IIYI
Rising Star
A few weeks after my trip with DMT i meet several times with my friend the Shaman. After several meetings and conversation with the Shaman. One day on our meeting the Shaman decided to give me free gift (again DMT from the same batch of crystal like the previous one), even that I had told him I would not use it anymore. I have decided to try it only once. Shaman said to me:
"Even if you do not want to use it, just have it. It's a gift. Have it in you.
If you decide to use it, wait a few months or even a year. Wait for the weather to warm up. Find an inhibitor, keep a diet, take the inhibitor, and shared it with your wife and if you feel that you need and should take it DMT. Take the DMT orally. The trip will be longer (several hours). Dose is for 2 people. But first try the inhibitor and it will show you whether you need to take the DMT or not. "
I thanked him, took the gift and kept it.
Then we started talking about other things.
I'm glad you like it. You're welcome.
Thank you for the vibrations brother. I love you too.
I know and have seen very little and that there are many things I can see and learn. I know I know nothing, and the more I learn I realize how little I know. I accept every day as an opportunity to learn.
Do not get me wrong. DMT will remain something very special in my life. Very respectable, to which I feel real awe. I would say that DMT gave life in my life and gave me joy. Which in itself means saving my life, but not just mine, but others too.
I also see nothing wrong with the fact that people use it very often. Everyone can judge for themselves how many times they need to take it. Everyone is different and everyone chooses for themselves.
I know that I can learn a lot from DMT. But I feel that in order to develop my full potential I must be in a clear consciousness. Just something pushing me to this.
I believe you understand my perspective on life and that you respect my own path, as I respect yours. Harmony and Love
The grass is something special for me. Cannabis has saved my relatives, I would say it saved me too and helped me to stop many addictions. Weed is still my teacher, and helps me to grow a lot, and has contacted me with many friends and people I love. Sex on grass is incredible, and food is very tasty and occasionally gives very interesting views and philosophical thoughts. But somehow my liver wants air and my mind want a pure form.
I had decided to take a long break from smoking weed (at least a few months or maybe a year), but before the break I decided to meet with friends and smoke with them before the break... something like boys night and something happened. I went to see friends (i will call it "The Holy Man" to remain anonymous). We speak that the Shaman will come after few mins and to wait him to some with him a last grams from outdoor weed. The Shaman come after work and brought 3 beers (1 beer for him, 1 beer for Holy Man and 1 beer for me). It was my boys' night (my wife had gone to cinema of a free European film. After the movie, a donation is made if desired. ) Sometimes we need to see ourselves with our friends alone. That night I decided to afford one beer. (although because I had not drunk for a long time and I feel it even it is 1 beer). Sometimes my wife have girls night and i stay home. Sometimes we go out together and meet together with our friends. It differs according to the situation and how we felt it.
We (The Shaman, The Holy Man and me) rotate the pipe of peace (a joint with an outdoor cannabis) we speak and smile, we drink the beer, listen music and at the same time, a movie appeared on TV. (I and my wife do not have a TV at home) So sometimes I watch the TV by going to the guest, and sometimes I ask them to stop the TV if it's irritating or noisy. But there were a lot of colorful images on the TV and we all stared to watch it for a moment. The movie was a mute, and it was playing music from the laptop and sound equipment. (in the background of music {hallucinogenic music} )
We decided to watch the movie. The movie was incredible. We let the sound of the movie, but we did not like it ... and movie it kind unbelievable matched with the music. (I can not tell you the music, because I heard it for the first time, I have to ask for the DJ name) We roll another joint but this time with indoor cannabis.
Movie was the first time I have watched it and we caught it from somewhere, but it was incredible. I highly recommend the movie. A very beautiful story and it's worth watching. The name of the movie is " What Dreams May Come " and Trailer:
I went home, my wife had come back from the cinema. I told him that I also watched a movie with my friends (after a few days with her we watched together the movie of the original sound). I told her I smoked weed and drank 1 beer. (she say me "you smoke weed and oooo a beer" and smile )
I decided to roll a grass. I roll joint with pure indoor weed and take 2 hits then I turned it off for another time, then back inside the house hug my wife and talking to her and I felt something at that moment. I felt a vibration... and tickling in the fingers, on the legs, on the back and the head including hair.
Before that such vibration I felt only in the time of hallucinogens (mushrooms or LSD).
I experienced incredible joy and happiness in communicating with my wife while I was hug her.( normally thing that happen natural regularly) But in that moment I had opened my head, my sky and my soul, and I had a very pleasant sensitive philosophical conversation with my wife.
It happened exactly the day I was thinking of pausing smoking afterwards. However this boy's night somehow brought me back into the game
I figured I would smoke grass. Rarely, but I will smoke. I have been in a pause for a few weeks now, but sometime I'll smoke with friends again. Simply, smoking cannabis is a pleasure that gives me joy. My white breasts do not like the smoke, but there are things the grass gives me. There are things It take me, but it also gives me. I would rather smoke very rarely, and so I would do something very special, like a ritual. Because I definitely like to be in a pure consciousness, which is the opposite of being high all day long. That is why I will smoke very rarely on a special occasion and as a kind of reward.
You never know. Maybe by reducing it a lot and smoking weed so rarely someday I can stop using it. Pure consciousness has its own pluses and pleasures.
