i had the first "spiritual" experience of my life at 28 on 3.5g of P. cubensis fungus. My 2nd, on 3g of the fungus. my 3rd, on 2g. then 10 years went by. my 4th was on 4g, my 5th on 3g, my 6th on 5g, my 7th on 6g, my 8th on 5g, my 9th on 7g and my 10th on 5.5 g of the same fungus. Enter DMT. 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th. then 15 on mescaline, a handful more on fungus, dmt and mescaline. Then a few with more "party" combos, that launched me into territories my consciousness had no choice but to accept as OTHER.
i am no longer SAME.
I had never sought a "spiritual" experience, having been raised a hardcore materialist atheist, but there it is, irrefutable: i was thrust into the burning bush, kicking, screaming and in awe and terror of the ensuing ecstasy - and horror.
If your point is that we find what we seek, then i must vehemently disagree, having made the short and staggering journey from NO to WTF, to the acknowledgment that i am only equipped to ask, but (certainly ironically), not to receive answers i am unprepared to comprehend.
this, in the shell of a nut, is what the "ality" of spirit is.
Ask. expect naught. revel in nothing, and exalt in all.
JBArk