Linga Sarira
Rising Star
trip report from SWIM:
25-12-08
08:30 pm
ingested 3 grams of ground syrian rue seeds mixed into ginger beer.Have not eaten since 4pm and that was a few pieces of chocolate, stomach feels empty. Put on stars of the lid very quiet lulling ambient music.
60 milligrams of pure yellowish dmt is prepared in a gel capsule.
08:50 pm
swallowed 60 mg dmt
The syrian rue makes sound a little mettalic but hardly noticable, after an hour feeling light headed and body is buzzing, tones in my head staggering to the bathroom. after 90 mins i feel the DMT dose was very small , no visuals but i am on a mental emotional trip. Examining the recent events in my life and probing deeper meanings, going through the people around me, those who are close feeling love and warmth.
Soon after the nausea hits and im forced up to go vomit, which is mostly dry, i go back to bed and definately feel a journey taking me. Still not visual at all though, just more emotional but positive. I have no fear. Another wave of nausea and i manage to purge some liquid, i see some of the rue coming back up, just a small amount. The vomiting is horrible, i realise it is negative energy being expelled and i just endure it. This happens another 2 or 3 times until i crawl into my bed with the blanket on me. I turn off the music as i want silence. I begin to contemplate smoking a pipe of dmt to launch me out. I get sick once more but manage to prepare a moderate dose of about 50 mgs with some parsley in my little glass pipe.
I lie back in bed and start the pipe, i cough a little, then take 3 more hits held in for as long as i can. Visuals begin, beautiful then i sense dimensions opening up above me, i am time crystallised outward, consiousness flowering and blooming, i am in an alien noetic paradise. The rue slows it right down so it is not overwhelming, no sense of panic or fear, i can control the emotion of it easier. I come back down and feel warmth and love.
The next couple of hours are spent celebrating my self and my life shining down on all my freinds, seeing myself how they see me and being happy to be this spirit in this world at this moment. I have a few small crackers to eat as my stomach still feels sickly and empty then i go back to bed, about an hour later i am asleep. I wake feeling nice and content.
I feel this was a small dose and could definately handle at least double next time.
I am wondering what is the best timing for taking the dmt after the Rue?
Would taking them at the same time produce a deeper experience?
What do others think?
25-12-08
08:30 pm
ingested 3 grams of ground syrian rue seeds mixed into ginger beer.Have not eaten since 4pm and that was a few pieces of chocolate, stomach feels empty. Put on stars of the lid very quiet lulling ambient music.
60 milligrams of pure yellowish dmt is prepared in a gel capsule.
08:50 pm
swallowed 60 mg dmt
The syrian rue makes sound a little mettalic but hardly noticable, after an hour feeling light headed and body is buzzing, tones in my head staggering to the bathroom. after 90 mins i feel the DMT dose was very small , no visuals but i am on a mental emotional trip. Examining the recent events in my life and probing deeper meanings, going through the people around me, those who are close feeling love and warmth.
Soon after the nausea hits and im forced up to go vomit, which is mostly dry, i go back to bed and definately feel a journey taking me. Still not visual at all though, just more emotional but positive. I have no fear. Another wave of nausea and i manage to purge some liquid, i see some of the rue coming back up, just a small amount. The vomiting is horrible, i realise it is negative energy being expelled and i just endure it. This happens another 2 or 3 times until i crawl into my bed with the blanket on me. I turn off the music as i want silence. I begin to contemplate smoking a pipe of dmt to launch me out. I get sick once more but manage to prepare a moderate dose of about 50 mgs with some parsley in my little glass pipe.
I lie back in bed and start the pipe, i cough a little, then take 3 more hits held in for as long as i can. Visuals begin, beautiful then i sense dimensions opening up above me, i am time crystallised outward, consiousness flowering and blooming, i am in an alien noetic paradise. The rue slows it right down so it is not overwhelming, no sense of panic or fear, i can control the emotion of it easier. I come back down and feel warmth and love.
The next couple of hours are spent celebrating my self and my life shining down on all my freinds, seeing myself how they see me and being happy to be this spirit in this world at this moment. I have a few small crackers to eat as my stomach still feels sickly and empty then i go back to bed, about an hour later i am asleep. I wake feeling nice and content.
I feel this was a small dose and could definately handle at least double next time.
I am wondering what is the best timing for taking the dmt after the Rue?
Would taking them at the same time produce a deeper experience?
What do others think?