But i will not reduce weed cultivation. I think I'll grow it even more.
Peace,
IIYI
"Even if you do not want to use it, just have it. It's a gift. Have it in you.
If you decide to use it, wait a few months or even a year. Wait for the weather to warm up. Find an inhibitor, keep a diet, take the inhibitor, and shared it with your wife and if you feel that you need and should take it DMT. Take the DMT orally. The trip will be longer (several hours). Dose is for 2 people. But first try the inhibitor and it will show you whether you need to take the DMT or not. "
I thanked him, took the gift and kept it.
Then we started talking about other things.
Hotspur922 said:I read your reply last week, beautiful pictures you posted!
I'll check those vids later
I'm glad you like it. You're welcome.
Scruboftheib said:
Thank you for the vibrations brother. I love you too.
I know and have seen very little and that there are many things I can see and learn. I know I know nothing, and the more I learn I realize how little I know. I accept every day as an opportunity to learn.
Do not get me wrong. DMT will remain something very special in my life. Very respectable, to which I feel real awe. I would say that DMT gave life in my life and gave me joy. Which in itself means saving my life, but not just mine, but others too.
I also see nothing wrong with the fact that people use it very often. Everyone can judge for themselves how many times they need to take it. Everyone is different and everyone chooses for themselves.
I know that I can learn a lot from DMT. But I feel that in order to develop my full potential I must be in a clear consciousness. Just something pushing me to this.
I believe you understand my perspective on life and that you respect my own path, as I respect yours. Harmony and Love
The grass is something special for me. Cannabis has saved my relatives, I would say it saved me too and helped me to stop many addictions. Weed is still my teacher, and helps me to grow a lot, and has contacted me with many friends and people I love. Sex on grass is incredible, and food is very tasty and occasionally gives very interesting views and philosophical thoughts. But somehow my liver wants air and my mind want a pure form.
I had decided to take a long break from smoking weed (at least a few months or maybe a year), but before the break I decided to meet with friends and smoke with them before the break... something like boys night and something happened. I went to see friends (i will call it "The Holy Man" to remain anonymous). We speak that the Shaman will come after few mins and to wait him to some with him a last grams from outdoor weed. The Shaman come after work and brought 3 beers (1 beer for him, 1 beer for Holy Man and 1 beer for me). It was my boys' night (my wife had gone to cinema of a free European film. After the movie, a donation is made if desired. ) Sometimes we need to see ourselves with our friends alone. That night I decided to afford one beer. (although because I had not drunk for a long time and I feel it even it is 1 beer). Sometimes my wife have girls night and i stay home. Sometimes we go out together and meet together with our friends. It differs according to the situation and how we felt it.
We (The Shaman, The Holy Man and me) rotate the pipe of peace (a joint with an outdoor cannabis) we speak and smile, we drink the beer, listen music and at the same time, a movie appeared on TV. (I and my wife do not have a TV at home) So sometimes I watch the TV by going to the guest, and sometimes I ask them to stop the TV if it's irritating or noisy. But there were a lot of colorful images on the TV and we all stared to watch it for a moment. The movie was a mute, and it was playing music from the laptop and sound equipment. (in the background of music {hallucinogenic music} )
We decided to watch the movie. The movie was incredible. We let the sound of the movie, but we did not like it ... and movie it kind unbelievable matched with the music. (I can not tell you the music, because I heard it for the first time, I have to ask for the DJ name) We roll another joint but this time with indoor cannabis.
Movie was the first time I have watched it and we caught it from somewhere, but it was incredible. I highly recommend the movie. A very beautiful story and it's worth watching. The name of the movie is " What Dreams May Come " and Trailer:
I went home, my wife had come back from the cinema. I told him that I also watched a movie with my friends (after a few days with her we watched together the movie of the original sound). I told her I smoked weed and drank 1 beer. (she say me "you smoke weed and oooo a beer" and smile
)I decided to roll a grass. I roll joint with pure indoor weed and take 2 hits then I turned it off for another time, then back inside the house hug my wife and talking to her and I felt something at that moment. I felt a vibration... and tickling in the fingers, on the legs, on the back and the head including hair.
Before that such vibration I felt only in the time of hallucinogens (mushrooms or LSD).
I experienced incredible joy and happiness in communicating with my wife while I was hug her.( normally thing that happen natural regularly) But in that moment I had opened my head, my sky and my soul, and I had a very pleasant sensitive philosophical conversation with my wife.
It happened exactly the day I was thinking of pausing smoking afterwards. However this boy's night somehow brought me back into the game
I figured I would smoke grass. Rarely, but I will smoke. I have been in a pause for a few weeks now, but sometime I'll smoke with friends again. Simply, smoking cannabis is a pleasure that gives me joy. My white breasts do not like the smoke, but there are things the grass gives me. There are things It take me, but it also gives me. I would rather smoke very rarely, and so I would do something very special, like a ritual. Because I definitely like to be in a pure consciousness, which is the opposite of being high all day long. That is why I will smoke very rarely on a special occasion and as a kind of reward.
You never know. Maybe by reducing it a lot and smoking weed so rarely someday I can stop using it. Pure consciousness has its own pluses and pleasures.
But i will not reduce weed cultivation. I think I'll grow it even more.
Peace,
IIYI
