BoKuDen said:...Is this available in hard back and could you sign it?
I'm halfway through chapter 4, and certainly will be watching this thread as you update with new chapters.
Wow, fascinating! :] i really enjoyed the read. I wanna know ur other experiences with dmt. im no psychonot yet. I have experienced lack of sleep halucinating. i couldnt sleep for 3 days and i became delerious changing my ideas of what was going on. I was actually hyper and wide awake, but my out of touch mind winded me up in the crazy hospital. Wonder if it means that people back in the years before the agriculture revolution could get along with no sleep? I actually sensed my senses had hightened. What does this say about schizophrenics? if everything we make real in our heads becomes real and is, what does this say about creation? its interesting... very intersesting. The purpose for exsistence. Experience? Interaction? Amusement? Emotion? Hmm maybe the purpose of exsistence is simply the need to exsist and change. But who knows...
Feanor said:they started going through me. Yes, they went through me!
It felt as if they were imbedding me with a certain and unique type of perplexing information. They were changing me. As each one entered my soul, he or she implanted their own and unique piece of data inside of me...
Suddenly, I heard her...She spoke inside of my head ...
"Search within your soul, and find the one question that's been pestering you the most."
"Are you real?" I asked with caution...
"Very good," said the Elf Goddess benignly. "The answer to that question is what the Elves gave you when they imparted their knowledge inside of you...
"I think that this is all real," I said solidly.
"Good," said the Elf Goddess.
"So you are real," I said mesmerizingly. "You really do exist."
"Yes," said the Elf Goddess with a happy smile.
I opened up my eyelids...I was in a state of utter bliss...I was proud, joyful, and ecstatic.
Feanor said:By the way, I like your name a lot, ambi-lysergance! 8)
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