nathanielle_jones
Rising Star
- Merits
- 120
I haven't broken through before in over a year of smoking, then four times in one night. Mind blown.
Breakthrough #1: As I come through the neon geometery, a blue oval face discovers me and playfully interacts with me for a while before moving away. When it moves away I realise that a) it's a toddler, b) I'm in a vast white kitchen like room and c) the father(?) is in the opposite end of the room. The toddler was very inquisitive and friendly but the father seemed to be a bit fed up when he learned I was in the room. He seemed to be making dinner for the family. My perspective is a worm's eye view from the corner of the room and I feel like I'm a mouse poking his head out of a mouse hole and I have been discovered. I am tiny in comparison to the entities who live here.
Breakthrough #2: This time I am with more than one toddler and there is a nanny with them. Not in the kitchen this time, not sure where we are, but the nanny is entertaining the children by making geomteric shapes out of nothing. The nanny is a warm presence I never fully observe, but the shapes she makes have the children rolling around the ground in stitches of laughter.
Breakthrough #3: Just prior to this, my sitter asked if I could see how the nanny formed these shapes. I was back with the family again but this time when they made a shape, in my mind I questioned how this was possible. They took this as a question and rather than answer it, hit me with some psychic uncontrollable laugher, like a mental bomb. The effects of this made me snort in the funniest way I felt I had ever heard and could barely move with laughter. They did this for questioning what they were doing. As I opened my eyes, I tried to explain what had happened to my sitter but couldn't speak for laughing. I was a vessel through which the funniest sound ever was resonating and while I tried to retain composure, it was impossible. It was like an electric current running through me that I couldn't stop. I thought the laughter might paralyse me and anyone else who heard it by it's sheer funniness, and I was concerned I would wake my friendly elderly neighbour. I didn't want to explain this unstoppable laughing fit to him and was grateful when it ended.
Breakthrough #4: I am no longer with the family. I am now in a supermarket, again very white. There is a general bustle of entities going about their shopping, putting items in grocery baskets. A female guide like a customer services agent explains to me where I am and shows me how the shopping centre works. She explains that this universe exists right beside mine and that the separating membrane is very thin. As I open my eyes I go between the two and can see this shopping centre and my living room side by side with the thin membrane keeping them apart.
This is much as I remember. I need to call it a night. The temptation is to smoke every last shard of DMT and see as much as possible but it's already a lot to take in. I also need to work out how to describe this to anyone else without sounding deranged.
Anyone else have any experience with these guys?
Breakthrough #1: As I come through the neon geometery, a blue oval face discovers me and playfully interacts with me for a while before moving away. When it moves away I realise that a) it's a toddler, b) I'm in a vast white kitchen like room and c) the father(?) is in the opposite end of the room. The toddler was very inquisitive and friendly but the father seemed to be a bit fed up when he learned I was in the room. He seemed to be making dinner for the family. My perspective is a worm's eye view from the corner of the room and I feel like I'm a mouse poking his head out of a mouse hole and I have been discovered. I am tiny in comparison to the entities who live here.
Breakthrough #2: This time I am with more than one toddler and there is a nanny with them. Not in the kitchen this time, not sure where we are, but the nanny is entertaining the children by making geomteric shapes out of nothing. The nanny is a warm presence I never fully observe, but the shapes she makes have the children rolling around the ground in stitches of laughter.
Breakthrough #3: Just prior to this, my sitter asked if I could see how the nanny formed these shapes. I was back with the family again but this time when they made a shape, in my mind I questioned how this was possible. They took this as a question and rather than answer it, hit me with some psychic uncontrollable laugher, like a mental bomb. The effects of this made me snort in the funniest way I felt I had ever heard and could barely move with laughter. They did this for questioning what they were doing. As I opened my eyes, I tried to explain what had happened to my sitter but couldn't speak for laughing. I was a vessel through which the funniest sound ever was resonating and while I tried to retain composure, it was impossible. It was like an electric current running through me that I couldn't stop. I thought the laughter might paralyse me and anyone else who heard it by it's sheer funniness, and I was concerned I would wake my friendly elderly neighbour. I didn't want to explain this unstoppable laughing fit to him and was grateful when it ended.
Breakthrough #4: I am no longer with the family. I am now in a supermarket, again very white. There is a general bustle of entities going about their shopping, putting items in grocery baskets. A female guide like a customer services agent explains to me where I am and shows me how the shopping centre works. She explains that this universe exists right beside mine and that the separating membrane is very thin. As I open my eyes I go between the two and can see this shopping centre and my living room side by side with the thin membrane keeping them apart.
This is much as I remember. I need to call it a night. The temptation is to smoke every last shard of DMT and see as much as possible but it's already a lot to take in. I also need to work out how to describe this to anyone else without sounding deranged.
Anyone else have any experience with these guys?
