quantimoto
Rising Star
Let me start by saying, I miscalculated and then compounded my error. This was my first time with salvia.
I took 100 mg bowl of 10x in a water bong. I did not hold the breaths long (took several to clear). I felt some pins in my face. nothing more.
5 minutes later with no follow up effects I decide I am insensitive to the drug, try 200 mg more, hold my breath as long as I....That's the last thing I remember. Then there is a black out period. Then I come to thinking I'm looking up at my sitter and have died. Then I am a liquid puddle. I struggle to return to reality thinking I must make things better for my sitter who is now having to deal with ambulances and my death. As I try to force back reality I cannot feel limbs or any physical dimension of my being. When I do come in in flashes, I put my head back down and collapse into geometry.
I remember repeating simply 'wow' over and over again for what seems like hours. I remember thinking I cannot believe something can do this to the brain.
An overwhelming experience that was both terrifying and awe inspiring. Nothing from anything I've tried comes close to this powerful of a feeling, nothing so abstract either.
The 'spiritual' conclusion is a confirmation bias of how I have long seen the brain - as an antenna limiting the infinite to a perceived finite. Mess with the signal and it's like the scrambled bands you used to see on cable tv you didn't have access to.
Wow. I'm hooked to this level of mind fuck, but maybe next time a lower dose will suffice.
I took 100 mg bowl of 10x in a water bong. I did not hold the breaths long (took several to clear). I felt some pins in my face. nothing more.
5 minutes later with no follow up effects I decide I am insensitive to the drug, try 200 mg more, hold my breath as long as I....That's the last thing I remember. Then there is a black out period. Then I come to thinking I'm looking up at my sitter and have died. Then I am a liquid puddle. I struggle to return to reality thinking I must make things better for my sitter who is now having to deal with ambulances and my death. As I try to force back reality I cannot feel limbs or any physical dimension of my being. When I do come in in flashes, I put my head back down and collapse into geometry.
I remember repeating simply 'wow' over and over again for what seems like hours. I remember thinking I cannot believe something can do this to the brain.
An overwhelming experience that was both terrifying and awe inspiring. Nothing from anything I've tried comes close to this powerful of a feeling, nothing so abstract either.
The 'spiritual' conclusion is a confirmation bias of how I have long seen the brain - as an antenna limiting the infinite to a perceived finite. Mess with the signal and it's like the scrambled bands you used to see on cable tv you didn't have access to.
Wow. I'm hooked to this level of mind fuck, but maybe next time a lower dose will suffice.