the good, the bad, the ugly, and the grey of course. I prefer to keep a positive attitude and a state of mind even though i struggle with that sometimes. That is where ethonogens and such come in for me. I consider them to be very important for my existance as a positive human being. I also like exploring and pushing things to their limits which at times can be my worst enemy, myself that is.
I'm a recovering addict, however, my biggest addiction is life itself, that is the sole reason why i'm still here. I also do not see death as the end. With that being said, i like a lot of the views of people on this forum on this matter and such. I consider myself to be objective and an open minded person, so i'm always open to other peoples suggestions. And not blame others for their own opinions that could be different from mine.
My first true psychedelic experience came at the lowest point in my life, i was in the deepest hole at that time, as far as the mind goes that is. I was neck deep in my drug of choice and other external and internal issues that were surrounding me at that time. Something had to give, i knew that rehab would have not saved me from myself. That is when i tried San Pedro for the first time. The most beautiful experience of my life, should i say more.
I have revisited that place a few more times, however, each time it became more and more difficult as i'm one of those people that has developed a gag reflex for the tea unfortunately. On a good note though, through last year i have been lucky enough to indulge myself in some good ol' fashioned pure San Francisco sunshine if you catch my drift. I feel very lucky to have been able to experience that as there is a lot of bunk floating around. I had no idea stuff like that could even exist!
I really miss that sunshine, but still the tall green boi is my favorite. I have yet to try the spirit molecule, not in the near future but in due time. On the same note, my most intense psychedelic experience came from the most enexpected place, salvia. Having drank 3 malt liquers and eaten a bunch of kratom before hand, took a bowl of salvia and the most interesting thing happened. I died. The next 5 min was after the fact, basically life after death, also my life has flashed in front of my eyes after i already thought that i died. I fell to the floor and something was pulling me into the underground world, these creatures. I was half way between here and there when i started to regain consciousness. Afterwards, i felt like i was born again.
I would love to be a part of this community as it makes me feel that i'm not alone, when no one else around me understands my outlook on life and why i do the things that i do. Thank you for reading my rant
BloodShotEyes
My name is Bloodshoteyes and i've been snooping around these forums for a couple of months now. Just searching for a better way, as always.
I really like this site because it does have a slightly different feel than most other sites out there. Probably because it takes more than just giving your e-mail and password to become a full member. Which, i can definetly respect.
Just a little bit about myself. I'm in my late twenties and i have been around the block so to speak. By that i mean i have seen different parts of the world, have seen the good, the bad, the ugly, and the grey of course. I prefer to keep a positive attitude and a state of mind even though i struggle with that sometimes. That is where ethonogens and such come in for me. I consider them to be very important for my existance as a positive human being. I also like exploring and pushing things to their limits which at times can be my worst enemy, myself that is.
I'm a recovering addict, however, my biggest addiction is life itself, that is the sole reason why i'm still here. I also do not see death as the end. With that being said, i like a lot of the views of people on this forum on this matter and such. I consider myself to be objective and an open minded person, so i'm always open to other peoples suggestions. And not blame others for their own opinions that could be different from mine.
My first true psychedelic experience came at the lowest point in my life, i was in the deepest hole at that time, as far as the mind goes that is. I was neck deep in my drug of choice and other external and internal issues that were surrounding me at that time. Something had to give, i knew that rehab would have not saved me from myself. That is when i tried San Pedro for the first time. The most beautiful experience of my life, should i say more.
I have revisited that place a few more times, however, each time it became more and more difficult as i'm one of those people that has developed a gag reflex for the tea unfortunately. On a good note though, through last year i have been lucky enough to indulge myself in some good ol' fashioned pure San Francisco sunshine if you catch my drift. I feel very lucky to have been able to experience that as there is a lot of bunk floating around. I had no idea stuff like that could even exist!
I really miss that sunshine, but still the tall green boi is my favorite. I have yet to try the spirit molecule, not in the near future but in due time. On the same note, my most intense psychedelic experience came from the most enexpected place, salvia. Having drank 3 malt liquers and eaten a bunch of kratom before hand, took a bowl of salvia and the most interesting thing happened. I died. The next 5 min was after the fact, basically life after death, also my life has flashed in front of my eyes after i already thought that i died. I fell to the floor and something was pulling me into the underground world, these creatures. I was half way between here and there when i started to regain consciousness. Afterwards, i felt like i was born again.
I would love to be a part of this community as it makes me feel that i'm not alone, when no one else around me understands my outlook on life and why i do the things that i do. Thank you for reading my rant
BloodShotEyes
(I hear the mescaline food safe extractions are wonderful too, never tried it myself though)